>be at a nightclub in Vegas
>dancing with a bunch of my friends (who I think of like brothers and sisters)
>get flashbacks to a year ago in college when nightclubs used to scare the fuck out of me
>where I used to be that guy awkwardly swaying in the corner holding his drink to his chest
>where I was absolutely alone and friendless in the world, going to clubs just to try and fit in
>look around now and see complete joy and laughter on everyone's faces
>no one's looking down at their phone/watch, or looking over as if trying to find someone else
>they're all giving their complete energy and focus to the present moment
>a buddy of mine comes over to me and says some phrase that's like an inside joke to us
>laugh so hard there are tears in my eyes
>these two cute girls come up behind me and tap on my shoulder
>I met them a few days ago and didn't think much of it, but one of them says they recognise me and motions towards the bar as if inviting me for a drink
>I give them the "peace" sign to signify that I'll be there in two mintues
>I turn back to my friends and the music is about to drop
>It was probably some bullshit EDM song but it felt like I would never hear something so good again
>strobe lights begin to flash and steam shoots up from all sides
>everyone is just making up their own dance moves, no-one is judging or laughing at anyone
>I sip my drink
>Life has never been so sweet to me
Tell me robots, have you ever felt complete?
user can you please tell me how one gets to this point in life?
I wish I had some big secret to tell you - but I don't. All I can recommend is don't become bitter and just keep going. I had to go through a lot of pain and suffering to get here
"over sensory stimulation" is complete bullshit, good thread tho
yes, I did
but now I'm incomplete again
I won't even complain. I had my share of fun, despite everything wrong with me I still managed to find some fuckers who enjoyed my company.
and I can say op found the same kind of people. JUNKIES, actually I'll just say drug friendly
what are you doing friend
>spend the night with a super awesome girl
>really want to see her again but don't want to seem desperate
>the next morning we're saying goodbye to each other
>instead of kissing her, I offer her a hearty handshake
>she laughs and pulls me in and kisses me
It was wonderful.
>not one month later, she tells me she'll kill me if I ever try to talk to her again
That was not so wonderful.
this is the most normalnigger shit I've ever read
>life is never as sweet as in some degenerate kike club in las vegas
what happened in that month?
congrats you have made it user
that was totally lost on you user, it was about being accepted
I hate these threads. It's just robots buying into the kike propaganda, and turning into normies.
Idk why people want to fit in all the time. Why dont you want to pursue something greater like becoming good at something you can turn into a career.
driving through the rockies in an old van with all the windows closed in the middle of winter, with all my friends smoking cigarettes listening to mountain man
i guess i should try and do that again
you still need friends, as much as you've tried to convince yourself that you don't. What good is being successful if you're still jerking off to anime in your free time
Basically I ruined things by being overly anxious and looking for constant validation that she actually liked me. Even though she told me multiple times that she liked me and showed it every time we hung out. But my retarded self was convinced that a girl like her could never like a dude like me.
fuck dude I've been there. I remember making plans with a girl on a certain day, then later asking if she was free on that day, just to see if she'd forgotten and already made plans with someone else.
I do the exact same thing. But I actually have friends who pull that shit. Where you make plans, the day comes, and then they say they're busy or they forgot. Which always makes me feel like they just don't want to hang out.
>greentext didn't end with him waking up from a dream
shit story
networking >> talent
anyday
why jews are powerful. they look after themselves. jews in america were trading with eurojews before you even dreamed about independence
>be me
>driving into Vegas with a buddy I hadn't seen to years
>electric feel playing in the car
>city comes into view
>excited to have a good time
We ended up winning 30k total over the course of the weekend. Both of us started with 1k. Don't know if my life was "complete" but it was nice to pop champagne and smoke cigars with good people.
We're in the kitchen of the flat he rented. Some shit music is playing. I'm doing the dishes, or cooking dinner, and he's smoking at the kitchen table.
I look at him, he looks at me and comes dance with me. He is so close to me I can feel his heart beating through his chest. He looks into my eyes and smiles with the most sincere, beautiful smile I've ever seen. Presses his forehead against mine and closes his eyes. I feel like everything else in the world stops existing and we're the only thing in the world.
I lost hope to be happy, I never felt understood or loved before. I have to say that this shithole websites sometimes is nice.
>care about nothing besides swim team in high school
>have time of life swimming with friends. Funniest guys ever
>they know im gay and its never weird and we just swim and win
>beat our rival school for the first time in years my senior year
>set school record in a relay and go to state finals in said realy where i meet up with people i swam with on club teams when i was growing up
>reunite with best friend at the time, we swim into the ocean together, both knowing this was the last tine we would swim together.
>graduate and literally never see or speak to any team memebers again despite attempts to reach out.
>best friend in highschool commits suicide few years later
When your peak is so distinct, everything afterwards its pretty fucking bittersweet
I actually had a kinda similar experience, I was in the jazz band at school but we helped out whenever the school was hosting a musical/performance or whatever. The stars of the show were normally chads and stacies, but in the afterparties we always all hung out together like we were best friends.
Was weird when that all ended. Would still see them around from time to time but they never really acknowledged me.
did you suck any swimmer friend cock
greentext
Yes. When I was at university studying logic, staying after class and working past midnight with my professor on proofs. It's all gone and my mind has deteriorated. I hate the memory, but want the passion and purpose back.
>Be content with life after speaking to some retards and listening to obnoxiously loud music
Congratulations user
No. They were my teammates and friends and I didn't want to fuck any of them. Also i like em thicc
Hanging out in a club with other degenerates does not equal networking.
I have freinds. I hang out with other like minded people. Not every normie is a degenerate and some are even fun.
I used to play counter-strike with my buddies in highschool. Just a five man squad. The feeling of having everyone in the lobby, on steam voice comms, loading up a game of Counterstrike. I don't know it was such great times. So much excitement. So non-glamorous but those were great times.
When I used to play in a band with my best friends, and we would do fuckall at practice. But during performances we'd bring out the magic, just improvs, so much energy, just rocking. And we'd feel it between us, the looks of holy shit to each other. Feeling the bassist's rhythms, and pushing back with your own licks, the drummer going ham. And the audience would reply and give us energy back. So perfect, those times. Everything was right.
>>I sip my drink
Amen brother
>orinally wholesome
If you can answer yes to this, you're not a real robot.
Sounds like an original mdma trip fren. I used to feel that feeling when lost in acid and molly with great music but then my life was wrecked so it's not as complete of a feeling anymore. Still the second best thing in my life right now. Jambands and festival weird shit and funk with drugs. Best people ever
She would have cucked you anyways user..... best to forget about it and move on.