Whats your tactic to save your self from suicide?

Whats your tactic to save your self from suicide?

Since im 14 i drove myself into tv shows and unreal worlds, iam 18 now and pretty good at it.
Thats my only way to survive.

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I just watch twitch all day so I don't have to think

obsessed with racing but it leaves me open to seasonal depression

I always play music, It helps fill the empty silence in my room. Gaming channels like game grumps make me think that I have friends, so that always cheers me up.

twitch is onions fag

Thinking that someday I can put my dick in a vagina...

I watched twitch all day today also. Saw a diablo II speedrun which fell short, and then Age of Empires II tournament and a CS:GO tournament. In hindsight, it was incredibly depressing because I my youth was spent playing games like these 8-10hrs/day. I was really depressed. Thought about suiciding constantly.

Now that I'm older, I have better things to do. Suicide is really the last option. There are 1000 more things that I would try or change before going ahead with seppuku.

Internet, cartoons, video games.

Don't try to save yourself from suicide. If suicide is going to happen, there is no stopping it. Just today I bought a nice sturdy rope off amazon I'll fashion into a noose to use sometime in the near future.
Living alone is depressing as fuck. I suggest never trying it.

My very existence makes a lot of people seeth with rage. This is what keeps me going, just pissing people off by living.

Cute anime girls, user. Let's see how much longer that works out.

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I pretend that my life isn't falling apart and that I will graduate and get a good job.
I also pretend that I will eventually find someone to spend my life with.
When I start seeing through the cracks, I turn to video games and music.

Thinking about how sad my mother would be

I make up anime and manga stories in my mind . The genres of them can sometimes be romance, slice of life, sports shounen, seinen, Fantasy and play them out, and make characters, power systems, soundtracks and the story.

current one I have is similar to under night in-birth and kara no kyoukai and takes place in modern day tokyo.

I have an unironic waifu that I genuinely love and think about every day of my life. The waifuists weren't crazy, this shit actually works. Embracing a dakimakura every night is how every loser should fall asleep, it's comfy.

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Actually thought about getting a Daki aswell. That would mark the point of no return.
Well, after 24 years of failure, one should try to take another route anyway.

I saw a 160x50 Yuki Nagato doujin cover on mandrake, will those 160x50 covers still fit generic Daki pillows?

I'm 23, bro. You held onto your shame longer than me at least, hahah. Mine was bigger than your average daki too. Not sure what size exactly and the goddamn Russian piece of shit website won't load right now, but at 160cm yes definitely go for the bigger 20"x60" pillow. I used a standard body pillow in mine when I first got it and she was all wrinkly, definitely not as cuddly.

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Iam a horsefucker and bought myself a lifesize plush of my favourite pony and iam happy with it.

Waifufaggotry works, iam happy.

Thanks, gotta check it out later. Is yours lewd on the other side?

>Whats your tactic to save your self from suicide?
Pic related allows me to shut off my stupid brain twice a week

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Nope. I'm an asexual, so not much a fan of lewd things. I just love my wife.

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