/NHK/ hikki thread

>how long
about 7 to 8 years but i kinda forgot
>are you lonely
i def used to be but i already accepted it. god is cruel and malevolent. he mindfucked and raped my sanity and will to experience life out of me to such an extent ive given up on life entirely
>do you wnat to return
im going to be attempting to get a job soon. i already got my security guard license, now i just need to apply for jobs. i fear my bux will get cut off, and i want to save up money so i can go live in nordern canada off the land, and either lease some cheap land or live there illegally, one way or another, my will seems to be resolute
>do you have a Waifu
sylphyn, pic related

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>Maybe you should go outside to clear up your meme depression
Diagnosed at 6-7 desu.
niceo f you to say though.

I am guessing your are a bug I discarded hence the salt?
did I used to talk to you and be your "friend" and then decide to ditch you?
how sad, explains the salt, you pathetic worm.

>god is cruel and malevolent. he mindfucked and raped my sanity and will to experience life out of me to such an extent ive given up on life entirely
sucks man,, sucks man.
>security guard license,
if you get work at right place it is max comfy
>sylphyn
Very cute

4 years but I escaped. Sometimes I wish I could go back as life felt like it was much better back then.

>pecifically, I wanted to buy mushroom growing supplies because I heard they can really help with depression. They did big time

>mfw all the pro-mushrooms and meditation stuff ive been spamming on various imageboards has helped some people alleviate the pain of depression

i should probably do youtube videos about this, but honestly im just a depressed virgin whos bad at doing anything. but atleast its better than nothing

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>how long
i have to leave the house every 2 months to go to the bank, but i've otherwise been the way i am for roughly 5 and a half years
>are you lonely
what type of dumbass fag gets lonely
>do you wnat to return
i never went
>do you have a Waifu
i don't deserve one
>the lifestyle is hell so fuck off.
i wouldn't want to do anything else, short of having the money automatically to make people do whatever i need or want at the time

I dont even know who you are but its hilarious to see you make bad assumptions because you have no real comeback. I'll keep posting here and make myself comfortable in this hikkineet thread, thanks very much.

You are very stupid if you think that female hikkis somehow acknowledge their gender, gender identity is mostly formed how ohter people act with you but if there is no ther people it really doesn't matter

> if you think that female hikkis somehow acknowledge their gender

>>Female hikkineet here

hahahah
dumb fucking roast.
god I wish for just 20 seconds I had you infront of me to really let my anger out you you stupid trash roasties.
god I would enjoy it.

is that chart for shrooms? 25mg of what? Psilacetin?

Do you grow yourself? Have you ascended to the wonder that is Panaeolus, which made me swear off Cubensis for life because of how much better it was.

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dont kid yourself the only thing you can ever beat is your shriveled up dick lmao

>dont kid yourself the only thing you can ever beat is your shriveled up dick lmao
T.Roastie cope.
I wouldnt bother beating you up, you are garbage

how is it cope if youre the one with the raisin dick? did being partying normalfag rot your brain too much?

>I wouldnt bother beating you up, you are garbage
thanks for the reply though, this thread is comfy

>did being partying normalfag rot your brain too much?
only went to party to sell drugs.
awkward as fuck desu.

no, its a chart showing the medical benefits for mushrooms for treating depression. it was a study done for treatment resistant depression and it showed that magic mushrooms were unbelievably effective, so i regularly recommend them to depressed robots in hopes that it helps them out, because they did for me

Had to break my hikki streak because a store was having a 1 day sale and all their online inventory I wanted was out of stock Didn't noticed my fly was open the whole time outside and a dumbass driver almost hit me while they were doing an illegal U-turn.

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howl ong streak desu desu

>Im sick of fucking female "hikki" cancer, just fuck off.
Elaborate

>im sick of fake hiki kids, the lifestyle is hell so fuck off.

I completely agree OP a hikikomori is not the 16 year old introverted kid working at Mcdonalds and likes to keep to himself a hikikomori is not the quiet kid in class a hikikomori is not MGTOW a hikikomori is not an incel a hikikomori is not internet/technology addiction or being a lazy bum Neet who doesn't want to work or go to school no a hikikomori is a shut in that doesn't leave their house or thier bedroom inside their parents house for months or years at a time if you leave your house regularly for school or to go to work or if you have a social life you are NOT hikikomori hikikomori only leave for basic necessities or if possible important emergencies.

americanhikikomoridotblog.wordpress.com/2018/07/25/what-is-hikikomori/
americanhikikomoridotblog.wordpress.com/2018/08/08/hikikomori-vs-neet/
americanhikikomoridotblog.wordpress.com/2018/09/03/common-misconceptions-about-hikikomori/

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A little over a year if you don't count the mandatory psychiatrist appointments and the times I had to leave home to restock necessary stuff like food.

>>Im sick of fucking female "hikki" cancer, just fuck off.
>Elaborate
these roasties who get guys who the ycan sponge off and move in like a fucking parasite into the eye of a cow.
they make me sick, 2/3 hikki females I know of have live in BF's.
tehy can also just cam whore for $ like the sluts they are unlike us male hikkis.
100% agree, a hikki is not any of the things you said.
>hikikomori only leave for basic necessities or if possible important emergencies.
and if they have a way to get out of such things they will find it or try get out of it.
I feel a important distinction between
>choose not to leave
and
>feels they cannot leave because psychological stress
should be made.
It relaly annoys me when people say they WANT to be a hikki, do they not get that a NEET can be lazy and stuff but a hikki is actually trapped.
I literally pissed all over my floor because I have withdrawn more and cannot stand leaving my room for reasons I do not need.
>yeah I want to be that guy
.......
>if you don't count the mandatory psychiatrist appointments and the times I had to leave home to restock necessary stuff like food.
hmmm, I dont want to gate keep, technically if you had no way to get food etc that is hikki but a year is not long when some of us have gone years without leaving once.
I used to go to mandatory NEETbux meetings but got out of them as I was refusing to go and had my doctor give me notes.
sorry fro trying to gate keep but SO MANY fags, try LARP as a hikikomori.

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>100% agree, a hikki is not any of the things you said.

Exactly also if you look for work while unemployed you are not a Neet you are a Freeter.

Its me, back again this month to say I am still doing well breaking out of the hikki life, I went to the payless shoe store and looked at shoes for a little while today to count as my public outing, luckily the workers were very lazy and just left me alone (I did say hello though so don't tell me I dodged them). Also have only ran out of food out once this month and it was only like 2 days I had to go without till I got myself to the store.
Get out while you can anons, I don't feel better yet but I still kind of have hope. I won't shit up the thread anymore just have to give these updates to keep it going

>payless shoe store
fuck is this desu?

It's a place where they have ripoff shoes for poorfags like myself, seriously never seen a payless shoe store?

>how long
I've been a hikki for about 4 years rarely go out only for medical things I buy a lot of my shit off amazon to avoid going outside. I've been a shut in forever though.
>are you lonely
Yeah.
>Do you want to return
No, I'm not meant for this world. I'm an abnormality that doesn't belong anywhere
>Do you have a waifu
I've tried the tulpa shit but it never became sentient so now I just have an imaginary waifu I like to imagine I cuddle with when I go to sleep because it helps me go to sleep

>seriously never seen a payless shoe store?
havent really been outside in 6 years DESU so no.
>I like to imagine I cuddle with when I go to sleep because it helps me go to sleep
I do this fren, I love my aifu

stop larping and trying too hard to appear like one of us, you normalshit

pg 9 bump don't die

how can y'all afford hikki life? do y'all live in eastern europe or something?

>>how long
2 years
>>are you lonely
very, but have no social skills so id probably be arrested trying to talk to people
>>do you wnat to return
not really sure, its super out of my comfort zone to leave and its just easier to wake up and watch anime and play wow all day but its certainly not helpful for mental or physical health so I feel like im rotting away
>>do you have a Waifu
Tohru.
cute + godlike powers + cool friends + extremely faithful, happy to see you

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Tohru is god tier waifu

Im wealthy so its not a problem for me

I escaped but it didn't make anything better, I've got friends now but the suicidal thoughts still persist. Believe me when I say no matter the feeling of despair always persists.

Existence is pain.

Am I considered hikki?

>never really had friends as a kid
>mom bought me a laptop in 2nd grade, afterwards I only wanted to play vidya
>went to school less and less, one day in 5th grade mom asked if I wanted to stop going entirely, I said yes
>became a total hermit, not going outside and sleeping during the day etc
>mom forced me to learn programming, eventually I made a website that got successful and makes enough money for me and mom to live off
>mom hasn't worked since 2014 after my dad died
>got scoliosis from too much sitting on a chair
>started playing guitar 5 years ago, realized its better than vidya and I dedicated all my time to it, got to virtuoso levels but I have no music to show for it
>decided to start seriously venturing outside in 2017, gymcelled, went to escort and even attempted pua but I have no friends IRL
>now 24 years old and still kiss less, only person I talk to IRL is my mom

you dont have NEETbux in Eastern Europe. you work or die

>stop larping and trying too hard to appear like one of us, you normalshit
uwu, user I am merely pretending?
I must be ironically living as a hikki.
>how can y'all afford hikki life?
NEETbux, existence is hell.
>the suicidal thoughts still persist
I just want to be able to live.
I am sick of wanting to die as soon as I wake up.
No Idea how long I can hang on for and what reason.
>Existence is pain.

I don't know what I want, I'm a bit older so I've looked into a lot of things to try cure my depression but it keeps returning. The only message I get seems to be do what I want but that makes it even more confusing. I'm so lost an experience doesn't change it, I do know that I want to give lonely anons a hug but they'd just tell me to fuck off and I wouldn't want them to freak out if I did try.