Tell me about her, r9k. What went wrong, and what was she like?

A lot went wrong op.
She was a pretty one; solid 8/10 with great personality. Looking back, she obviously liked be but I was too beta to ask her out. After uni she moved away and communication slowly fissled into nothingness.

Same of always, i loved her but she doesn't and bla bla bla, but i made the mistake of saying that everything was fine, that i got no more feelings about her, this is fucking hurting me in a pretty painfull way... But im strong enough to keep pretending my whole life, but not braver enough to finish all that bullshit. Thats it.

we were together for 6 months. she was short and chubby, but her personality made up for it. was incredibly sweet and goofy. she made my depression go away and i felt like the happiest man ever and she had the cutest smile and giggle i'd ever heard. but something went wrong. either it was because i seemed obsessive to her since i was depressed and felt so much love for her, or maybe it was because i reminded her of her previous bf because he apparently was depressed too but he was also a sociopath (atleast that's what i could make from what she told me about him) . in any case, she left me, said she'd rather us be friends or like siblings. i'm back to feeling like shit 24/7 again because i dont have her anymore.i miss her. she still tries to talk to me every day because she doesnt wanna have to deal with the guilt of being responsible if i kill myself.

Met her over an MMO by chance. Pursued her for about a year. Dated for real for about a year and a half. Flew to the US to meet up for a week. HIt it off and got together for about seven years until she became unbearably feminist.
Overall a pretty neat experience

dumb bitch that texted another guy so i left her

She moved to Florida.

nothing went wrong.
she occupies the same place she always has in my mind, and ideal to strive for, and someone to pour all my feels into, until I can find someone IRL.

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She was a bitch and dated me as "charity"

I met her on a MMO. We spent a lot of time talking and talking through webcam we would play games together and shit. She was a complete shut in and didn't have many friends IRL and was constantly depressed. We stopped talking as much and slowly grew apart as we got older.

Nothing wemt wrong because she doesnt exist.

Her face caved in like a popped cherry, so soft with twig like bones underneath, easily snapped as if they were hollow stems. Problem was how much she bled... my god it was just blood all the time with that fucking bitch.

Ultimately we had different ideas about what is important in life she was into normie shit like careers and saving up for a house.

Afterwards I realized how much of a bitch she actually was how she constantly in subtle ways was trying to manipulate me into doing things she thought were important and even changing the way i dress and shit. Made me cry many times by nagging about finding work or making something out of myself as i used to be depressed back then.

Now I just kek at the fact that she is stuck in the rat race and married some midget.

>wahhhh she wanted me to stop being a deadweight useless cunt who needs a provider
i think i found the real problem in your relationship

Gf came to me. Said I was good looking. Whelp

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>She kept in touch with a guy she kissed with while we were together
>She went out with him and talked a lot with him
>She didn't cheat me,not in a physical way
>She lied to me for months
>She gave me the responsability of manu of her issues and problems with herself
>She played with my time and my emotions
>She left me using a lot of excuses and not telling the true reason of the breaking up
>She tought about our breaking up for much time and i didn't expected that
>We had some problems and mostly misunderstanding and we could overcome them
>I still think it could be worth,that me and her could live happily together in the future
>She saw me as a piece of shit that ruined her and that is part of her past
>All this is just bullshit

I got bullied alot at school, she was friends with girls that gave It to Me the worst but she never picked on me herself, she was quiet despite her friends and I always found her staring at me in p e when I was walking around trying to look busy so i didnt have to sit next to her on the non participants bench. I never would've imagined she liked me until someone from class told me, I did nothing though as my self esteem had never been lower than that period of time.
She had short dyed blonde hair and liked rolling her sweater sleeves up wore long socks that were nearly knee high and would wear my sweater around her waist, it got taken from me by her buddies. We never talked to each other.

>Fell in love with an almost guaranteed lesbian
fuck me why does this always happen, it's like the second time now.

First girlfriend, cute, chubby in just the right way, big ol' tiddies. she was a virgin too so it was awkward, but i dint know any better.
I fell hard man i was in love. We made it to third base one day over the summer. She would send nudes once in a while. I figured she'd come around eventually she was just nervous/embarrassed. I dated her for a year and two months... I did so much for her. Took her out to nice places, bought her nice things she wanted... I couldnt let go. I would hang with her at school in study halls and shit and she wouldnt really talk to me much. Wouldnt let me put my arm around her or seldom hold hands. Got super embarrassed when i said "I love you" in public even tho i texted it to her every night before bed, never wanted to take pictures with me. Started getting all religious on me saying she was worried about going to hell because we got intimate a few times... then she tells me "user... I just want you to be my boyfriend to hug and hold hands... i dont really get sexual feelings..."
Lemme tell ya she was moaning pretty loud when i fingerbanged her. she sounded pretty fuckin aroused.

I threw my phone across the room and started crying. I didnt talk to her all day at school and she knew why. I called her and broke up that night. Short 2 minute call. Havnt spoken to her since... But i can never stop thinking about those few intimate moments we shared. the few times we made out, the few times she let me feel her up. It was heaven for me. I can barely talk to girls very well sober anymore. I invested so much in her... I truly loved her... She didnt love me back but she said she did.

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I was too JADED and REDPILLED and she just wanted to be a bluepilled Swedish girl.

we were getting along quite well on okcupid
then she just ghosted me completely

didn't really try because of low self steem. now I see her at uni and sometimes waves at me. she is pretty, so there is no way I can be with her. she deserves better.

Found out she was seeing me and an ex boyfriend at the same time and hiding us from each other for months.

I want to forget she exists. I want to help her fix all her problems. She loves me again. When she says I love you, I say it back. I don't know how invested I should really get. I haven't changed at all since I was with her but she went to a dark place. Became a dumb bitch. I just want the old person I knew back. I feel like she's gone but I want to help her so much. It hurts. I feel like any efforts would be a waste of time. Just so many conflicting feelings. I wonder if she could really change.

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She was the most beautiful girl. She had long red hair, stunning blue eyes. She had the most quirky, eccentric personality. She was funny and always lent a hand.

Then she killed herself. And I had to be there to find the body. Just... I miss her.

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Fuck, that hurt to read, user.

hope you're doing better

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I wish I could say I was. Honestly... I'm probably going to to join her soon. She was the only woman, only person I ever cared for. I may have a job, make fair money and have a good apartment. But without her... none of it means anything. It's like a painting without any of the color.

I hope I can find a reason but honestly... I'll probably do what she did.

I thought she loved me. Turns out she was just using me as an emotional crutch to help her own self esteem and once she got her needs met she left. Learnt a lesson about trust the hard way.

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