Is she telling the truth, r9k?
Is she telling the truth, r9k?
Do you find yourself unable, for some reason, to accept love?
If I say yes, will you hurt me
>Do you find yourself unable, for some reason, to accept love?
Yes...
I would have to have friends to know the answer to that.
Yup, definitely.
Tried, failed. Accepting love just pisses me off, because I want to be better for the person than I could ever be.
I can only judge my friends by the way they act.
And how they act towards me tells me they don't love me but see me as some sort of cheap amusement.
Yes, because I can't love them in return and it irritates me when I receive something that I can't quickly and easily pay back; even more so when I don't really want it.
when someone compliments me or says they love me, I always just think it's a joke or they're trying to lead me into some cruel prank
one of my most prominent memories from when I was in school is when I was around 8 or 9 years old and this girl in class brought me aside and told me with a straight face and a serious voice that she loved me, and I just smiled and kept laughing because I thought she was just trying to get one over on me. Eventually, she grew frustrated and left, probably just as hurt as I was
It wouId be extremeIy painfuIl
AI chan is always right.
Friends would not stick around if they didn't have something they love about you.
Now is that thing they love always something you want them to love?
No, certainly not. They might love you for the way you always do stupid shit or make a fool of yourself. But loving the way a person fails is still loving them and they'd still be honestly upset if you offed yourself, though they may try to laugh it off.
I'm convinced my friends keep me around as a public service. They think I'll shoot people if they can't placate me.
I really know that feeling unfortunately
yes she is, at least for me
How do you know? They might be lying to you.
>when someone compliments me or says they love me, I always just think it's a joke or they're trying to lead me into some cruel prank
Yeah same. I always feel like when people tell me I did a good job or something, they are just being sarcastic or joking, or not that serious. Sometimes I even take as the opposite and them jokingly saying it as a means to say I didn't.
cause "They might be lying to yo" is what my brain keeps telling me every day, but if i look at my friends actions i have no rational reason to think so
>they'd still be honestly upset if you offed yourself,
Meh. I'm sure the only people that would be honestly upset if I died would be my close family, basically my Mom, Dad, Sister, and my Mom's side Grandma and Grandpa. Probably my step Dad too. Outside of that, the rest of the family would maybe be upset for like a day, and the people I know in life, call them friends or acquaintances or whatever would just see the news, think oh I remember that guy, that sucks, maybe make a social media post about it if there are others that knew me on there, and then forget about it.
no because i don't have friends
>Mfw Kizuna's innocence and cluelessness is one of the last few things that make me smile anymore
Unironically yes more than likely someone loves you/has loved you it is near impossible for literally no one to like you
people rarely express what they really think so it is really hard to know when it seems they just pity you when in their head they actually care for you but are just terrible at expressing how they feel
What friends lmao.
I got rid of them a year ago but sometimes I really fucken miss them.
This. This shit r*ddit tier thread can die now.
This is coming from the the same people who say they love anime girls and girls like ciara and kelly who they've never met in their lives. You know why I don't love you.
>girls like ciara and kelly
Who the fuck they? E-celeb whores?
They're girls who get stalked by people on this board, dont play stupid you faggot.
I don't have any friends in the first place you stupid animu whore
I honestly don't pay attention to the girls faggots on here orbit. I only know Brooke, the one most recently shilled, and the weird jewish YT chick, think her name was Agitha? I hate orbiting and I hate those that do it, definitely for obvious whores like they all are.
No she is lying
Everyone hates me
>having friends
lol
but she's wrong anyway. that's just what doctors/therapists tell you to try and calm you down, but how many of those supposed "friends" will still be there in a year?