If you could have one chance to redo

>childhood

My childhood was good up until age 9 when my father died and my childhood was tarnished

>High school

Engaged with women more and opened up to people instead of being an autistic computerfag. I wish i wasn't a Jow Forums tard and was actually social although i did once get a blowjob. >also hand around with people who weren't freaks and on my level in school

>College years

I wish i engaged with people more and let loose more instead of doing a repeat of HS and being awkward although i was alright around the end of college.

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>I'd play sports
>i wouldn't love her
>I'd pick up a trade

>Childhood
Wouldn't change much, maybe tell that kid that took my playing cards to fuck off instead of having my parents write a note for the bus driver, but then he killed himself later because his step dad was abusive so I might've felt bad
>Highschool
Wouldn't have sperged during sophomore year about some stuff. Would have gotten a wagie job. Would have asked out some women I talked to
including one who really liked me and I didn't ask out for some reason, this is the one I want to change more than anything. I looked her up almost a year ago she looked happy, I hate my fucking life. I genuinely liked her and I know she liked me but I was too fucking retarded to do anything, even when she basically asked me to go to prom with her
>College
Wouldnt have gone where I did, I wouldve stayed instate if I even went to school. Honestly I think I wouldve preferred going to trade school and becoming an electrician or working at the steel mill. Wouldnt have crushing debt, be hundreds of miles away from home, with no friends and no one to really talk to but Jow Forums
Time has bent me over a fucking table, I wish I had a time machine, I'd put time over the table and fuck it till I got my old life back and the life I want

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i would fuck more woman and punch more people in the fucking face before i turned 18. i would also stay in engineering school while my family still wanted to pay for it even though it doesnt really fucking matter.

>Childhood
Stop being autistic and shy around other kids. Stop sitting by myself on the playground when everyone else played sports. Sit with other kids instead of by myself staring at the window. Actually make friends so they last longer than a month

>High school
Be more sociable, but not silly and retarded, guard my secrets and desires closer, be wiser with my friend choice, get over my oneitis and stop sending her letters of love like an autist and pages of text. Talk to the girls and be as vague as possible in my answers instead of too honest and forthcoming. Ask the short haired pixie cut hipster girl that I saw crying under the stairs to hang out instead of leaving her there.

>College
Go to a different college. Get into clubs and activities. Make connections for jobs through interviews. Go to study sessions.

confess to my hs oneitis and then not go to college.

Same bro, fucking sameIt amazes me how much those two things seem to have nearly deadended me for the past 3, almost 4 years

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Up until a few months ago I would have had a laundry list of stuff I would have done differently to that point. So what changed? I found out a have a daughter.
I had a daughter who's been on this earth for fucking 8 years without me having the slightest clue.

I've had my share of fuck ups and missed opportunities, yet the only thing I can say I remotely regret is not knowing about my own daughter sooner.

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>The flow of time is always cruel...Its speed seems different for each person, but no one can change it...A thing that does not change with time is a memory of younger days
I hate time so fucking much, I hate my life. I want to go home
youtube.com/watch?v=mwnoNVOj1Fs&list=RDMMVrDbBMWRuOU&index=5

Then fuckin make up for lost time and go see her instead of posting on here faggot

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>Childhood
Not be so autistic and weird

>High School
Haircut and dress nicer, I wore sweatpants everyday junior and senior year

>College
Not fuck up engineering and my gpa and talk to people

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>childhood
Not getting molested and raped
>high school
completing it without having any friends
>college
el oh el i guess going to college woulda helped me there

>childhood
Nothing

>high school
Nothing

>college
Nothing

Everything would have ended up the same way regardless of what I did, when you're born ugly like I am it don't matter

I have been doing that.
She lives in another city two hours away from me with her grandmother right now. This week is pretty much just dedicated to sorting out last minute things before she moves into my place next week.

For all of them, just open your damn mouth. Start developing social skills and find some friends. Isolation might be comforting for a while, but the depression and self-hatred will kick in soon enough, and your life will take a huge downward spiral which you could have avoided if you'd just engaged a little more.

keep the friends
learn more
tell him i love him

>Childhood years and highschool
Nothing I did would've changed what happened. Them being shit was out of my hands.
>College years
Didn't go to college