You hanging in there champ... ?

I'm going to hang in something, that's for sure.

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N-no... I'm falling...

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we can make it together user, don't let go

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Idk about that chief, I'm about to hit rock bottom

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God that's sui inducing

Thinking of quiting my job and becoming a NEET again. Wonder if parents will kick me out this time.

whats your job ? originalblox

Not good... I was supposed to hang out with my only two friends today (two girls) and one didn't show up to classes today and the other just put off facetiming me until midnight and then I assume fell asleep or just started ignoring me. Personally, I wouldn't ignore someone who really cares about my feelings. Maybe I just think that because no one ever messages me first and no one ever cares to ask how I'm doing. Either way I want to die and I'm listening to Pet Sounds.

I'm not stalking her. She literally told me I should move into the building.

Got my first job today well its kind of a job

Wasn't, then I fired this up
youtube.com/watch?v=ox8fl9ZwsJA
Puts the fight back in

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I was lonely when Jow Forums was down last night/this morning but the hugbox simulator seems to be working now
I did this once and it was awfull
Stock up on whiskey.
accurate
>I want to die and I'm listening to Pet Sounds.
good taste

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Nope. I have to drink a 12 pack to feel emotion or sleep at all a night. Just getting worse.

good post xyz

I quit my job, user. It's tough times. It's been tough times. The dryer broke. I'm sad tonight, user.

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You have good taste as well my guy. Pet Sounds always hits me emotionally because I relate a lot with Brian. I spend all day writing music and taking drugs, I feel lonely but also worried about others expectations and I feel like people don't understand my perspectives. The emotion on that album is raw as fuck.
>where can I turn when my fair weather friends cop out, what's it all about?

Got rejected for something I interviewed for
>at least they called me and told me themselves

Coughing like crazy, have exams in a week and don't know what or how I should revise

>I'm not stalking her. She literally told me I should move into the building.

If she talked about apartments being available in her building and you said to yourself

>Hey, I like the location, and the price is right - you know what, I should move there!

...that would be totally kosher.

But thinking

>Man, this girl talked to me. If I move into her building, we'll be closer! (Nudge, nudge.) Maybe we could - you know. (Wink, wink.)

...then you're expanding a trivial interaction into a stalking plan. Sorry, it sucks. I've been there.

I'm losing my fucking mind
youtube.com/watch?v=MmCKP3akMYM

Barely, its my last semester of grad school and the internship I had is likely not going to happen because of some shit. Which is shit because I love the job.

And both of my last classes are just fucking me
Why the fuck did you ASSHOLES have to put both midterms on the same day you absolute CUNTS.

I'm chillin

>This is your brain trying to tell you that it's kind of pathetic to make a life decision like what apartment to get based on a desire to stalk some chick you're not in a relationship with.

Oof this hit me hard, I'm about to move to another college (I prefer the one I go to now) because some female friend of mine said she missed me and wanted to see me more often. She said this 7 months ago and I'll move next year, but our relationship is half dead now. But it's too late to back out, I have already told everyone I'm moving. She is even fucking married why am I so beta

I keep going between feeling good and feeling shit.
schools going well while at the same time parents decided to divorce. I guess that along with the end of undergrad looming keeps hitting me with bad existential angst.
haven't gone back to where the only reason I didn't off myself was I didn't want to fuck my family up though, so I guess it could be worse

Trying real fuckin hard, pretty up and down

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Yeah man, I just got off the phone with Chief and he let me know that this ain't it.

What the fuck? Then don't move dude. Who cares if you told other people? Just tell them you changed your mind. Take control of your life.

It's over lads.
youtube.com/watch?v=nZq_jeYsbTs

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Any advice on interviews or preparing for an exam? Have exams in a week an a interview tomorrow

Just applied for a job. I hope they don't call back because I want to be able to still use the "they didn't call back I'll keep looking" excuse because I'm terrified of getting a job and can't get over that.

Some days im good, motivated, positive and some are just the exact opposite but I don't let it get me too down.This life thing can be complicated sometimes.

Anxiety levels are rising thanks to my uncertain future, inability to enjoy my time off from work and working a job I hate. I have no clue how to get out of this rut and nobody to talk to.
>tfw wide awake at 3 am all alone thanks to fucked up circadian rythm that causes me to be half alseep at the daytime

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I found out the fat girl in my chem lab has a thing for me so I'm going to ask her if she wants to have lunch with me today. I've never done this before so I'm pretty nervous but so excited. I've always wanted to put my hands on her love handles and softly kiss her on the neck.

do you have more songs like this?

No I am not what the fuck

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Just how fat are you talking about there?

100-110kg maybe?

good fucking GOD dude what in the actual shit is wrong with you. if youre too much of a pussy to back out come up with some excuse to tell people, i dont know you couldnt get housing or something, for fucks sake man

Struggling to find my way in life. Ultimately, I know it's because I'm too immature to just buckle down and do the work.

>You hanging in there champ... ?
no

wew that's hefty user

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Yeah she is, but sh looks good in a lab coat and leggings.

Oh I'm around that weight and 6 feet tall, how tall is she?

170-175cm or about 5 feet 8 inches I think that is.

My strength and courage seems limitless sometimes, and yet it is all so very tiresome
The ride seems to never stop, but still I will never surrender

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>5'8, 220lbs
and you're attracted to her?

I layed in bed all day watching Lain and Overlord high on tianeptine and ritalin.
I also deleted all my 3d porn accounts for the 3-5th time too.
I'm gonna go to bed soon, it's about 8am.

I'm guessing that he's planning on masturbating with her lab coat while she licks his butthole and then never speaking to her again

I just can't believe this is the modern world: tons of people with nothing meaningful to strive for and no one to intimately talk to. Why did things develop to become so dismal?

I'm coasting along fine, some issues here and there.

I start work experience next Monday, and wrap up the Thursday after, after that, I'm out and about

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I am. She's a girl that I can hold a conversation with without sperging out or stuttering and her smile is adorable with her chubby cheeks and little piggy nose.

Just lost my only friend, just trying to get a job

How much Ritalin do you need to take to get high?
Genuinely curious

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I'm getting there

I had a good couple days off

New gpu, new ssd

I'm definitely getting sick tho

Still going into work tomorrow though, don't want to make my boss come in to cover me on his one day off

Meh. After I totally fucked things up with a girl who I really liked and who really liked me, I've become resigned to the fate that I'm not meant to be with anyone.

Nights are getting worse and worse. When there's nothing to distract me from my thoughts I feel like I'm losing my mind.
youtu.be/ndCI8DIM86w
>She said I, oh, I, am fallin' for you, fallin' for you
Cried last night when it hit me I'll never hear such words from any woman.

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>Tfw not hanging in there.

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jews man, where've you been?
checked, but I don't really like ritalin so I don't know, 120mg+, maybe?
adderall and dex are breddy good

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What happened user
And it's never too late to fix shit, if you know you fucked it up.

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Stop listening to that garbage.

Go to the gym, eat right, read, meditate and get Tinder. This combination will more than likely solve most your problems.

Get that normie nigger comment outta here

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>and get Tinder
I wonder (((who))) could be behind this?

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No. Someone toss in a resume for me to copy

I am on the decline and its kind of cozy desu. I know that in a few months time I'm either going to have the job I've been working towards, or be planning my suicide. I think I'm probably gonna commit self-immolation in front of a parliament building if I do kill myself. Nice and warm like I always thought death would be.

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When does it all end?

I bet this isn't original

No. Its a series of small shitty things one after the other and the future looks bleak guys. Real bleak.

You can do it user, I believe in you, ya ding-dong diddly gradchad.

Yeah, enjoy
youtube.com/watch?v=9E7MPl4G2Qc

youtube.com/watch?v=nU3_QTSeNW0

youtube.com/watch?v=qTw8r5-Sn_c

youtube.com/watch?v=UuITgxaSk1c

youtube.com/watch?v=ii7RqFQX6cA

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oh and this
youtube.com/watch?v=ALBKFB28E0M

I am half functioning and can't plan anything for myself other than the very basics. I want to deal with the negative thoughts that's screwing up my prefrontal cortex.

when all of the strong men died in ww2 fighting for the (((jews))) even though there weren't 6m that died. Then all of the weak faggots fucked all of the women. pussy got put on a pedestal, fags get rights, race mixing, cultural marxism, 9/11 happened by design for a profit war on terror so that the refugees can flood western countries. Then we will all be the same race, with no cultural pride, all under one flag, one government serving jewish overlords. Pay attention and you'll see.