What is it that keeps you from just killing yourself? Do you guys have hope for the future, youre scared, or have a hobby or some shit that keeps you going each day no matter how shitty you feel.
For me its unironically anime, theres so much more that I want to watch and catch up on that I dont want to an hero until I feel satisfied with that.
Can't be asked to kill myself
That's sad. you should get into lifting it will change your life. I went from being a 19 year old virgin to fucking beautiful women regularly
and my face isn't even above average. some might even say ugly
there's still hope
That sounds like a porn ad
I feel guilty leaving my parents and brother. Also, I would rather live in sadness and failure than not to. I know I'm never gonna be better or be successful because I'm so drawn to self-destruction and sometimes I feel like I like it in a kind of masochistic way idk
Best answer is family and a sense of drive. I enjoy working long hours in labor jobs because it keeps my mind off anything except my task.
Music, I guess. I put out an album with my band that a lot of people liked, and I just finished composing a song cycle with several complex key and tempo shifts. Besides that, I'm just trying to better myself for my own sake. I don't really give a shit about other people because I know that most of them don't really give a shit about me. So I struggle, but I move forward.
Suicide's going to be the last thing on my mind probably ever. Yeah, I have my own vices to deal with and issues to take care of. Yeah, people don't like me and my prospects of getting a girlfriend are about as real as North Korea sending a nuke to the Sun. But I tend to stay positive because I've already bore witness to gradual self-destruction when I tried to view life in a negative way.
For me it's my family, faith plays a part too. But In all honesty I'm too lazy to anhero even if I really wanted too
AND BASICALLY YOU'RE FUCKING RETARDED
I'm not going to kill myself without taking some people with me. I don't have any guns yet.
Anger
The thought of all the normalfags that have abused me since day one getting off easy and living happy lives after ruining mine is literally the only reason I didn't end it years ago.
As someone who lifts weights regularly and has done so for years, it really doesn't change your life for the better at all unless the rare instances you need strength matters a lot to you or you just happen to like random guys asking how much you bench.
You're actually a little pussy cocksucker. I bet that if you do end up trying to kill people some fat fuck that conceal carries blasts your ass and everyone laughs at how much of a failure you were.
the only thing preventing me from jumping off the precipice of death is the fear of the fall. I hope that there is no life after death, or if there is one, that at the very least it is a heaven. But there is no way to know, I could experience any number of things after necking my worthless self. Maybe it's heaven, maybe it's hell, maybe it's nothing at all. And yet, even entertaining the possibility of a hell or something similar makes me keep on suffering in this wretched world. I want to die, but God won't let me, the nature of his existence or lack thereof be damned.
Do it, you will be a hero to the real robots.
Short term: Forza Horizon 4
Anticipating Devil May Cry 5
My PhD work
Long term: my novel
I want to outlive all the bastards that crossed me
Why? What's the point? Unless you plan on killing them, i don't see the point
Cumming on their graves.
I have too many responsibilities. I couldnt do that to my family and Im hopeful for the future. However, last week I was at my lowest of my lows and I was close to giving up but a hand reached out and helped me. I still hate where Im at in life, like Im stuck and I hate it so much. I am stuck in school and I just want to be done with it already and I am in a negative environment. Im so stressed all the time. Anime is ok OP but I cant seem to ever get into it.
Escapism, the times when things manange to actually be fun, things that taste good, being comfy, and the knowledge of what my suicide would do to my parents.
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