Im too good to Kill myself?

Its weird to explain but here goes nothing I guess
>I have 8/10 looks
>Im upper middle class
>Im very smart
The only thing wrong is that I have so much mental problems which make me isolated socially.
I just want a non normie gf to pull me out of my depression. Im willing to do LDR but I cant find anyone. Can anyone relate to this shit?

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Yeah, except I have a bf, but its ldr & he's busy most of the time
But he's so nice irl so I strive to move in with him after uni but idk if I can handle 3 more years of loneliness

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I'd only have to handle 1 year if I land a fembot gf... I just cant find one :(

Yeah

10/10 facial aesthetics, 7/10 body. numero uno at computer science in uni

father spent half his life in mental institutions

it's all physical user. concentrate your energies on mapping and manipulating your physical state not your mental state. it is an illusion

Its not that Im not capable, I just dont click with normies. They're all so boring. That's why I want a gf...

if you feel bad, anhedonic, depressed, anxious

there is something wrong with you physically. you didn't get enough exercise today to be happy today (yesterday doesin't count), your addicted to mind altering substances like coffee, your eating food which your actualy allergic to, your nofap streak is weak, you will need to experiment possibly for years to find out what it is and what works for you.

I am 30 and have my own house paid off, no debt, savings. I lift weights and have a nice body and decent face.

Socially inept with a mental disorder so I cannot make friends or get a intimate relationship.

I am in the perfect situation for a woman to be my wife and be a stay at home mother and raise children, but yeah, my social retardedness ruins any chance of that.

I have always wondered why I even go on

Try threadbaiting some fembots... Its our only hope honestly

Oh right, yeah NPCs suck

i prescribe 4000 days of nofap user

normie gf will not seem so boring then........

4000 days and not an hour less

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My balls would explode

So it's not working out.
Sell the house and move to Asia.
Bugmen are all socially inept. You'll fit right in and stand out as superior white man at the same time.

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This except 4-5/10 looks
I never want to think that I have any mental problems because when I do I get pissed off at myself for thinking like a Tumblrina but everything kinda seems to point to it. Or maybe what I have is completely normal and I need to go back to Tumblr. I don't fucking know

What're you planning to do to solve this shit?

Trust doctor pepe

he also do nofap for his ear ache

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Doctor pepe, is nofap a meme or not?

Probably nothing because doing anything would require me to decide whether I'm being a Tumblr faggot or not.

Aren't tumblr faggot the type of people who break their toenail and say they're suicidal?

Relate to all of these except the smart part I never thought of myself as smart at least i'm pretty clingy so boys don't like that so lately I have just been isolating myself.

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It depends on you, we gone die anyway. Do you think you have the guts to do it? There are plently of good looking, smart people who took this way.

Are you BPD? I love clingy girlfriends. As long as it isn't BPD, its fine.

I'll stay alive until a certain point. If I still have no gf by then, I'll kill myself. Also, any examples of hot people who killed themselves?

I don't think so? I have a therapist i see her once a week so yeah it's just me being clingy lol.

Age and location? And why do you think you're dumb?

Problem is girls dont want a socially isolated man. They want LMS. Without the social life you are lacking Status.

Once I get a girlfriend, I will go with her wherever she wants.

my age is a bit young for Jow Forums at least location Pennsylvania nothing really happens there its kinda boring. Also I think i'm dumb cause I can never understand assignments or projects that were given to me, when i went to Japan it was really hard it would be for anyone but I was the slowest my family thinks i'm autistic sometimes.

Those who meme, do not know
Those who know, do not meme

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You're still young. You'll find someone. Real question is, why are you on Jow Forums > :(

>Im very smart
Holy shit hahahaha

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140 IQ tested at an education center. Go project your brainlet feelings elsewhere faggot.

I don't look to find people on Jow Forums to date unless they are the same age I mainly use it when I feel super sad or feel really lonely :)

How old are you? If you're within 2 years of me, I'll consider it. Im 19.

>he UNIRONICALLY fell for the smart but lazy delusion
OH NONONONONON

Im not lazy though. I have a 3.8 GPA and read like 70 books a year.

Check some suicid boards and probably some movie stars, but have nothing on mind probably Marilyn Monroe?

>3.8 GPA
Try again when you got 4.0.
Nobody cares how many books you read.

Idc about roasties dude. The sad thing is that attractive and smart fembots kill themselves and I feel horrible when I hear about them. I just dont want the fembots to feek the same if I kill myself.

Alright. Nice bait, now get the fuck off my thread

I'm in the same boat, user.

>university educated
>young
>over 6ft
>8 in dick
>good job
>plenty of money
>socially retarded
>realised last week I'm 21 and being a social retard is NEVER going to change

Just kill yourself, this is your life from here on out and there's nothing you can do to change that other than to end it. Thinking you will find friends or a gf is just delusional, you can't change your personality this late into your life, if you haven't made a new friend in over 5 years there is a very, very good reason for that.

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Im not autistic, I just get bored easily by normies. I can make friends easily but I dont want to. As for finding a girlfriend, my standards are too high and I cant find a way to lower them.

>Im very smart
>Im too good to Kill myself?
Looks pretty fucking dumb to me.

>upper middle class
>8/10 looks / appearance
"BUT MUH MENTAL PROBBLEMS HUR DUR".
Get over yourself normalfag scum, I guarantee you are actually just some faggot looking for attention. At least if your gonna say you want to hero then actually fucking do it and make sure you stream it.
If you say that you are smart because you went to uni then you are fucking retarded in the first place.
Both of you are dumb cunts

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>LDR
get off Jow Forums
go outside

???