Fapped to that again

Oh...haha, yeah...good thing, right? haha PHEW...ha....ha......

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>tfw can't get aroused to anything but skinny young trannies anymore
The most cursed of blessings

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I've assumed that god long ago abandoned my soul and that I am sentenced to hell by default.
There is no mercy here.

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A small dopamine rush isnt worth the self degredation and guilt. Take your life back into your own hands

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>That doujin with the little girl chopping his brother's head off right as he cums inside another girl, after which the sister fucks his body and commits seppuku during her climax
I fucking hate myself

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>fapped to cp again
everyone considers me the scum of society

I've always found scat porn very repulsive and utterly disgusting. Some months ago i encountered a very hot doujin that unfortunately ended with scat play, and I came. Ever since then, I've come to accept scar porn more and more. I now get very hard just to the thought of it. Send help. I am so disgusted with my self. I don't know what to fucking do. How do come to find scat disgusting again like a normal person?

Who cares? Like what you like. Unless you're going to eat your shit. Don't do that. If you like fapping to that, though, who cares?

I bet you like it too. Please user, realize that we aren't normal.

No. I don't like scat. But I am a pedo. I realize you and I are not normal. But is normal good? Do you enjoy it when you fap to scat? Yes? Then do it. The only thing holding you back is this "guilt" drilled into your brain.

yeh, worst thing i jerked off to was nier automata r34 of one of the characters dead on the floor getting skullfucked and i self inserted as the dead girl
not my proudest moment

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>trap water sports
That's as bad as i've got

I have unironically fapped to porn of courage the cowardly dog twice over the last 2 days

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As long as it isn't findom or scat it's okay, OP.

you made me google that
thanks

You've got the right idea. There's sexuality that legitimately emotionally harms the person conditioned to it, like cuckoldry, and to get all caught up on the kind of shame that has you say "we're not normal" is only making things harder on yourself than is reasonable. Fuck "normal" and people's definitions of degenerate. Liking random characters being 9 years old and/or taking a shit is no big deal. Feeling drawn towards your waifu being gangbanged is another matter, that requires some introspection.

getting into deep levels of fapping is a NEET sport. Since I became a wagie I just don't have time for that shit.

Avoid pornography entirely, your mind has become desensitized into craving more and more extreme content for a seemingly greater payoff

No problem, I got a bit into self sucking as well, managed to lick my tip once

>tfw know this doujin

>tfw mixed race and fapped to IR

I don't even know anymore

Holy fuck give me a link user

Since scat fetish being discussed I feel like leaving this here

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But what if i end up attempting it irl or even start liking it irl too? I never in my wildest imagination thought that I would be a scatfag, but here i am. I am scared user.

It's because of porn. Stop watching porn. You don't have to stop fapping (but try to cut it down to once every other day) and also don't imagine scat while fapping. In a month you'll be normal.

How long do you think this will take? I want to come off to normal vanilla stuff again. I miss those good times when my mind was pure and I could come off to almost anything.

>used to fap to bestiality
>stopped and prayed to god he would let me go to heaven (Still fapped to normal porn)
>3 years later
>fap to bestiality again

I think i'm beyond redemption...

Go cold turkey on the extreme stuff. It'll take as long as it takes but the improvement over time is guaranteed just from not feeling guilty as you have something to hide. Try not to fap multiple times a day and find other things to do and persevere for at least 4 days to start off with then if you absolutely must then fap to vanilla or imagination. If you genuinely cant nut to vanilla then seriously consider filling your time as much as possible to avoid even risking the thought of going back to the extremes

use the feeling of disgust to push you another three years or longer, is it really worth the self hate for the sake of busting a nut?

it's fine all you have to do is believe in jesus in your heart, the earthly you that faps to degenerate shit doesn't go to heaven, only your spirit does so it's np

>two people passionately having sex
>woman is really into it and seems to really desire the man
I wish I could jerk off to those trash bangbros vids. At least my first thought after masturbation wouldn't be some combination of
>that's not for me
>I hate sex
>I hate my life

>tfw you want to check the holy trips but you're not sure what you're checking

This sounds so hard user but I'll try my best. I'm curious though, you sound experienced, have you ever had anything like this?
I guess deleting my scat collection is a good first step, but just the thought of doing it is giving me shivers.

Well i hate myself for many other reasons, this is just one little thing that makes me ashamed (And i think it is illegal aswell)

So, i can fap to whatever i want and pray to Jesus and only my soul will go to heaven while my degenerate body will stay down here along with all the sins i have commited?

Going through the same thing at the moment, ive failed and tried again until i get it right, just not with scat. You are right in thinking about deleting your collection though, the temptation isnt worth the risk of relapsing and feeling even worse cause ive been there

Going three years is proof you can do it, everyone can fall back into their habits but id argue its more important to pick yourself back up and use the shame as fuel. At the end of the day its better overall to watch something extreme as little as possible so youre making progress to achieving your goal

Can't i wait to delete my collection after the cold turkey? I promise I'll do my best to keep it out of sight for as long as possible.
I'm hoping to end up finding it repulsive again so I'd be forced to delete and then feel good about doing it.

>Have only been fapping using my imagination lately
>Trying to really change myself and evolve into a normie so must kick that porn habit
I want to change so bad.

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Do whatever you feel will work for you, if you find it isnt working and youre succumbing to the temptation then you can always delete it when youre ready. Just be careful youre not bargaining with yourself, I think it would make progressing a bit harder

Fapping to imagination isn't that bad unless it's the same degenerate shit you'd find here.

>tfw I remember when I thought my lowest low was when I fapped to a fictional character for the first time
Times have changed, hasn't it?

My imagination faps are always ultra-vanilla for whatever reason. I think I've been looking at extreme porn for so long that having loving sex with one girl has become a weird and exciting concept.

When I was 15 I thought my lowest low was fapping to that Teen Titans tentacle parody that my nazi friend texted me as a joke. Little did I know that it was going to get so, so much worse.

pornography is a very slippery slope

You sort of are desu. At least I hope you havent acted on it in the real world. Even a demon doesnt want to fall deeper in the pit correct?

>mfw don't watch porn
>don't fap
>fugged girl for the first time
It's all worth it anons

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I know. One day you're jacking it to Raven getting gangbanged, and next thing you know you're listening to a recording of an asian girl calling you a disgusting nigger.

thanks larp-user

Studies suggest that will power improves the more it is used, and that you have a finite amount per day that gets used up. Honestly one of the best strategies is to just busy yourself and distract/change the focus of your thoughts. 1 fap is not worth the negative feelings that follow, remember that.

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NoFap seems to be the best path definetly, not sure if that's what scat-user is looking for though

>tomboy shotgun
based

You wasn't jerking to "shoujo ramune" were you?

I don't wanna get put on a list. What is that?

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