Death and suicide thread

yeah, but then you'll have to live all those years being miserable; nobody wants that.

you should join a monastery

What stops most is knowing the pain they would cause others by releasing themselves from their own. Whether or not it is justified, those left, if any, will feel the fallout of guilt and inconsolable grief for a long time.

No, I still masturbate fairly often.

But why surrender your life to the will of others if your pain is so great that you'd rather not live? Their suffering will be healed, yours won't.

Got a discord, faggot?

the thought that i can end my life whenever i want to gives me such comfort. i'm so deep in my depression that i don't worry about things anymore. i know i'll be dead soon so nothing really matters

it's not like they can force you to stop. it'd just become harder and harder to do, and maybe that's a good idea for you.

Hard to say, it varies by an individual's situation and their level of empathy for loved ones. For some, their conscience won't allow them to no matter how much they will the action to occur.
Depression can fester for decades in a person and they will endure it for the sake of others until they are gone.

This is pretty much the normal day for me. I incite people here with the hopes that some autist will take my life for me since I am too weak to do it myself.

I'm thinking to kill myself.
I'm so tired of living the life I do, and I can't get out of it.

Nothing feels good anymore.
I don't have anyone I love around me.

I'm thinking to just do it and be done with working. I wouldn't kill myself if I didn't have to work, but I do. I would rather die than suffer.

I don't want to kill myself because it's pure spite. I don't want to because I'll hurt people, supposedly if I do it.I don't want to try for the same reason. I want everyone to hate me. It's pure spite. I'll stay here and be the freak like they want. I'll just be "that guy" so they can normie virtue signal over and pretend to give a shit about while they implicitly hate me.

In all honesty, I tried OD'ing a year ago but lived.

I've been working out, eating healthy, I stopped smoking so much weed and I've been feeling a lot better. I quit my job since it was a late shift, found a day job where I can get up at 4AM and hit a run before work at 7.

I honestly feel a lot better. I am alone but I seriously don't ever want to feel like I did last year. My best friend died two months ago but I know what how he would have wanted me to do for myself.

Life is precious and great. Fuck all the bad shit, you're literally a cuck faggot if you stay bitter and dwell in depression. You gotta bring yourself out.

Sounds crude to say cuck fag but really man, if any of you are suffering you need to eventually get sick and tired of being sick and tired

You're white. You can care about life just for living. I can't

My digit ratio is .944, and my IQ is 110-130 depending on how I feel. I'm already exercising and eating right, and I'm currently unemployed, but I don't want to do anything with my life because I don't care to live it. I'm just like Chris Harper-mercer. My dad is white, and my mom is tri-racial. I've been born to suffer for no reason.

I intend to die early and make it stop.

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Jesus, what a mutt

>assumes my race
>minority excuse
"I'm just like *school-shooter*"

No offense man but grow up. And I know damn well you're doing half ass workouts bro.

Stop feeling so sorry for yourself and do something with the decent intelligence that you have.

You came from a white womb

Is making an account on sanctioned-suicide.com/ gonna get you vanned if you aren't gonna kys? Would cops arrest you for asking shit on there?

I came from a hispanic asian womb, my dad's european and white.

You're leaving race as an excuse, half of my friends are darker than fucking night and are making 90k, and they came from the same incel Jow Forums background just as I.

Keep thinking like that and you'll be a wagecuck for the rest of your life.

how asian?

50% Japanese, my friends who were in worse circumstances than me are doing better than me. You're using race as a factor and only losers think like that. Opportunities are out there, just go out and seek them

Mom was raised in a hispanic country but is 100% jap

That explains why you're successful. Asians are strong people even with race-mixing.

You probably hit close to the Asian mental norm through genetic lottery. I've not hit anything but worthless for this world, so I intend to get out.

The race debate is a fucking normie debate. I am the furthest thing from successful because I have been lazy. No other factor. I have been lazy. I have been busting my ass and the only reason why I don't have more is because I need to work harder. I'm busting my ass but half way, if that makes sense lol.

If you consider your bloodline worthless, why don't you be the one to be the difference?

"Asians are strong people"

I would be a shame to my family desu

desu autocorrects to desu lol wth

I've seen someone shoot them self fatally in the head right in front of me (you don't die right away) .With all the blood and shit, it makes you think about other options

>My fucked up life events are preventing me from thinking positively and being successful.

There's always someone who has had it thrice fold worse than you, and worked twice as hard to better their lives.

Ngl this being Jow Forums you've probably watched someone blowing their head off on the internet and deepweb meme videos, and consider yourself "traumatized" just like the rest.
If you aren't lying, I apologize, my condolences, and get on with your life rather than making excuses as to why you're in your position.

No one's going to help you.

The bar is higher for those who have mental conditions, but I've seen some crazy turnarounds. Be the difference fellow fag

The issue is it's not my blood-line. It's the way I was born. There are a lot of Puerto Rican actors and scientists, and those are genetically close to me.

I'm the first generation of race-mixing. My IQ is higher than it should be. I think I may have hit 130 IQ, and it destroyed my mind because I realized there's nothing spiritual about the world I live in. My digit ratio should be .970, but it's .944. This is what makes white people strong. Spiritual thought that accommodates up to 130 IQ.

I don't have an ounce of it, so I have been forced into being a weak human being. My IQ shouldn't hit 125. It should hit 110 at max, but it's a constant 116 at worst. Asians and whites gets strength from different parts of themselves. Asians are strong due to low self-esteem and low pleasure from life. Whites are strong due to being intermediate pleasure between black and asian and high spiritism/desire.

I have none of the evolutionary advantages that makes a strong human being. My brain is beyond the white norm when it comes to pleasure, but my IQ is also high so I don't believe in god at all (I used to when I was 13, but I realized none of it was real). The strongest whites are the dumbest whites.

It sounds like some of the power from both races was lost when you were born, but you're better off than I am.

I have nothing good.
I can't ride a bike or take a walk without panicking because I can't instantly turn it off.

My mom could potentially die very soon and I want to kill myself. I try to hold it together all day 24/7, but deep down I am hurting. Life is cruel and the only thing I can do is continue to fight on, even if it's all meaningless.

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I have/had the same issue w doing things out in public, but I gained more confidence when I worked out at home. Honestly start doing some intense youtube workouts at home. Don't be lazy. Laziness will kill you.

I had a terrible social anxiety disorder throughout high school. I started talking to people on omegle (back then) and started learning how to just play it off. You fake it til you make it, and you get more comfortable with situations you aren't often in.

I'm sorry to hear that man. My mom's mom (gma obv) just passed away, and a close friend of mine's mom passed away a couple weeks before my best friend just passed away this year. Bro I fear my mom dying too, parents suffering and dying is the worst. But once you realize that it's part of life, you realize what you have to do man. You have to be strong, it is going to kill you, but the most you can do is maintain your mental wellness by being productive and healthy.

That sounds stupid as fuck and pointless but really. Life is terrible, but make the best of it.

Not trying to sound like a woke nibba here but really. Fuck Jow Forums too

Keep feeling sorry for yourself and blaming your genetics and race for your circumstances. That is pathetic and if you're going to keep on thinking that way and staying bitter about it, by all means go ahead.

There are people who have worse genetics than you, ugly as fuck, and still manage to make a decent living. Come on bro.

I'm to the point where I think I could do it, I'm just too lazy. This body and my circumstances are a prison, and I'm sick of being on mommys ship. I'm too lazy to set anything up, but after the things I've thought, how absolutely batshit crazy, absurd and outrageous this world is, God should understand why I left. I don't see what kind of lesson should be learned from what I go through day to day. Dusk to dawn is passed by absolutely bullshitting my way through.

So you're dragging along.

Yeah the world is absolutely insane, but you can't tell me there's also phenomenal things out there.

I bullshit and half ass my way through everything, and that's why I'm not where I want to be/I'm not happy. I just have my mind on being better over time.

can't tell me there aren't good things out there*

A lot of people that are "ugly" are actually low testosterone, and, combined with low IQ, that makes them high mental strength. I'm not even kidding. I'm allegedly handsome, but I'm 23 years old, and I've never even kissed a girl due to lack of desire due to my intelligence.

I really want to do it but I've been talking to a girl lately and she actually makes me not want to kill myself. It's an odd feeling. But I really do hate the situation I'm in, 90% of the people I come across, and the world in general.

It's hard to find people you like. But like yourself first. Do things you like. (money is a factor so wagecuck a little to get some)

I actually don't really dislike myself as much as people seem to think. I only kinda dislike myself in the context of being totally incompatible with the world. But I otherwise genuinely hate everyone else more than I hate myself. In fact, I don't even really hate myself. I really do love myself and wish more people were like me.

As for wagecucking, I'm working right now, but I'm considering suicide because I think I'm going to lose my job soon and I need to scramble in order to get another one. But if I'm fired, I'm basically fucked, because I've only ever worked 2 other real jobs aside from this one and I got fired from those too.