This shit has ruined my life. I was a NEET on autismbux for a long time before I started, but I had dreams. Goals...

This shit has ruined my life. I was a NEET on autismbux for a long time before I started, but I had dreams. Goals. Ambitions. I wanted to make a big epic video game, and I had even gotten a good start on it. Then I realized I qualified for medical marijuana, so I got on that. It was fun at first, but now every day is the same. Every day I "consider" working on doing something productive, then I think "yeah, I could do that... or I could just get high and browse the internet". And I go with the latter since it's easier ~90% of the time. I haven't done a single productive thing in almost a year, and I no longer feel like I'm capable of it. I don't know what to do.

Don't do drugs, kids. It'll ruin you.

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>Taking the coward's leaf
Being straight edge is only path for greatness

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Quit it then. It's easy to quit. It's expensive to be smoking it daily or every other day and anybody that does so is retarded.

My mom started smoking weed. Stopped cooking, stopped cleaning, rarely showers. Quit her hobbies. Can't even commit to a tv show or movie, only scrolls her Instagram feed mindlessly 24/7. Fuck this degenerate shit.

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I LOVE YOU
OH YOU KNOW IT
MY LIFE WAS EMPTY FOREVER ON A DOWN
UNTILL YOU TOOK ME, SHOWED MY AROUND
MY LIFE IS FREE NOW, MY LIFE IS CLEAR
I LOVE YOU SWEET LEAF THOUGH YOU CANT HEAR

This is why I never smoke alone, only socially. This whole "marijuana is harmless" stuff is complete bs, of course it has some risks associated, it's a drug, like tobacco or alcohol.

>this shit has ruined my life
>a
>fucking
>leaf

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My mom has been smoking pot for a while, I'm not sure when she started. She still cooks nearly every night and keeps the house very clean. I've never been a fan of pot, but from what I've seen using it a little will not have any serious impact on your life, but if you use it as a crutch for everyday life then you'll see the serious negatives.

I'm 37. I lost a huge chunk of my life to weed.
Basically I had a rough patch in my late teens, ended up dropping out of high school.

Anyway, I got a night job in a supermarket - full time, but still, I was living at home and had no friends, so I had little to do. At first I was busy planning how to get my life back on track - I was going to do this, that, the other thing.
But I started buying weed off a guy at work, just for the weekends at first, and it was great. I'd get stoned, jerk off to anime, play vidya, watch some movies, chat online and go to sleep. Then I started doing that every night. Then I started getting fucking stoned at lunch on my late late shifts.

I cut back a bit, just to friday's and saturday nights, but my life was basically;

>work
>come home, eat shit food, play vidya, fuck around online, sleep, wait for the weekend
>Get stoned all friday night, all saturday and all saturday night
>shave and shower on sunday and sleep a bit more

That went from like 17 to 21. Wasted a huge chunk of my life and set myself even further behind.

I mean, it was just so easy and pleasant. The escapism was better than trying to fix my life.

>Don't do internet, kids. It'll ruin you.

FTFY fagboy

weed is notoriously known for making people lazy dunno what's the surprise here
you feel tired but fine kek

>Mothers that smoke weed
Jesus crist there is really no hope for the future generations.

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The only time South Park said anything remotely meaningful.

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Weed didn't make you lazier, you made you lazier. Quit makimg excuses. I smoke every day and have a 4.6 GPA.

On med as well. Dose it out smaller or get a vape and use it at low temps. More of a mental high than couch lock fucked up stupor

Yall niggas don't even smoke crack.
Weed is for focusing three hours at a time when monotony is present.
It's for brainstorming abstract ideas that you later draw out when you're sober.
If you're using it to dull your life, like an alcoholic, you're a fucking degenerate faggot.
It has nothing to do with the weed.
It has everything to do with you and your head space surrounding it.

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yeah...
they're smoking when there's shit to get done when they should get it done first then smoke it

I want to buy a house so that my friends and myself can grow weed on the land as it is legal to do so in my state.

Is this a good idea, yes or no?

Yeah cause you're probably still in high school

I mean, that's not really an achievement...?

Are you working a full time job too or something?

>It's for brainstorming abstract ideas that you later draw out when you're sober.

That is really laughable, no one gets that kind of shit from weed, that is only stupid bs talk that redditors and junkies tell teens to get them to buy their stuff and be like them.
Weed only serves for people to hide from problems that cause stress and to fit in a social circle.

The "enlightened mental state" thing is a meme, that only very few people can get when they are in the affects of much, much more heavy substances.

...and you dropped out. Your point?

>American schools
Thinks its somehow a hard achivement to get 4.6 gpa
Almost all countries in europe put more efford in their students from highschool to university than america.

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Lmao I have a college degree and work professionally. High school GPA does not mean shit.

>Reeee im dumb.thepost.xmradio.com

You wouldn't have made it anyways

I'm And he's right to a degree. But if you aren't someone who is already motivated/creative sober, it's not much help to you.

thats me, but I'm disinterested and powerless to do anything without smoking weed

Weed was fun at first. It was a social thing, a new experience, getting high was exciting, and something fun always happened.

Eventually it became a daily habit. It costed a lot of money, suddenly you're surrounded by stupid potheads who only hang out with you because you have weed in common. And the mental and physical health declines. So does your ambitions, your productivity and in most cases, romantic life. Time flies and all of a sudden you're in your twenties, and a pothead.

Quitting weed was one of the best decisions I made, and I haven't made many of those. I wish I could have gotten most of that money and more importantly, TIME, back, so I could use it for something that actually has value in life.

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SERIOUSLY, ALL YOU STONERS LISTEN UP:

>ibuprofen

That's all there is to it. You'll still be high, you'll still feel good, but you'll also still be able to file a TPS report.

This has nothing to do with marijuana and everything to do with you being a lazy sack of shit who prefers short term pleasure to pursuing supposed ambitions.

It's not hard to balance pot smoking and responsibilities. You act like you're doing fucking heroin you mong.

You said it yourself, you were a useless fuck without weed and it only follows that you are a useless fuck with it. Weed is great, but excess of anything is a sure sign that the user is retarded. Example: Fatasses.

Imagine being such a sissyboi that literal flowers set on fire can bend you over and pound your asshole against your will. Unfortunately weed is only this anons excuse, not even the cause of his shit life.
>I was TOTALLY working on my ebic vidya
>I was gonna go from a NEET basement dweller sucking up government autismbux to being RICH ANF PRODTUCTIVE
>then gosh darn weed got me and now totally because of that and not because of how I am as a person, I do too much internet!

This reply speaks to my soul

You generally will not get it but I've had several epiphanies with weed, my favorite to cite is I realized I should be going to the gym, and making my fat girlfriend go too. Sort of a moment of clarity thing.

Good luck getting a girl to the gym, but I went and got us both memberships that day. I still lift like a fucking machine. Thanks weed.

>physical health declines
DUMB NIGGA that isn't weed, it's you sitting on your stupid lazy ass (your fault) and eating shitty food (your fault)
Go for a run and eat some vegetables you fucking swine, getting high doesn't stop those things it makes them even better.

What the fuck does this even mean? Taking ibuprofen while high is supposed to make you more productive or something? Get off your ass, that makes you more productive too

I full on quit weed in august. Before that I used it sparingly.

It's fucking October. Why am I still a lazy piece of shit with 0 motivations. I try to do shit but I feel so out of touch.

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they're done studies running high is counterproductive you might think everything's better but you're just a retard ignoring the clear side effects from smoking.

I spent all day smoking and doing coursework and practicing music for rehersal. Use your high state to be productive and you'll get good results. Do drugs if you want, just don't be you.

Probably bullshit, but either way I don't smoke before I run because it dries out your lungs unless you give it like 20 minutes. Smoke earlier or after you run.

Anyway, why exactly do you say it's counterproductive? My endurance keeps going up and up and up, my veins keep getting sexier, and I pay close attention to my stride so the high impact of running doesn't eat my knees before I'm 30. I bet it beats the shit out of what you're doing with your time

I did edibles for 2 weeks in a row
I did it until it was not fun any more
Took a break for 2-6 months at a time
Usually durning summer and winter seasons
Feels good man

steve jobs and some other great people took LSD when they wanted to be creative just look up microdosing and take lsd

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True real fact. I find the major key is to start being productive before you get high. If I sit down to smoke and take 10 minutes doing it, all of a sudden I'm on fucking 4chin again. If I load the bowl, get started on whatever I'm doing, then start smoking as I'm doing it I stay doing it.

It affects your motor skills and heartbeat your reaction time and accuracy will be lower.

Oh okay so bullshit then. Your heartrate goes up after you smoke..because you just breathed in smoke like a retard. Burning things are no good, vape if you care that much, but once again you are better off smoking a decent amount of time before you run or better yet waiting until after you run, once again if you are that concerned. My fucking reaction time and "accuracy?" I don't need or even want reaction time on a run, I'm not dodging cars or anything, I settle into a rhythm, use my terribly diminished motor skills to still not run like a retard (not hard at all, learn to run) and what the fuck even is accuracy in the context of running? Put one foot in front of the other and dont hurt any of your stupid-ass joints. Plenty accurate for me.

Before you say anything back to my other reply, go google the definition of counterproductive. Running works high or sober, mong

Wait so there are no outliers of any type in this study? Who did the study, what was the exact methodology ? What are the peer reveiws? Are you retarded?

If I get high and just waste my time I feel guilty, so I always associate smoking with doing something productive. Win-win situation.

ITT: 16 year olds think they're wise repeating "you were lazy before u started smokin" like this is undeniable gospel

There is no source but hurrr your reaction time is lowered

I'll have you know I'm 21, and also he literally said in the OP "I was a neet on autismbux" but he was
>working on a vidyagame
>tooootally had a good start to it
>I was gonna revolutionize gaming until weed :(
Weed is shit, life is shit, you're retarded if you can't use everything in moderation, if anything except heroin rules you, you are weak-willed and spineless. Sit on your couch ripping the bong all day, get fat, beat your dick a dozen times a day to trap porn so real sex feels like nothing, ruin your attention span browsing meemz and getting instant gratification all day. All of those and anything else is a weakness of your character.
The only addiction worth any compassion is heroin. It's a demon and it will steal your soul in a heartbeat, it won't come at you from the front, it will trip you up with all kinds of underhanded horseshit and before you even know what happened you're just a prisoner in your own body.

>blaming your failures in life on your substance abuse issues

typical normie shit right here folks

Friend of mine is literally a drug addict who tries to steal my weed everytime we smoke.Specially right now, because he doesn't have money and propably didn't got his cash, because he skipped school and work.He says something like that he is the first one who also puts weed extra to the round or some dumb shit like that, so he deserves some more of it.This subhuman also tries to visits me all the time, even if I'm learning.He also is extremly mad then he is high and yells like a crackhead

Same.My mom also smokes weed alot.Thenever she visits me, she asks for weed.I still like the idea of weed, but that is just fucking annoying.

I sort of agree with that, but most people simply are lazy/stupid and don't even realize that.I'd say it depends on the person and not about the weed

you sound like me
are you currently high rn?

weed does the opposite for me it makes me go after business opprotunities and I love grinding and making money

the problem is it makes me look like shit like bags under my eyes and I get incredibly self conscious and I dont want to leave or talk to people

>Every day I "consider" working on doing something productive, then I think "yeah, I could do that... or I could just [...] browse the internet".
I do this everyday and I don't take any drugs dumb nibbie

bullshit. I have talked to people all over the world and nobody was worked as hard as the students at my American university.

Euros and Asian foreign students were shocked when they found out how much time we spend on homework, essays, etc.

Most of it is busy work, but it's still work and it's still hard to maintain a good GPA. That being said, at my school there was no such thing as a 4.6 gpa. The highest it went was 4.

It's not like people usually fulfill their dreams and ambitions in life. Odds are you would be in the exact same place if you didn't smoke the Devil's Lettuce.

You're on NEET bux and smoke weed all day yet have the audacity to complain about life? Most robots would kill for a situation like yours.

Btw I'm not saying you're wrong that other societies may put more into education than the US. I'm just saying that university in the US is not easy or something that you can just coast through. At least that wasn't the case at my school by any means. It was like a sweatshop. Half the students were also working jobs, a lot of the time on campus doing something or another.

>tfw tried weed once
I really don't get the hype. Yeah, it was a good experience, and I slept like a baby afterwards, but other than that the feeling if fleeting, and I fail to see the appeal beyond weak-willed individuals who use it to fill voids in their life.

Much like alcohol, weed seems to be a drug of boredom.

Time to ban Canada

>you
>ever going to make a video game by yourself

>the weed made me lazy
please, nigger. weed gives you motivation to do shit. you're lazy by nature.

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I would say it depends on what university you are attending and how much prestige it has, i went to study on america for a few months, taking my master's in electrical engineering
and i found it super easy, most students sayed they had no time while having a shit ton of free time that they wasted on stupid parties and club.
Another factor should also be what kind of degree you are taking, i've seen people in humanities studying more than some STEM degrees at low prestige universities. But for the most part, as far as i know, the harder degrees tend to be engineering, phisics and some math focused degrees.

I was, this faggot is now away and left me with a bad trip again away.I'm about to masturbate out of boredness and to cure my bad trip.I felt I was as empty as him for an hour or so doing nothing.Fuck this guy, I also muted him on my contact list, I only smoke with him then we are only with the group again

ehehehe... you like getting high alone a lot more than with people too, right?

>a plant ruined your life

Hmm, seems like you're deferring responsibility for your own worthlessness.

Oh you are one of those guys who abuse substance and say it ruined me ohh...
no dude, you ruined yourself that's all
it is like saying:
>Guns kill people
Nope, people kill people by using tools.

It shows that one's spent too much time on Jow Forums when "a fucking leaf" automatically translates to a Canada-related insult

you fools think you have insight into the aether realms

Serious advice: you need to get shaken up somehow. You need to break up the patterns you're in. Go on a road trip or something

or you can fuck off and i can double down

not really.Sure it's better because you can learn and do hobbys while being high, but smoking with people is still a lot of fun.It's just that my friend is a degenerate who has literally nothing in value besides drugs.I'm even thinking of getting him into an therapy, somehow, because he is like an insect to someone who has weed.Dormates call him as the tall, weird guy.

well considering i literally couldnt give my energy away no matter how hard i tried this isnt that bad a trade

You're retarded if you think running is bad for you.
Weed btw makes running easiler. You feel less soreness and are less tired mid run.
But not like your pleb ass runs anyways
Kappa

You are simply wrong. I am a musician and all of my friends are. Weed absolutely without a doubt makes you more creative and responsive to ideas. This is coming from someone who hasnt smoked in two years. I remember a time when my friend got a new guitar. He was coming along but he had only been playing for a little under a year. We all smoked some B L U E D R E A M, which is in my opinion the most effective strain for creativity and getting in a zone, and went down to jam. Holy shit. This guy was ripping. Not only that but we were all so on point. It was like telepathy. We all knew what was gonna happen next and we killed it every time. We played like our lives depended on it. After like 15 minutes we all go to half time at the same time out of nowhere and walk down a scale perfectly on sync with my drumming and end with some sick feed back. Luckily we were recording and at the end you hear us all dying of laughter and me screaming WHAT HAPPENED?

I am twice the man I was when I smoked, but I dont have moments like that anymore.

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what it like having friends you can engage in creative pursuits with without them hating you?

No, you fucking moron, ii seems to counteract the, cognitive decay, both acute and ongoing, allowing you to both smoke weed and function normally. So many people on this thread are making Sophie's choice between weed and a brain that kind of works and I'm trying to help them. You, on the other hand, seem to have only the most condescending and self-serving advice to offer.

Opium is also a plant. Many plants can kill you if you eat them. Your argument is fucking pathetic.

My point here is admittedly somewhat undermined by my typos, but that's alcohol's fault.

When it works its amazing. You help each other out and accomplish more than you could alone. When it gets hard though it is difficult because working isnt fun a lot of the time. Sometimes you have to tell your friend something unpleasant like their idea doesnt work and things can get personal. If you and your friend can bant and argue and be cool then you are good, but if one of you is insecure then you often wont be able to push through a rough spot and make something good.

not him but synthetic is always worse

synthetic opiod kills 100x more people than opium

synthetic marijuana kills and cripples but actual weed wont

do you understand you are the literal reason there is less art in the world?

think about what its going to be like when i succeed, and theres just useless helpless fucks whos only input was that its "not that good"


im not even going to try and sort out what you think your narrative is that involves me saying "youre right im sorry i tried so hard, that was embarrassing" to you, just try to see mine

I wanna buy a house and grow weed in it with my friends. Is this a good idea bros?

There needs to be less art in the world. Everyone thinks they're an artist these days.

this has power struggle written all over it

and voila, the real face of what you are

dont pretend that isnt what youve been saying the whole time

but of course you need to think its a reaction rather than your default state

you have zero insight to what youre saying so i will not respect it

Why? I own a property and rent out space to people who can and will pay for it. We all grow weed and have a good time? I don't see a problem with it

My dad was on Vicodin because he was in extreme back pain from a car accident. Guess what we recently found out? He has two huge kidney stones that the doctors never searched for until now. They're so big they need to be surgically removed and he was bleeding through his underwear.

wow, lucky!

My friend smokes weed and his uncle who bragged about shooting up heroin tells him he's a disgusting drug addict for smoking weed. Advice?

His uncle also says opiates are better than weed because weed damages your brain and opiates don't. His uncle is stupid in other ways too. He thinks Trump is a Nazi and idolizes Kurt Cobain. How do you argue with him on weed when he bragged about shooting up heroin?

i dunno dumbass im sure shit posting on Jow Forums is helping it

>retards are to stupid to learn something when bored
>retards cant open a book for some reason after smoking weed
>retards legs for some reason no longer work after inhaling marijuana
>retards stay inside all day because they have no willpower and an addictive personality and blame it on a leaf
>Its probably because all of these retards just weren't properly raised and want to blame their shitty life on a plant they're choosing to smoking

Imagine being THAT retarded. Keep blaming your shitty life on the weed and ignoring the fact that you're a useless person and its your own fault.

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Weed is awful for learning and initial memorization, but works when you just have to do busy work or practice something you already know.

Why do you give so much attention on someone like that honestly?
Tell his uncle to off himself and right after tell the same to your friend.

Because his uncle is an insufferable prick. He just turned 38, has no job, lives with his parents and plans to until they die, angsty like Fred Durst and a perpetual teenager and breaks things when he gets pissed. Blasts Nirvana.

Worse yet he thinks all Trump supporters deserve to die. He's an SJW and thinks communism and Antifa are cool. He thinks anyone who supports Trump is an evil fascist. He's basically the worst of Gen X and Millennials combined.