What's it like having eating disorders?
What's it like having eating disorders?
Christopher Smith
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Wyatt Garcia
It's like when you're so full you're sick, but you hate feeling anxious so you go eat more even though you'll probably throw up later.
Then you have people tell you that you CHOOSE to do that.
Nicholas Flores
It's like buying a bag of food from Burger King and saying "I going to eat disorder of food".
Juan Campbell
sucks, 0/10, do not recommend
I'm always hungry but I feel guilty whenever I eat
It's hard to hide and my clothes are getting looser
Wyatt Cook
like a pity-attention starved reverse-narcissist
Luke Lopez
it's like being addicted to a drug that you need to be taking to survive, but you cannot take too much or too little or you die
and what constitutes "too much" or "too little" can change within seconds and doesn't make any sense whatsoever
and in addition to that people constantly tell you how much of that drug you SHOULD be taking and whether you're doing it the right way or not
and you're ashamed to be taking it in front of others or to be taking the same dose as others even though it's normal for everyone else and no one even cares
and then sometimes you're completely unable to take it because you're so disgusted by it and by yourself but you KNOW that you have to take the drug again at some point because if you don't you will die
honstly it really just depends on what kind of eating disorder you have, can't really generalize it like that. but yeah to sum it up: food is the fucking devil and it's so complicated and hard to navigate and i don't know how other people are so relaxed about food. i literally start panicking when i even think about it
Owen Hill
Hey her vagina fell out
Cameron Sullivan
hahaha how are eating disorders real just eat something like grab a burger
Asher Taylor
I don't want to do that. I'm too afraid of getting fat.
Michael Cox
exciting and fulfilling, gives you a purpose in life and something to look forward to
Jace Brown
>pity meeeee
Can't take eating-disorder fags seriously. If they were serious about their weight/looks, they'd go to the gym. Proper athletes have low body fat, but they also have muscle.
Jose James
your bait is weak, user.
oregano
Isaac Clark
are you literally stupid? have you ever actually taken the time to look at athlete's diets? jesus fucking christ you're retarded
Angel Peterson
eating disorders are memes OP
Juan Sanders
Somebody feed her a burger!
Evan Walker
Have you? I fucking did. Also, check how their bodies look to see what effects those diets have on bodies if exercise is applied.
Anorexics are just attention whores. If they wanted to look good, they'd do MINIMAL reading about nutrition and exercise.
Dylan White
>If they wanted to look good, they'd do MINIMAL reading about nutrition and exercise
Either bait or extremely, EXTREMELY retarded
t. psychologyfag and fitizen
Asher Thomas
>Anorexics are just attention whores. If they wanted to look good, they'd do MINIMAL reading about nutrition and exercise.
It's... it's not about looking good, user. I want to look like I'm dying. I don't deserve food because I'm a sinner.
Joseph Martinez
Fembot here. Eugenia inspires me so much.
I used to be anorexic. I loved feeling thin. I loved losing weight. I loved the smell of ketones on my breath.
Then shit hit the fan and I became insanely hungry to the point that I could eat an entire 1KG block of cheese (4000+ calories) in one sitting and still feel hungry an hour later. My worst day was 15,000 calories, mostly of chocolate. Yay, I beat that guy in the Minnesota Starvation Experiment who only managed 11,000.
Anyway, this continued for a couple of months and I did everything I could to fight it; started taking large doses of ephedrine and nicotine to try and kill my appetite, drinking huge amounts of water, stuff myself with spinach, etc.
Now my BMI is 27, technically overweight although somehow I don't look it. I feel fat and awful. Going to try and get skelly again soon but this time do it nice and slow and eat my fats and protein so that my body doesn't have a shitfit.
Lincoln Gomez
That was supposed to meant
>AT LEST minimal
Sorry for mistyping
Landon Scott
goddamnit that's fucking sexy
Angel Bailey
just dont eat, its simple.
Dylan Gomez
classic reverse narcissist pity-attention gathering for the purpose of guilt-tripping people into doing shit for you. Had met enough of you to safely say you people are the source of majority of evil on this world.
Robert Smith
You are not a sinner, darling. You are a beautiful person. Please look after yourself.
Kayden Flores
It's not fair, I just want to be normal sized and have normal hunger while these anorexics have no hunger at all but abuse their genetics
Austin Ward
>go out to eat with friends
>hide fear of food
>eat dinner anyway because you don't want them to hate you
>go home
>cry
>don't eat for the rest of the week
Logan Lewis
get off this site you goody two shoes piece of shit. she is a sinner, a whore, and a all round degenerate
Cooper Davis
>classic reverse narcissist pity-attention gathering for the purpose of guilt-tripping people into doing shit for you
How the fuck am I doing this? I just want to be left alone to starve. I've never asked anyone for anything in relation to my ED.
Research shows that eating disorders are a genetic stress response, similar to cutting. Restricting my calories makes me feel much less anxious.
Christopher Hughes
>these anorexics have no hunger at all
ahahahahahahahahahahaha
I fucken wish mate I'm hungry 24/7 I just ignore it
Jack Williams
this kind of responses is what she wants. Those keep her doing what she does. This is how she maintains her Narcissistic Supply.
Elijah Garcia
>Restricting my calories makes me feel much less anxious.
No you are just getting high off ketones
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov
You can get the same effect without starving yourself
Luke Wright
as long as she's willing to fucc me, i don't care if she a narcissist
Blake Reed
Aww sweaty, don't say that. If you need someone to talk to I'm always available, just post your email
Sebastian Lopez
If you wanted to apply pain to yourself to calm yourself, you'd do it in a way that's not visible at will. You want to be able to show how a SAD SAD PERSON you are at will.
You'd start to exercise for example. Or do stretching/extreme yoga. Those can be calming in a very similar way and can certainly be painful while guiding you into looking NOT like an blatant attention whore.
John Diaz
New video in two hours, you guys ready for skeleton cosplays as a skeleton
Jayden James
>will this fishing trip be successful?
>will our hero finally land a bite on the hook?
>stay tuned to find out on the next episode...
Oliver Edwards
The vag display in OPs gif is typical to the anorexic way of behaving in general.
>I know I'm in an outrageous, attention grabbing state
>be it having vag out in the open or being a starved skelly
>I'll just flash this fact in a way that looks like an accident, but then I'll stare at you like a retard in a clear attempt at gauging what effect that caused in you.
Jordan Lewis
Interesting. I don't think I restrict low enough to go through ketogenesis, but I could be wrong.
>If you wanted to apply pain to yourself to calm yourself, you'd do it in a way that's not visible at will.
Lol? No one knows I have anorexia. I'm specifically anxious about becoming obese and gluttonous like my relatives, so dieting calms me.
Thomas Lewis
It is disclosable at will, and it is wielded as a weapon of manipulation.
>Oh, you poor thing, your starving!!!!
>I just forgot what I was talking about a second before
Toxic reverse narcissistic need to be grandiose in ANY way.
Adam Powell
This is a thread about eating disorders. OP wanted to hear about what it's like. How the fuck is it manipulation to post my experience?
Anthony Baker
Yeah you do choose to do that. What the fuck do you mean?
Jack Watson
Not that user but I know some people with binge eating disorder literally dissociate during their binges then "wake up" later and have to figure out what they ate
Owen Adams
Is she cute without make-up?
Evan Bailey
Those binges were to be anticipated by periods of unthinking starvation. read a book about nutrition you lazy retard.
>but ... but ... just starving is easier
kys
Eli Lee
>You choose to eat until you throw up and get physically sick
>You choose to stay in bed all day and not eat or a drink anything for days at a time
Tyler Carter
no. it's the raccoon eye shadow that does it for me.
Christian Ward
How do anorexics suppress / ignore their hunger?
Aaron Butler
Ryder Smith
they don't suppress it. it's always there. most of them rewire their thinking to see hunger as a good thing. they train themselves to think when they feel hungry, they have regained a sense of control, a mastery over their body, if you will.
t. not anorexic
Thomas Lewis
Willpower. Anorexics usually have higher IQs, which was confirmed by research papers.
Leo Taylor
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yes, but that's the face of mental illness though
Connor Fisher
I don't believe you, it's not a case of will power. Hunger hormones are too powerful to ignore with willpower. They must be using some sort of trick or drug
Lincoln Taylor
It's like feeling guilty for eating and checking your weight every few hours and getting really hungry after a few days of fasting and feeling guilty for that hunger and forcing yourself to not eat for 6 days or more.
It's alright, not awful.
Jordan Flores
Your body fat got too low and you went into true hunger.
Post pic of bod, wonder if you're just chubs and not fat. Skelly mode is ugly imo.
Cameron Carter
it's classified as mental illness for a reason
Ayden Ward
people do water-fasting for 40 days with success. This is documented on youtube.
Something doesn't add up.
Jonathan Collins
>Hunger hormones are too powerful to ignore with willpower. They must be using some sort of trick or drug
Some anorexics use ECA stacks or speed, but it's not very common. I just power through the hunger; I do high restriction (1000cals/day) so it's not too bad.
Brayden Richardson
It's called Munchausen's syndrome.
Isaiah Jackson
I'm not a superhuman user, I can only do so much.
Isaac Jones
You're a complete and total asshole. It makes sense that you're in this shithole.
Ian Butler
>ECA stacks
are there any that work in the USA, or do they all have the crucial component stripped from them? i'd like to burn the extra fat of my gut without it taking 2 years to accomplish.
Isaiah Morris
If you can find a pharmacy that sells bronkaid or primatene, that's legal ephedrine
benzedrex contains propylhexedrine, which is similar but gets you high as fuck, you have to eat a gross-tasting cotton tube though
Nolan Butler
if i wanted to get high, i'd just buy meth. lol. i'm asking about a fat burner
Ayden Turner
>Factitious disorder imposed on self, also known as Munchausen syndrome, is a factitious disorder wherein those affected feign disease, illness, or psychological trauma to draw attention, or reassurance to themselves. Munchausen syndrome fits within the subclass of factitious disorder with predominantly physical signs and symptoms, but patients also have a history of recurrent, travelling, and dramatic, extremely improbable tales of their past experiences.
Thank you for bringing the term up. Very interesting.
Christopher Allen
>a fat burner
These don't really exist. You burn fat by having a caloric deficit; ephedrine and propylhexedrine allow you to do this by neutering your appetite.
Adrian Rodriguez
ECA stacks trigger thermogenesis while also neutralizing hunger. it's a win/win
Wyatt Rogers
>tfw sister is anorexic
>at least as bad as Eugenia Cooney tier anorexia
>for her birthday tried to be funny
>she was just starting to get better so assumed she was over the problem
>bought her a custom toilet seat
>the toilet seat had a couple of holes on the sides with the words 'pelvis clips here' and 'if pelvis doesn't fit you are too fat'
>joke was that her pelvic bones stick out
>she seemed to take it really seriously and get really mad
>hasn't gained any weight since.
Camden Thompson
oh no user
you done fucked up
Robert Cruz
>Mom, make sure to get a shot of my waist
What the fuck is wrong with this family
Kayden Rogers
Such delicate legs
Wyatt Taylor
She's an pity-attention whore and her morbid physique is the only source of Narcissistic Supply she has. Narcissists get violent when there's a threat that their Supply is cut short, therefore the mother plays along, tired with fighting.