I have non-meme depression, serious AMA

Ask me anything, I get called a brat, attention seeker, even in the real world even though I'm too tired to even actually be any of those for real

my proof that its serious is that I got diagnoised before I was in high school

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i almost hooked up with a BPD chick from /soc/ yesterday for random sex but i decided not to. did i fuck up, or did i make the right call?

Depends if she was actually diagnoised, if she does have BPD for real then she would have left you alone. BPD makes the person self-centered, they would leave you alone

and if you know you aren't getting along with someone then you probably should have blocked them. you're self-aware enough. no sympathy, you're old enough and mentally competent

How do I know if I should see a doctor to get a diagnosis?

she wasn't diagnosed, but it was pretty clear she had the disorder.
>probably should have blocked them
i never had her in my contacts. she asked me point blank in the thread if i wanted to come over and fuck her but i said no. had i said yes, then she would have been in my contacts.

you can't. you have to be diagnoised naturally. its not something you can choose.
my dad has known me my entire life and still accusses me of faking all my diagnoises, even though I was literally a child at the time

just be lucky you have none

You and half this board. And not joking btw.

Nope, everyone else confesses they're insecure and lazy. its not real depression

I don't mean go in and get a piece of paper telling me I have deppression. I mean just going in to get myself checked. How did they end up finding out you had depression?

Ah
I'm not sure what my process was, I was literally a child at the time, I don't know why I got dxed so early either
I was just taken to therapists I think, maybe you can get a therapist and tell them your symptoms and they'll dx you.

But the backlash might not be worth it, if you do decide to go through the process

>my proof that its serious is that I got diagnoised before I was in high school
I got diagnosed at 6-7 years old because I used to self harm and was actually sad all the time.

Being depressed doesnt make you special OP.
here is a fun fact.
When I cum, I feel nothing, my brain is so fucked that I literally feel nothing when I cum.
do you also get this??

I have been depressed all through my life, last time I remember being happy it was teh most amazing experience and made me cry, it was for literally under a minute whilst I was drinking and having a beer outside.
In that moment I realized why normies are the way they are.

I am a 25yo hikikomori + NEET, my life is hell as it is devoid of any joy and I am slowly losing my mind.

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If I get diagnosed with any sort of disorder I'll keep it to myself. Are you on any meds?

I have been diagnosed with chronic depression, and half the pasients where going to the clinic for the same shit.
I would bet good money that 90% of legit robots have some kind of mental illness.

If autism is a mental illness I'd bet 100%

I feel sad all the time and Recently it hit me bad I lost interest in the people close to me and my favorite hobbies I hate talking to people and I feel like I did something wrong even when I didn't do anything.

I dont enjoy anything and i think about suicide every day, mostly as an escape or something i can rely on. Does this qualify as depression? Im planning on actually kms if antidepressants dont work

Do you think sex with a man would help? Maybe cheer you up by cumming.

Are you ever planning on transitioning

For you and everyone else on this board instead of suicide become a sissy bottom amd let robots top you it would make them happy and they could lose their virginity in you

>non-meme depression
What does this mean to people? Severe? No one who uses a computer has the incredibly severe end. There's percentile of the population severe which is diagnostic criteria or percentage of diagnosed which i suppose would be "non meme" criteria. The overwhelming majority of people on antidepressants are not in a major depressive episode/state. Just a fact. There are a lot of major depressed people who aren't so severe they're catatonic or dead though. Just remember someone has it much much worse than you do, being mindful of that is useful.

Everyone in this thread should let robots sexually abuse their bodies, let sad robots cum inside you plenty on Grindr

I would fuck a depressed robots boipucci

Any sex would cheer me up senpai..

Yeah i forgot this is a tranny board now. Fuck

>gets called brat, attention seeker, etc
Thats your fault for confiding your feelings with anyone. Trusting your friends and family is the real meme. They can kind of tell something is wrong with me, but whenever they ask I tell them everything is great. Just keep the subject of discussion off yourself and on other people instead.

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Serious reply: Want me to end your life instantly and painlessly? I'm offering.

You're right, I'm the OP, some other user replied for me, whoa.

This is true, keeping it to one's self is the right choice.

hey, me too. good luck fellow sadnon.

>When I cum, I feel nothing, my brain is so fucked that I literally feel nothing when I cum.
>do you also get this??
Not op but happens. I jerk off sometimes but just because I feel abnormal for not masturbating for weeks or months and cleaning it up is the only part I really feel about the process. Us hikis are an odd bunch I guess.

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Not op but i dont feel anything during whole masturbation. I think i fried the pleasure receptors in my brain

Does wanting to die make me depressed? So I don't get overwhelming feelings of sadness or struggle to get through the day or anything, I just always want to die, I fantasize about ways I could die, but I'll never kill myself because I care too much about my family and friends.

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Okay, ill do my best to diagnose you. Why do you think you feel like dying? Do you enjoy anything at all?

how do i get a depressed gf and suck on her pusy

>an "AMA" about depression
What is this? Are we literally R*ddit now? Fuck off.

oh yeah I enjoy things and I have alot of fun, it's just this thing that hangs over my head most of the time. I'm not particularly sure why I want to die, I suppose it's because I'm sick of being alive? Like 80 years will go by so quick and I might as well speed up the process a little bit.

>Are we literally R*ddit now?
You're a few years late.

yes, dubs speaks the truth