>Alcoholism is getting worse
>Number of sad thoughts are increasing
Alcoholism is getting worse
Switch to opiates and thank me later.
Oof i know that feeling OP, it hits really hard at night especially in an empty apartment. I usually cope by vcing with people or drunkenly texting people nice things.
70 days sober here. You just need to find something else to fill the time.
Every time I've quit a drug, I've done it whilst really sick. You don't really feel withdrawal or anxiety when you're that sick.
get a gf to take your mind of those things
>alcoholism getting worse
>started shooting meth too
>very strongly considering buying a gram of heroin and chugging as much vodka as I can take and slamming it all and finally being at peace
You'll get there. Let me give you a hug.
Alcohol is a depressant, man.
Get some benzos and taper off.
>Starting to have to go to different stores so they don't catch on.
Not OP but you are adorable!
Poor advice, probably not genuine, but very very poor. Opiates are the most classic Pandora's box the modern man probably has access too. Heroin and anything in the heroin family is a demon in a bottle, it will trick you so hard that not only do you not know you're getting tricked, you think you're in control for years after you've already become a husked out zombie sniffing around for heroin like a french pig hunting for truffles
Oh no user you've said something too relateable
>3 am
>realize I haven't talked to my grandma for too long
> know how old people be, here one minute gone the next
>3 am drunkenly nicetext grandma
T-thanks liquor
Yea but in the loveless hedonistic dystopia that we live in that fake but incredibly intense feeling of love opiates give you is worth the pain
I disagree. Life can be bad, but heroin will make it worse once the high tide of bliss recedes and you're back to reality. Both worse by comparison, and actually worse because let's face it, most of us aren't doing heroin once and it's fine, we do heroin once, then "once a month" then "once a week" then every day for 5 years and then we basically "come to" sitting in our beater car in a scary part of town wondering what the fuck we did with our lives and money. Heroin gives you bliss at first, but eventually you just need it to be well enough to go hustle for more heroin money. It's truly evil shit, I know that well enough. It's nightmares masquerading as sweet dreams.
I never claimed it wasn't a nightmare but at this point it just better to dream regardless.
You're entitled to your opinion man but I've seen some heroin shit. How deep down the rabbit hole have you gone? No judgements either way, decade long junkie or just a guy who still buys pain pills?
On and off with opanas but I'm about to become homeless so I started again cause why not
Then stop drinking.
Switching from a kind of shit to another isn't a solution.
I feel that for sure. Lucky guy getting your hands on pandas, I could count the number of times I've seen them for sale on my fingers. Why are you gonna be homeless? Got any couches to surf or are you just gonna /streetsleep/?
Throw most of your liquor away, but keep enough to ease off it. Within the span of two weeks make reduce your intake 85%, then stop (that might reduce side effects). Also during that time make sure you have a job, and activities to do, even if you dont feel like you want to do it or dont have anything you like force yourself, or ask someone to help you get there. Try new things, you wont know if you like it unless you try. Sunlight cures depression by causing brain cancer.
If you dont think you can do it join a rehab center.
Sorry I'm retarded and took too many laxatives
>Tfw no sad bf to comfort and make happy.
>Tfw I'm a guy with nurturing instincts.
NOT
LIKE
THIS
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