Fucked up your life thread

Saddest part is slowly realising with every year that you'll never live the life you've dreamed of.

Can only hope to exist as a useless NEET or a Wagecuck with no future

Why even live?

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>living with mum that constantly bitches at me for being such a NEET failure
>doesn't know I'm planning to an hero soon

I recommend the suicide pill for other anons that feel this way

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Take the black pill and just give up.
Like this user said its easier to live when you have decided you will just KYS one day.

I keep my exit close to hand

It's my one guarantee and solace in a world that never stops disappointing me

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Having a way out is always nice user.
It makes me feel less stressed and trapped because I know I can just stop it whenever I want to.

>an hero
>pic somewhat relatet
NPC will just repeat you the same old bullshits: "hope ;D, f-future will better, lies matter, powa ov Gad!".
They don't care at all, it's just a conditioned reflex. It's more about self-preservation.

If you go for it, reduce risks. Godspeed

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Thanks user

Don't believe the normalfag shit they spew
>life with get better
>there's a reason for everything
>god has a plan for you
>you can change anything about you life if you really want to

And I'm sure many others

There is no purpose in life for some people. We're just here to pass through life as background characters of someone else's story

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the worst part is when your family tells you you will have a good live and you know youre probably going to be dead in the next decade

The background bit got to me
>mfw I'm literally a npc in someone's else's life
At least my spawn time is quick

The problem is that I know I'm too much of a pussy to go through with it when it comes down to it. I can't lose that little bit of hope I have left

>25
>virgin
>no friends
>university dropout
>no work history
>no marketable skills
>anxious in public

It's fucking over. I wanted to badly to settle down with a nice girl and have a family and I will never have that because even if I met a girl why the fuck would they settle for me? I am a fucking idiot. I could have prevented this if I'd worked harder and taken things more seriously. I thought I had all the time in the world.

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i was a neet for 4 years and my parents were very supportive

i fucking hated it, i recently started a new job as i needed money for nice stuff, if only they bitched like yours so i would have been forced to get one earlier

keep crying, you are one of the lucky ones that dont get thrown out as a neet, either kill yourself asap or get a shitty job, not hard

I hate how little I've made of my life.

I'm reminded of this every day when I see the stuff Chad and Stacy get up to and accomplish.

I just want this feeling of constant inadequacy and disappointment to end

I have no motivation to even try to fix it. Everything feels like it's moving so fast.

Why are we even here?

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>Why are we even here?
To suffer I guess...

I feel like I'm reading a summary of my life

I can't take the shame. I feel people like us either work up the courage to finally an hero or end up as bitter old wagecucks filled with regret over a wasted life

Undoubtedly dieing alone

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>turning 33 in a month
>every day for the past 5 years has been the same
>still living with parents because fucked up good job
>I'll never get out of this hole
>work with the public and feel isolated and alone all the time
>see couples and happy people having fun with their friends
>haven't had a text in over a year that wasn't from my mom
>if I didn't have to worry about making my parents feel bad I would kill myself
>i probably would fuck up suicide anyway

I think of myself as a wildcard but in reality all I amount too is some random event trigger for some npc to stumble across and after the mission/interaction is over they'll think
>huh that was weird
And continue with their life and forget me
Why is anyone even here? It's funny existentially everyone is more lost than ever nobody has any purpose anymore
Ironically literal robots (actual manufacturing droids and ai) have more of a purpose in this day and age.
Maybe my digital footprint will be used to train a sentient banter shitpost ai to placate my fellow Australians left after the great meme war of 2020

I hold onto hope that there will be a war and I don't want to miss it.

I study vedic astrology in my free time and at the end of 2019 there will be pretty funny eclipse with Jupiter, Saturn and Ketu in sidereal Saggitarius, can't wait for the shit to go down, all the structures of the world will get shaken little bit, if you think that 2016 elections was hell of a ride (Jupiter Rahu conjunction in Leo) wait till Christmas/new year of 2019, this gonna be huge.

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>Come from a family of super achievers
>3 of 5 cousins went to Oxford, rest went to ivy league schools
>tfw uni droppout
>tfw disappointment to family
>Mom is only one who bothers, Dad stopped caring years ago. Haven't even spoken to him in a year
>severe clinical depression. Feel like I have zero motivation to do anything including eat.
>spend all day in bed browsing r9k wasting away my life bitter about the hopelessness of my life

I want to at least use the last of my energy and motivation to an hero and stop this feeling of deep shame

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>Be a fatass loser in high school
>Studie Computer Science, get diploma then work in IT.
>Bored AF
>Begin taking cocaine
>feelsgoodman.jpg

>Begin to sell for big gang (bikers)
>Cash, coke, girls, party all night
>(3 years later) Snort to much, get in debt, got to get out of that life
>Lose girlfriend, money, appartment, friends

now i'm 30, clean, in lots of debts (legal ones) gonna lose my appartment again, got no job, nowhere to go, no support.
Thinking of ending this shit but too proud.

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>user almost had the Chad life
>fucked it up by falling for the coke meme

Could be worse user. Might have been heroin or meth.

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