STORY TIME... of sadness

STORY TIME... of sadness

>Be 14yo me
>live in Seattle and major depression from being bullied at school and by family
>play vidya to run away from reality
>play with a couple of friends i met on bo2 and end up meeting girl
>me being myself message her a joke and she leaves her Xbox party and talks to us in game but is shy
fast forward a few weeks
>we become close and play all the time
>find out she has major depression and is suicidal
>OhNo.jpeg
>decide to help her out
>i spend countless nights losing sleep to make sure she is happy
>she becomes grateful
>end up becoming very close and trusting one another
>friends who met her with me are good friends with her too but not close compared to me
>One night i ask what she looks like
>she gets quiet and says not that great
>i panic and think she is obese
>GhostTime.Exe
>i convince her to send a picture
>fucking 8/10 glasses and cute smile
>I ask where she lives
>says in my home fucking town
>i lose my shit because i was planning on leaving there since i was on the verge of stealing my step fathers gun and ending it all
>I talk to my mom about it wanting to move back without telling her depression
>she says no
Fast forward to new year of school
>get home and break down to myself because the bullying got way worst
>had no real friends there so couldn't really get away
>i share a room with my sister
we were forced too my uncle who basically made life torture he was the very first person i had thought of shooting before offing myself had lived with us.
>she hears me breaking down and goes to my mom
>mom panics and buys plane ticket to home town for me
>tell girl best friend and she gets excited.

should i continue

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continue!!!!!! sjdnahwudma

give us the next one OP

alright i'll continue

>end up catching plane right to my hometown
>HeatWave.perfection
>i end up living with my grandparents
>they tell me i can do what i want but i have a curfew
>teach me to take city bus everywhere
>Talk to girl about meeting up
>she agrees
>i'm at an all time happiness
>we meet up at the mall
>calling and texting where she is at
>thinking she stood me up and i'm an idiot
>look around
>bingo.rar
>see the 5'9 shy glasses wearing girl i was falling for
>holy shit she is real
>i walk up to her and she looks around
>i break the ice and we start talking
>everything goes well but i'm being a beta and can't grab her hand
>she finally catches a hint and holds my hand
>it feels like we known one another since we were toddlers
>we end up eating something and walking around more finally we go and sit somewhere a bit ways from the mall
>we're joking around and finally i go in for a kiss
>she looks at me and grabs me aggressively and kisses me like she was set practicing for it.
>we end up making out for an hour
>a granny walks by and stares at us
>she says don't worry we all been here and walks off
>finally after we swapped enough spit we laugh and decide its time to head home
>best day of my life at the time

TBC???

keep going fag i want to hear the sad part

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c'mon OP let us hear it

sad part sad part sad part sad part sad part sad part BRING ME THE FEELS OP
protip you should prewrite this and post it all at once but ok

alright i am a bit busy but i will keep going

a few months pass we make it where every Saturday we go to the mall and find a secluded place and make out.

>one day we're talking and she tells me how i helped her get over he depression and how i'm the reason she is alive and happy
>i feel happy as can be
>this is my moment
>"I love you"
>she looks at me awe
>she smiles and kisses me saying she loves me too
>everything seems fun and perfect
>then suddenly things start acting strange
>she starts doing many things without me
>she is talking to old bo2 friend who is 24
>he likes her and she semi-knows but doesn't care
>me being clean minded i shrug it off
>time passes and it feels like she doesn't really love me like how she said
few weeks past
>we're at a very secluded spot making out
>she gets very touchy
>hardpeepee.png
>she slowly unbuttons her shirt and i slowly start kissing lower and lower
FYI i am always touchy with her but she is never with me
>i'm about to suck on my first titty when she panics and pushes me away
>COCKTEASE.FUCK
>she looks at me scared and i wonder why
>clicks in my head she talked about how she was molested by her grandfathers neighbor as a child.
>she panics and walks away
>i try talking to her about it and she keeps walking
>ends up leaving and i start panicking more
>i start thinking how she will never love me or hates me
>she was the first girl i actually fell in love with so i didn't know what to think
>end up going home and panicking more trying to text her and get nothing in return
few days pass
>its halloween and i get nothing from her
week passes
>i text her and she replies acting like nothing happened
>she starts acting a bit different
>end up deciding to see one another again
>go to the mall
>we see one another and walking in the sears store
>she trips and i catch her and she kisses me i think everything is going okay as we keep kissing
>minutes pass and we get kicked out and i end up banned from my local sears

bump
cmon hurry it op wtf are u doing

that's the end. I got banned from sears. It's a fate worse than death

>as we're walking around she keeps tripping and hitting things
>"I GET IT GOD" she yells
basically she was gonna leave me but couldn't
>every time we stop walking she kisses me
>i tell her i love her still and she drifts off the subject and talks about something random
>the day keeps going
>finally we walk into another store and see some headphones
>she says how Terrance the old bo2 friend will love these for his B-day
>i make a joke about him and she instantly changes attitudes
>it's like i kicked her puppy and then spat in her face
>she storms off on me
>i ask her whats wrong and she doesn't want to talk to me
>finally she calls her grandpa to pick her up and leaves me alone
>i lose my shit and basically storm my way to the other side of the mall and go to the bus depot to go home
>as i'm thinking about life and what the hell happened i meet a old guy
>he asks if i got some money for a soda and i give him a 5
>he smiles and disappears
>comes back with two sodas and gives one to me
>says i'm a cool kid and he offers me a joint
>decline because i am no smoker
>talk to him about what happened and he says to be careful the whole situations sounds very fishy
>i put my head down and say you're right and say a few more words
>i feel a pat on my back and he says just don't do anything dumb and walks off
one week passes

Bloody fucking hell don't stop mate

>i end up talking to her again and she starts acting harsh
>i only said the things i said user to make you feel happier
>implying all the hope she gave me of talking her through suicide was false
>tells me she would open her eyes when we kissed because she didn't enjoy it
>my heart drops to my ass
>i can't speak
>i honestly can't muster up a word and want to cry
>i tell her i'm sorry and she hangs up
2 months pass
>i feel like constant shit from what she said to me
>my only last friend from bo2 not the 24 year old has my back through everything
>lets call him Mike
>Mike is my man but he also has a thing for my now ex
>i tell him it's fine i'll be okay
>he tries shooting his shot and possibly made it all net
couple weeks pass
>YOU HAVE NEW MESSAGE
>check my phone and see my ex text me
>i reply and we start talking
>she tells me how she is sorry and how she misses me
>i take the fucking B8 M8
>Idiot.PNG
>she decided we should hangout at the movies
>we meet up and we're having a decent time
>we go into the movie and see its empty we sit on the top row and she jumps on me and kisses me
>we keep going until a family appears
>we leave and repeat the process a couple more times before watching an actual movie
>we're walking to the exit and she sees a kid from her school
>she pushes me into a entrance of a room and says she doesn't want to be seen by him
>i don't question and he walks off
>we go to the store and i buy us some snacks she says nothing spicy or with too much caffeine.
>uuhhh okay?
>we are sitting down talking as she is laying on my lap and i'm playing with her hair
>i honestly feel like we are gonna get back together
>and then she sits up and looks at me with a horrible sad face
>NoGodPleaseNo
>she basically ends up telling me she is in a relationship and is pregnant now
>i feel like crying but hold it in
>we keep talking and i decide i should go
>she goes in for a kiss but i stop her and say i shouldn't
>she is with somone and pregnant i don't wanna be a dick

>tells me she would open her eyes when we kissed because she didn't enjoy it
>she tells me how she is sorry and how she misses me
>she basically ends up telling me she is in a relationship and is pregnant now
she should be absolutely DROPPED.

shes obviously lost, but it seems like you dont really have a chance with this thot and getting back with her would only hurt you. dont stay in this user, you will meet someone at your school, on a real dating app, on discord.. just dont stay with her.

>go home
>try not to cry
>cry
>cry like a bitch
>wonder where everything went wrong
>she texts me saying she is sorry
>i tell her its fine
>i decide we should be friends
>i am so in love with her still i want to be in her life
weeks pass
>we decide to hangout again at her grandpa's house
>i get there
>she is having a large argument with her boyfriend over phone
>i stop her and calm her down
>she says thanks and says how she broke up with him
>YesThankYouGod.Gif
>completely forget about pregnancy
>we are sitting on her bed and she lunges at me and starts kissing me like a dog in heat
>woahGolly.png
>i stop her right before her grandpa walks in
>she decides to walk around neighborhood
>as we're walking big intimidating guy walks toward us on sidewalk
>she panics and grabs me and says how much she loves me and blah blah
>dude walks pass looking at her weird
>i ask her why and she said she was scared of said guy
>at one point we get to a dead ally and she starts kissing me again like crazy
>i tell her we should get back to the house it is late
>as we're sitting there she snuggles up to me and starts cuddling
>she never would cuddle when we we're in a relationship
>i don't care
>the day ends and i go home happy

>he says just don't do anything dumb and walks off

Based old man.

you're keeping me up user, don't make we wait long

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Let this be a lesson for OP and everyone on this board. DO NOT FUCKING TRUST GAMER/NERDY GIRLS OR A MATTER OF FACT ANY HOLE YOU MEET ONLINE. They are the most vile, evil, and disgusting creatures on this earth. They are worst than the stacies and normie girls. Just fucking dont it will not end well for you.
OP you are a fucking idiot actually fucking neck yourself. I felt bad for you at first but the fact you took her back actually shows you are too dumb for this world.

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>i don't care
>go home happy
at least youre happy, but if you stay with her youre gonna get hurt. she keeps pulling this "im sorry" shit. convey yourself before you play yourself

This man speaks from experience.
Tell your story, user

wait, so was she still pregnant?
she did it with some other guy without thinking about you, then returns to you.
this story smells bad.

yo come on man keep it coming

how much you wanna bet this will be on a Jow Forums greentext channel eventually

weeks pass and we have the occasional meet and such
>one day she i go to her house and she is eating mad spicy food and soda
>i ask her about pregnancy
>she looks at me with bulging eyes
>"OH MY GOD I FORGOT TO TELL YOU"
>she basically made up the whole pregnant thing to fuck with me
>at this point in time i'm starting to lose my mind with her
>we end up talking about other things and i go to kiss her
>she lets me but soon backs up
>"i'm sorry user i have a boyfriend now and i really like him i can't do this"
>WHAT.BULLSHIT
>i say okay while trying not to lose my mind
go home after a few hours and sit there wondering what the fuck did i just hear her say

3 WEEKS PASS
>she decides to go to the movies with me again
>agree
>as we watch the horror movie nothing happens but she holds me tight and so on bullshit
>i ignore it but also get happy
>we keep walking and finally we walk into a darkish ally around the movie plaza
>she kisses me and keeps doing it
>after some time she hits me and i tell her what the fuck
>she laughs and i keep asking her why she did that as she is walking away but making sure i'm following her
>finally she turns around and kisses me again and then looks at the security guard and tells him i'm harassing her
>MY FUCKING FACE WHEN
>i tell her to stop joking
>she plays dumb and says for me to please leave
>i'm in such a weird mentality i start crying a bit once i get far enough
>security guard comes up to me and says to not worry
>he did it for my own good because he saw everything happen
>i tell her thanks i guess and he says something isn't good about her and i should stay away
>go home and confused, angry every emotion
>i argue with my mom and family because they said something i can't remember.
night ends

This happened before i learned the real world. i honestly laugh at how fucking retarded i was

Don't try to fix mentally ill whores kids, this is the motto of the thread

>>she basically made up the whole pregnant thing to fuck with me
at this point I'm not even mad, just deeply, deeply saddened

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OP this girl shows signs of Antisocial personality disorder, aka shes what you would call a psychopath/sociopath and doesn't feel empathy and doesn't see others as human. Stay away

>"i'm sorry user i have a boyfriend now and i really like him i can't do this"
not this shit again
WHY DIDN'T YOU DROP HER RIGHT THERE?

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>you cant trust this bitch
this hoe aint loyal
gamer girl with a big gay
if shes a bad bitch, you should probably stay away
youre up in the theaters (18th time)
bring me the coochie
i know, girl that youre with another man
thats a no no girl
all this confusion in the air
i wanna die

where the fuck is op i want to go to bed already

weeks pass and i'm texting her less and less making sure to stay away from her
>she texts me one day about how her and my friend mike saw one another during her field trip toward the state capital
>he lived there
>basically she snuck off and they had sex
>i got irritated because i knew what she was trying to do and it slowly got to me
>she was still a virgin and well he changed it
>Mike was a good friend and didn't know anything going on between the ex and i so he played along thinking i would just say a dumb joke
>of course not
>i shut him out
weeks pass again
>he messages me and we get into it
>tells me he knows where i live and is gonna come with his brothers and get me jumped
>tell him to do it and i'l drop his scrawny bowl cut dumbass
>he never shows
>the Ex gets a kick out of this but acts like she doesn't know it happened
weeks pass
>she texts me randomly again and strikes up a conversation while i act bland
>she "breaks" down to me and tells me she is so sorry for everything and she misses me
>don't believe it at fucking all
>tell her its okay but i can't handle this and she says she understands
a couple days pass
>she text me and asks how i'm doing
>answer her back as bland as can be
>she finally comes out and says her dog
little puppy that loved me and i loved ran away
>she asks me to come over and help her look for it
>i tell her i can't and how i am busy with school
SHE NEVER FOUND THE DOG
from then on she talks to me here and there always texting me first and keeps me up with her life which i don't care about
>come to the end she is in a relationship with some emo guy in Las Vegas who is 26 and lives with his mom and is a dead end chef at a dying restaurant
>laugh
>she moves there for him
>okay lol
2 months pass
>i'm on vidya
>she joins my fucking party
>i question how the fuck its possible
>she strikes a conversation and i go alone
>she tells me how she actually lose her virginity this time
>cool don't care
TBC

same man, i'm fuckin tired

>don't believe it at fucking all
fucking finally

I feel y'all I want sleep i got a midterm tomorrow

Legit
I had midterms a couple of weeks ago, just another Monday for me tomorrow

my school doesn't do midterms in the middle of terms like fucking normal people. instead there's like three scattered at random points throughout the semester

You should've just kicked her out of your life the second she said the pregnancy was fake and she had a new boyfriend.

just dont text this thot back
leave her alone and let this sociopath die
she said she fucked your closest friend and turned you two against eachother

I have to get up at 6am. Should I just pull an all-nighter?

amen bitches aint shit

Do it.
user should've kicked her out of his life way sooner than that.

We in it for the long haul boiz

Agreed. But that would've have been my breaking point personally.

>she says she got engaged
>laugh to myself
>she is 18 and he is 26
>she keeps going on and i tell her i have to go
a week passes
>she texts me
>tell her what does she want
>she says how i've been and she misses me
>i lose my fucking shit and go on a rant against her
>call her a stupid whore
>tell her she ruined friendship i had for 3 years for her own amusement
>after a while her "fiance" replies back telling me she is crying and to leave her alone
>i laugh and tell him to fuck off that she texted me
>he says to just leave her alone
>i reply how she needs to forget about my tongue being down her throat then
>no reply
>BLOCKED
3 YEARS PASS 3 FUCKING YEARS
>she text me out of the fucking blue asking how i am
>i tell her i'm fine and act bland again
>she says she is doing good and happy
>send me a picture of her hand and ring
SHE'S ANOREXIC
>her hand looks skinnier than a holocaust victims
>i tell her that's nice and she replies back with something
>reply how cool that is
>reply completely out of context
>leaves me on seen
1 year passes and decides to see if she is still alive for pure curiosity.
>her hand looks worst and she looks like she doesn't get fed 6/7 days
>MFW i remember her fiance is a "chef"
>TFW I got my shit together and have my life on track
>TFW she is in debt and her white blood cells are over taking her red blood cells
>TFW she most likely has cancer
she might of broken me mentally at one point in time but she broke herself with a possible premature death

Shit, what a good story

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ok, I'll throw my story of me being a fag in this thread about OP being a fag
>be 15
>being sitting alone at lunch cuz no friends for the past two years
>play online games
>meet grill on league of legends
>become friends since i post a bunch of dumb jokes in chat
>add each other
>thought it was a catfish for awhile
>exchange pics with each other
>QT redhead with green eyes
>WoahMama
>Ask her where she lives
>same city
>She fucking goes to the same school as me
>she got the same lunch as me
>we agree to meet with each other
>plz allah let her be real
>we meet up
>she is real
>we sit with each other
>she is awkward
>im actually not that socially retarded so i can carry a convo
>she laughs at my jokes and we talk about LoL
>Im actually having fun chatting with a girl
>she has a few friends but they dont have the same lunchtime as us
>we start having lunch with each other everyday
>feelsgoodman
Ill go on if ya want but if you just want just OP's story ill stop

AND that is all guys, the post went from horrible to well Karma, i should of put the post to the best Karma i ever witnessed instead of sad story

Well, and to think that I saw this story on the day I forgot my headphones, thank you OP, did you fond another gf btw?

OP here... i want this mutha fucking story

idk if youre done, but im proud of you user. this phsyco got what she deserved

Fuckin finally I can go to sleep, good story user

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I'm not sure it's over

You should definitely continue your story since OP is finished up with his.

Yes, and she actually is better in every way my ex was. and makes my ex like look a solid 4 when she was at her prime. she plays the Vidya and isn't a depressed bitch who i had to talk out of suicide. and does everything i thought a girlfriend wouldn't do for me

OP finiseh, where are you

a little anticlimatic
wouldve been nice to confirm that she got cancer or something

>We have lunch with each other for the next month or two
>I might not be socially retarded but I am shy when it came to asking girls out
>We just stay as friends for awhile
School year ends
>play LoL and chat with her over the summer
>hang out with her and her friends sometimes
>one is an art roastie and the other is just some rave whore
>they disgust me but I become friendly with them
>ALERT GOES OFF
>if these are her friends then she might have partake in their degenerate actions
>tell myself that she is diffferent just cuz off her awkardness
>she is always online playing LoL so she doesnt really go out
Junior year starts
>I make some friends in gym class and start sitting with them
>her friends have the same lunch this time
>she still comes to my group to chat with me and I walk her to her class after lunch
>her friends bring guys friends to their group
>start to get jealous since its obvious there are 2 that want her
>one is a mallet skelly
>no threat
>other is the typical nerdy cute boy
>panic mode
>start to think of how to get her before he does
a few weeks pass
>nerdy dude, lets call me steve
>steve gets a gf
>thankgod
>the school has this dance where the girl asks the guy
>qt comes up to me and ask me to the dance
>ohshit
>i say yes
>Im going make it
>or i thought I was
TBC

I did bud, her life is spiraling out of control her body is so fucked up she will die if she has a kid and could die from getting the common flu

Shit. I'm sorry dude. I know in part it's really vindicating with all the terribly manipulative bullshit that happened later but it's a really bitter sweet victory isn't it? She ended up being or at least becoming a real piece of shit but it doesn't erase the memory of that shy young girl before all the bad or the feel of being in love for the first time does it? It doesn't heal the wounds of feeling like the person you thought you knew and wanted so desperately to believe in died along with your faith in them. You just can't save someone from themselves though. You shouldn't feel foolish though. You did more good than anyone could expect and even though cutting ties really is the best move and reconnecting wouldn't help anyone the fact she still tries to keep in touch means in her own twisted way she really did care and you propably did make her really happy.
If time is another truely another dimension which we only precive ourselves passing through then somewhere out there locked away in the past lost to time there's the still the frozen echo of that 14 year old girl that loved you too and nothing, not even she herself, can ever destroy that.

She didn't break you, she made you stronger.

On a related note, When I began therapy, and I asked the counsellor about sociopaths and psychopaths. She basically told me that oftentimes the bad ones have far more pressing medical concerns than simply the disorder. All sorts of health problems, I never really knew what she meant.

But you've kinda illuminated it for me. It's because they run themselves into the fucking ground.

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>qt starts to sit with my group more and more to chat with me
>Start walking her home since she leaves close before I leave for home
>however, she is always chatting with Steve before I meet up with her to walk her home
>Steve's got a gf
>no worries
>dance is coming up
>Cant wait
>anxious since it is the first time i went out with a girl like that
>monday before the dance
>IT FUCKING GETS CANCELLED
>shit
>she tells me it sucks about the dance
>she says she still wants to go out with me
>we start holding hands when we walk with each other and all the cute shit
>eventually kiss
>something is off tho
>she only gets touchy and shows affection when we are at lunch
>whatever
>all of sudden she starts getting cold to me
>she starts hanging out at her old group again at lunch
>she leaves before I can walk her to class
>asks her whats up with her the next day
>says she is going through trouble since her abusive uncle starting leaving with them
>says she needs to get stuff at home sort out before she can think about a relationship
>tell its fine and to sort her home situation out
2 weeks pass
>walk into lunch room
>see qt
>see steve approach qt
>wait
>where is steve's gf
>steve wraps his arms around qt and they kiss
>excuse me wut
>confront qt after school
>steve left early or some shit so it was just us
>she tells me to txt her later she had to go
>i message her later
>ask her how whats going on with her and steve
>she says how she liked steve for awhile and wanted to be with him
>they kinda went out for a week or 2 but he left her for another girl
>she says she got pissed and want to try to make him jealous
>so she asked me to the dance and acted all lovely dovey to get steve's attention
>I asked her about her uncle
>she lied
>what the actual fuck
>tell her why she strung me along like these and why she lied like that
>she claims muh meme autism
>I think im going to kill this bitch tomorrow
>went and lifted and calmed down
last part is next

hurry i am a wagecuck and have to sleep so i can wake up for work tomorrow

you dont play chadball, do you? because youre a fucking rebound my guy

>last part is next

I want more! I am loving this story,

>see her with steve for the rest of the year all happy
>it gets spread to my group what went down
>not really good friends so they laughed at me
>leave group out of shame
>back to being alone at lunch
>get sick
>out of commission for a month
>went from 185 to 150
>ready to end my life
>she messages me how im feeling
>message im fine
>we chat and she says if she can ask me something
>wut
>she tells me steve doesnt mind if she fucks me on the side
>she says that she always thought i was cute but didnt want a relationship
>wtf
>I tell her no
>she keeps asking me to say yes
>I still tell her no
>radio silence until I get back to school
>one my former friends comes to me in the locker and asks if i like what i see
>pointing at the other guys changing
>i say no wtf
>turns out this bitch told my old group of friends that i had a threesome with her and steve and that i took it up the ass
>so much fucking angry
>it gets spread around
>I just try to hide for the rest of my Hs days
>too much of a beta to fight back
>fuck this
>dont talk to anyone
>get asked about the threesome just ignore them say nothing and walk away
>stop caring
I dont know what happen to her after graduation but im a 20 now and still get pissed about it when i remember it. I like to end this by saying
Dont trust any holes you meet online and
FUCK YOU ELIZABETH YOU FUCKING BITCH I HOPE YOU GET CANCER

>tfw i was graduating high school when you were born.

fuck i hate getting old

elizabeth is a roastie thot who needs to be deported

looking back on this now, I realize that i was being a little bitch but it was the first time I got done dirty by someone. I didnt know how to react. the bullying wasnt bad tho since most didnt fuck with me cuz i was told i looked "tough". However i still got looks from people that heard about it and it still hurt. Fuck you elizabeth fuck you to hell

Did this take place in Florida?

thread closed everyone you can all go home

>starts off story with "be me"
>ebin jokes with .jpg at the end of them
>asks for more (You)s by saying if he should continue the story
>muh sad story ;_;
>thinks that an accidental pregnancy is the happiest thing that could happen to anyone
fucking boring