Express your anger and frustrations with the world and other human beings here.
I wish I could be an unfeeling machine or consciousness. I wish I didn't have a desire to be accepted by others. Sometimes I wish pain upon them. I want them to feel the same pain as me. The more successful the person, the better. I want them to know loneliness and fear. To feel inadequate in every aspect of their being. I want them to know what it's like to be a human dreg cast aside into the drain pipe of society. Fuck them. Fuck them all.
Have you listened to space metal? It is the ultimate misantrhope genre its very kvlt also im trying to block out the sun with trees thx youtube.com/watch?v=aXh7gZFM9Q4
Same. I wish I could wake up tomorrow and everyone else was just gone. no offense of course, you're cool.
Leo Wood
All I've ever wanted was to be worthy of being with another person. But i'm just a piece of shit. So if I can't be happy, I'll take pleasure out of bringing them pain and making their lives as miserable as humanly possible.
>no offense, you're cool I had a friend once that I told that, my wanting to wander alone the world and that I like alcohol more than people (started drinking in response to not hanging out). This caused the abnormal psychology in him to say he felt the same, and we would hang out more often, this guy I did research on to befriend. Eventually his behavior worsened and I'm better off without such dramatic people that you can't really trust, long story short.
Don't be naive, if you can't stand people that should include sociopaths even more so.
I hope you can find a positive outlook on life OP. If you do, you will find that the world can be a very friendly place with people excited to help you and rely on you!
Fuck them for being happy while I suffer on a daily basis inside my head and in the shitty life I live everyday. Fuck them. I hope they get fucking nuked. The rotten parasites are laughing, eating, fucking, marrying, and mocking me. I hate them. I hate them.
I just don't know what to do with myself anymore. I don't know how to be okay with it. I can't cope with living my goddamned life without being inside my head 24/7. I hate myself more than I thought possible and I hate others for not understanding or helping.
I know it's a self help sort of gimmick, but try to actively cancel out those destructive thoughts when they enter your head. Distract yourself by observing your surroundings and looking at what other people are doing and you will be more immersed in the world rather than your own mind. Food for thought!
I'm just never going to be good enough. I'm never going to be okay with myself. Because of that, things are never going to get better. And of course, nobody is going to fucking get that. I'm just so fucking angry that I have to keep it bottled up. I don't know what to do with it. I just want to die I hate myself so badly. But I don't want to die for nothing. I feel a virulent sense of indignation. Things shouldn't have been this way. I want to know who or what caused it but I can't. So the world and myself are. I want to do something. I want vengeance. I'm on the edge of my seat here.
Grass isn't greener on the other side OP. When you've been like this for a while you tend to become more self destructive because of anhedonia.
one more thing: you can never get rid of your emotions or basic desires, but you can dull them down over time.
Joseph Cooper
"Misanthropic music" is kind of ironic I think
Ethan Gutierrez
I know how you mean when you say you have to keep it bottled up. I feel like there is a rage inside me so strong that if I yelled the whole world would feel the shake, but know that nobody would even hear the tail end of it, and that adds to the fury.
I'm very okay with myself and how I am, but what tears my guts out is that nobody else is, everything I do, nobody really and truly accepts it or wants anything to do with me. People get bored with me, people think I'm boring. I obviously have my problems but nobody is perfect.
I strive so heavily for romantic acceptance, I don't even give a fuck about friends, I just want ONE person to want me. I believe almost nobody has even the will power to be faithful. I feel like if I don't kill somebody I will maim myself, but more likely end up in a mental facility.
In what manner? Most of what i listen is meant to be very difficult if not painful to listen to. I think it was made more of as a venting rather than somebody wanting someone else to hear it. Sort of like a scream so harsh that one hopes another hears it but knows most people can't handle it. Idk.
Gavin Green
I'm sick of normie scum demonizing my hobby (despite the fact there is a legitimate college major about it) and assuming the worst out of me for enjoying it just because of a few jackasses using it as an excuse. It's one of the few things keeping me sane in this fucked up world and it completely enrages me that people think it's unacceptable that I enjoy it despite the fact that it hurts literally nobody. I'm sick of watching people get away with shit I have been and would be crucified for, sometimes right in front of my eyes. Many times what they do is worse than anything I've ever done and they get off completely scott free. I'm sick of others thinking these people are angels while suspecting me of everything wrong. And most of all, I'm sick of everyone telling me to my face that "things aren't so bad" in this Best of All Possible Worlds.
Brody Martin
What's your hobby, user? What things do you see others do that is so reviling to you?
I had a shitty abusive childhood and experienced a lot of the worst shit humanity had to offer at a very young age. Today, I am a functional adult who owns a condo and has a car and a job. I go to work, I run errands, I drink, I take psychedelics, I make a little art, I survive. It took me a long time to get to this point, and it's unreal to me to not be poor anymore, but I'm still unhappy.
I do hate people. I mostly hate them because they're insulated - they've never been exposed to the circumstances that precipitates real empathy or appreciation for who or what they have. American society is so fucked up, there's only the haves and the have-nots, and almost nobody in between. I had to suffer through multiple years of 50+ hour work weeks while going to school at night to eventually claw myself up to the point where I'm in the black because I had nobody that cared about me or wanted to help me.
And we worship the rich in this country. We idolize them, we want to be them. But most of them are pieces of shit. Rich kids that never took a real risk, suffered, or even experienced the sensation of ACTUALLY being hungry. They've "earned" it, though, by coming out of the correct vagina. Of course.
As fucked as my life has been, I was still lucky enough to be born in the right place and time in order to build a decent life out of nothing. And it still fucking sucked! Now think about how it is for kids that aren't in the richest country in the world, with so many opportunities. The world is just shit for 99% of people, and we're all shitty to each other.
Brayden Edwards
Maybe it's just my experience with misanthropy but I hate music, it's all filled with human feelings that remind me I detest myself.
Nathaniel Wilson
I enjoy learning history. Not the selective kind that extremists use to justify their propaganda for the constant political warfare nowadays, the actual kind. I also enjoy collecting old things, particularly militaria (and before you or anyone asks I focus opn the western allies, not any "deviant" states like Nazi Germany). I remember 4 years ago it was just weird at most, and you could just gloss over it by saying you like history as matter of factly as if you enjoyed landscape painting. Nowadays people jump straight to assuming you're a Nazi or some other * wing extremist as soon as the "hist..." part comes out of your mouth.
As for things I've seen people get away with, people seem to think I'm a money grubbing slimeball for some reason despite the fact I've always gone far out of my way to act with integrity. I mean there's a reason why I left industry: because I was disgusted at those practices. I work in a research group so it completely boils my blood when colleagues openly brag about stealing or accessing data they don't have access to and how much money they can make from "collaborating" with industry, sometimes even telling me they're OK with doing a sloppy, substandard job so long as it's good enough to get a reward they can cut and run with. Many of these people don't even know enough to pass an introductory statistics course yet they conceal the fact they don't know anything and fuck up everyone else's work. A stunt someone pulled related to that sheer incompetence cost 18 months of work and several tens of thousands of dollars. Meanwhile I actually go out of my way to do the right thing and I get fucking nothing. Every little mistake I make is magnified, while careless work that costs months of work and significant proportions of multiple grants is excused.
Christopher Garcia
To combine the two, 6 months ago at my old job someone submitted an "anonymous tip" to the feds on me because of my historical interest and because I cried at work after being shat on near constantly. Somehow liking old bits of metal, wood, canvas, and cloth makes me worse than people who ran a fucking healthcare company based on "it's easier to beg for forgiveness than to ask for permission" and openly said so at full company meetings, or a CEO who openly said he couldn't wait for AI so "we can finally replace women's intelligence with actual intelligence".
I agree. I had the misfortune of working in a shitty startup with the exact kind of rich degenerates you describe. They live in a world where there are seemingly no consequences for anything (because someone else, not you will pay, and fuck that someone else). It really opened my eyes. If I ever get that rich I will never join them.
Christopher White
I fucking hate my bf's friends and hope they fucking die. Fuck them for flirting with him and fuck me for being a stupid fucking robot. I was totally fine being alone but this stupid bitch ass faggot wants me to be friends with his annoying loud female friends who obsess over stupid shit and then when I don;t like them I'M THE BAD GUY. Sorry I don't fucking have any charisma and I actually think before I open my mouth and don't sit and spit stupid shit to get orbiters.
Reminder that the feds are lurking in venting threads on Jow Forums, specifically on Jow Forums and Jow Forums. It's no coincidence that in nearly every thread there's some "user" encouraging others to commit violent acts.
David Hughes
Fuck japan, fuckin' yellow monkeys!!!
Ryan Moore
I just cut the tag off a matress, g-man, drink my cum
