/drugfeel/

Yes, but you have to just try to move your mental energy into something worth analyzing

When I swallow it burns the whole way down. I guess that's why there are so many sugary drinks to mask the taste. I usually down vodka to get the effects anyway. I'm not drinking straight up sugar.

wow your post made me feel like a moron cause i could be having fun drinking but i forget about mixing
which is literally just there to help with the nastiness

i just lose too much shit when im drunk

Ya, you can get that effect but you need to dose the CBD to about 7x the THC or else the THC will just outpace the CBD.
You probably shouldn't drink that fruity coca cola shit anyway. I had trouble getting down 95% alcohol the other day. It was awful but the effects come on fast enough and you're damaging your body, but still minimizing the damage. Alcohol converts to ethanol which is metabolized as sugar more or less.

I also avoid alcohol because it makes me see how pissed at myself I really am. I don't need that noise

youtube.com/watch?v=WbgsWLMGHas
best DXM trip i've had was with this album

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dude this is pretty fucking rad, made me wanna smoke a cig tho fuck u

Do you ever feel like "wow this surely was created to be enjoyed when high!" when you're high

yeah, i can only listen to Captain Beefheart while high
youtube.com/watch?v=LpHgG4jILa0
this for example sounds like a jumbled while sober, but on LSD its the greatest thing ever

Can't take my depression meds and trip at the same time. Having to stop my depression meds in order to trip. Getting withdrawals.

Life is suffering.

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My 4-aco-dmt came today.

Package says it is 105 mg but i had ordered 20 mg or so i thought. Can someone eyeball the size for me? Dont really want to buy a scale right now.

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I'm OP from here

boards.Jow Forums.org/r9k/thread/49062430

>did 4-5 lines of amph
>tried going to the club
>almost enter then suddenly social anxiety kicks in
>go back home
>coke is clearly the superior drug

Now going to chill here for a while then take some diazepam and call it a night

can someone start a /soberfeel/ thread?
i just realized that im taking a break from drugs and hanging out in a drug thread probably wont be good for that

Nevermind, just checked and I did buy 100 mg. I'll look around for a scale and order it for sunday shipping.

im back, not as high as i wanted to get desu.

smoke the fuck up my g
or can u not?

can't smoke at home, can't make my mommy and daddy mad. but i can vape.

like a g-pen or a juul? cause i know you aren't getting hype off getting nic'd

I got an offer to buy 1mg pills of alprazolam for 10 euros each. Anyone from eastern eu that buys pills, is this too expensive?

weed vape cartridges. i get them at the dispensary.

the edibles are starting to hit me a bit harder now.

my dude
thats real as fuck i like that shit
pass er here

I bought some ritalin and I only took 1 and it did nothing to me. Its about 30mg. I was expecting like a mild coke high but it was nothing of the sort, didnt feel a thing really. Should I be taking multiple or what?

Fuck drugs but Space Cadet is the best song oat

Probably about 80mg dexedrine deep. Keeping this one man party going all night.

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so does no one wanna start a sober thread? are there really no anons here who wanna start some kinda virtual AA bullshit

nah gardenia is incredible but every song on there is fucking golden, even the end one

wait, nope, just counted: 110mg. Fug it.

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thats gay user. but maybe you could start something like that on Jow Forums

Every song is godmode on that album.

But Whitewater holds a special place in my heart.
>that last part that just goes on and on

wtf nigger just smoke weed like a normal fucking person. don't over think it like a 14 y/o. You just have absolute zero tolerance

look dude, i wanna agree cause
>wtf nigger just smoke weed
is hilarious
but you're a huge faggot and sound like a 14 year old for not being able to understand that anons problem

I am hitting the vein at a 20-25 degree angle. How the FUCK am I not registering? This is fucking bullshit. I want smash this fucking syringe with a hammer.

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Be careful man, I once did a quarter gram of dexies and stole my roomates panties and jerked off for two days. Try to clean shit and remain as productive as possible, stay strong.

Also, I'm out of pot and whiskey and I don't feel like taking my dexies today so I'm running on coca cola and cigarettes.

What are you shooting? I've never IV'd but I thought about switching to IV smack when I was snorting/poppin a lot of morphine/codeine/oxy. also I'm by the way

>ego-death inducing shit
>like thc
Is this some kind of a joke Im not getting?

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How do you do it.
I wish I could shoot up but I can't physically put the needle in me.

heroin desuu

I binge to try to get writing done but the stimfap is the bane of my fucking existence.

Very nice choice user, smoking heroin is the most euphoric i've ever felt on any opiates and probably any drug ever.
I'm prescribed them and I usually just take them for lectures and shit but, binges, stimfap, w/ a lil bitta D U D Eweed? man I just get disgusting. I want to do horrible things to my roomate.

yesterday the plug said he could meet me today but he hasnt replied since then n didnt come thru feels fucking bad

Is it true that if you take DMT you see cute little elves? That sounds really fun and neat.

LOONY user
You asked in the other thread why I did opiate in particular and I'll try to explain;
I'm a pretty lonely guy. I'm an "artist" type; I play seven instruments frequently, I always daydream and I try to paint or write out my fantasyland. Almost no can put up with my retarded ideas and tangents so I have almost no one in my life. I've been diagnosed by (((professionals))) with ADHD, bi-polar, panic disorder and GAD. I almost never leave my residence, I have no friends and I used to have average three panic attacks daily (it's a bit better now). Never had a girlfriend, never kissed a girl, blah blah blah so sad and all of that; left me feeling rejected.
When I took opiates though, I felt loved. It gave me the sensation of recieving affection. Like getting tucked into bed or having a girl who cares about you say "I love you." It was actually very similar to an orgasm physically to me; the loss of weight and sensation, the feeling of absolute content and the escaping from anything emotionally less rewarding. Whenever I took opiates I would always try to take the most that wouldn't kill me. So, with no tolerance or after a break I'd either snort a 30mg of morphine, CWE then drink 200mg+ of codeine or just straight up pop a 40mg of oxy (my favourite). Anything less and I'd just end up feeling tired. But at those doses my eyes were pinpoint, I'd usually puke and it was like floating on clouds of bliss and euphoria. Best drugclass for sheer euphoria in my opinion. Opiates are the love I've never deserved.
For reference, I'm all of these:

Do you guys think im being retarded about this? I have a rx for clonazepam 1mg x 10 pills / month. but in order to keep seeing the psychiatrist and keep the prescription he is making me see a therapist once a month. Thats a $25 copay to waste an hour of my life talking to some retard about shit I dont care about just to keep refilling my prescription. so it would come out to like $27 for 10mg clonazepam or $2.70/mg which usually sells for $1 per mg on the street from what I recall. Only I dont know anybody who sells kpins and this is a completely legal way to get my favorite benzo. I rarely take them so I dont really care its only 10mg a month. I have like 30mg rn because I havent taken any recently, but its always good to stockpile and have on hand I think. Are there any rc substitutes for clonazepam? Kind of hard to tell when everybody who does rc benzos is taking retarded amounts and blacking out on them.

>lsd peak is amazing, literally best I have ever felt
>lsd comedown makes me feel like a zombie
How do I prevent this my fellow robots? Hardmode: no weed

I prefer yawning man, but I like kyuss's cover of catamaran wayyy better.

holy fuck man, you have no clue how much i love that song

Yawning Man's Catamaran was really good in their demo tape, the one from their newest album sucks

I wish they made a higher quality version of Bet I'll Six

Thanks for following up, i get where you're coming from it makes sense, my only question is why not go to psychedelics? I was extremely anxious and depressed before I started using anything and I feel like LSD and DMT specifically helped me understand my issues and overcome them for the most part. But I do understand if you've had bad experiences or are afraid if it would not mix well with your mental state. Just curious.

What did you tell your doctor to get kpins? I'm not proud but I've swiped some from my dad, and I think it's time I get my own.

It's just so beautiful.
Is it the one that's on YouTube in really bad sound quality? If so, I think it's ok, but kyuss did it better. Kyuss's cover had a different feeling to it, though. kind of hard to describe.

>tfw the earth acid cleanses me, cleanses me clean
Space cadet is so good

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lets be real everyone, welcome to sky valley jams way the fuck out the whole way through

You acknowledge that you will get over it fast, especially when you get a rush after injection

I just ate about 150mg of mdma 20 mins ago, its been so long

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Just chugged a whole bottle of Robocough first time on dxm. What can I expect and does the down hit all of a sudden or is it a build up?

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I actually did do LSD May 25th 2017, I stopped having panic attacks for around 10 months but they've starting coming back. I quit opiates for a while too but I just recently started back at the CWE shit with OTC codeine pills because I'm currently torn up about a girl who I'm very into and whom I relate to a lot. She used to be a cokehead (I've never even seen coke but we're both druggies), beautiful blue eyes and she seems to be really thoughtful. She's an "artist" type just like me, kinda quiet and pretty racist (like me lol). But she has a boyfriend who doesn't seem to care about her. They're "broken up" right now but she still has his fucking picture as her facebook cover. They still talk. It's uhhhhhhhh
upsetting.
I'm a supreme-gentlemen-tier beta and I've cried multiple times scrolling through her timeline, listening to Pet Sounds and wishing I could have her feel the same way about me. Wanting to know how I'm doing and wanting to live a better life with me.
I think I need to do some kind of psych again, it was a really introspective day. It helped a lot and I didn't have girls on my mind for almost a year. It also helped me a lot creatively.
i need dmt

Maybe one of you guys can help me.

What would be the best way to start a video game play through video that isn't:

HEY GUYS ITS YA BOY ______!
TODAY WERE GONNA BE PLAYING ____!
etc. etc.

Any epiphanies?

>do heroin
>end up feeling lonelier
does anyone else get this from opiates?

what is ket like

Nice rolls user, if I roll digits it'll be the best roll of your life

fuck yeah dude

the whole album is a trip

Yuck how do you guys do Robocough this taste like shit.

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start it off with some deep self reflective shit, that doesn't even match the tone of the thumbnail or title, then right before you come to some kind of brilliant realization you actually just say "but its ya boy here with fartnut" fuckin whatever

I don't.
The one time I did though, I got pins and needles from my head to feet and I threw up foam for an hour before having a four hour long motion sickness trip. My vision was like a strobe light.

How much did you take? I just drank a whole bottle so 450mg. I don't think I'm ever doing this ever again. Shit taste and my stomach feels weird.

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yeah i used to get sentimental and cry

strange vibrations from your picture friendo, does that girl have retard disease?

No they were just making disgusted faces hence my post.

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literal bitch niggers

robocough is smooth and the aftertaste is way overblown, high is comfy and euphoric as fuck

I went through a painfully similar experience, all the way down to the same Beach Boys record, I may be out of line assuming your scenario or telling you what my "solution" was, but if you'd like to share your discord or something I'd be happy to talk with you if you want. I've had to move during this whole ordeal and I'm currently just waiting to start work so I've got nothing to do other than shitpost these days.
And you should try DMT, though it's not always pleasent or for everybody, but I think anybody interested in it needs to try it.

after taste is nasty. I rather do pill next time.

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idk man the girl on the right was giving that stank eye like she wants me to nail that pussy

I'm in love with that girl on the left.

I wish I had some molly. I haven't had any in so long and I miss it more than anything.

You got a tenth which is a 100 mgs if it's pure. Trust me I weigh powders just like that for a living

It's amazing, my first time I had no clue what to expect, handed someone the tray after about 15 minutes and had to follow my arm back to my torso before I understood it was my arm. And then while driving all of my focus started shifting to each of my mirrors, like when I looked in my rearview I forgot which direction the car was moving and tried to line up with the lines on the road during bends on the street.

Very they sell for 2 pounds

She is pretty cute. Looks like an otter.

Nah man

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Yes I took 11 before and had a fucking blast

I've never actually used discord before and don't really know much about it. I'm sorry to hear you went through something like this man, it's not fun. I feel like I idealize relationships too much but I really think I could find a girl who'd love me the way I love my passions. Good to see that you have class taste in music though. Any advice would be helpful since I'm probably an autist and I
have no idea how to express myself to her or any girls. I can only comfortable chat up girls while drunk, baked speeding or nodding off and even then I'm too beta to ask them to smash or go out more.

Build up is a bit uncomfy for an hour, then it's smooth sailing and feeling great from there

I'm 30mins in and feel nothing. Hopefully when an hour hits it's nice.

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Thanks user, if I end up going through with this, you'll have a special place in my heart.

What's her name?

originaliosoosdifadfjalsdkfjasldkjfadsfs

Nagi orignailal

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one tablespoon at a time, wash it down with sprite or fanta, then brush my teeth

Unfortunately I haven't grown much from the 2012 /mu/ core chart, being that I typically only go from Swans to Death Grips and then a bunch of smaller random folk, psych and prog groups. Not horribly original sadly.
And as for my advice on that situation, I simply tried to devalue everything in my life. I gave up on wanting to feel loved, I threw out all my belongings and became homeless, I figured that since one can't be happy in a relationship until they can be happy with themselves first. So from there I wanted to learn how to be happy by myself without anything else, no media, no luxuries, and no family. And somehow it worked. I came out of it knowing how I wanted to live and I followed it, you heard about what followed that, but as horrible as it almost turned out to be, I wouldn't have changed it. I'll also add that after I started this self experiment, the girl I was so caught up on 3 years ago finally happened my way.
So you can take from that blog post what you want, but my main advice to you is to try and figure what makes you happy and what you don't need in your life and start trimming the fat from there. I hope you can find some sort of wisdom here user.

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Dont worry user, if it helps im fucking rolling out of my mind

Neat digits, happy rolling, methylenedioxymethamphetamine bowling

Thanks user. Here, I made this Christmas wallpaper of her for myself... since I wouldn't know who she was without you I figured I'd share. Sorry if you don't like it.

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Pretty cute thanks user. I think the dxm is hitting me now

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That's very good advice user. I've been wondering a lot recently about what I have that's of genuine value and I think your plan might actually help me find it. I would like to know who I am seperate to the context of what I ought to be.