What is the worst feeling in the world, r9k?

>le feelings
gayyyyy. can't have the good without the bad, by the way. if you were busier, you wouldn't worry so much about something so meaningless.

Lonliness or hopelessness

not being able to express yourself even if you were given the attention necessary to do so

which leads to

being ignored

The idea that there just infinite void.

having your skin peeled off with a cheese shredder

B_but i have the only thimg i want. Are you fooling arround user?

Tell me, please user, what do you have?

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There was an experience that greatly fucked me up, growing up. I must have been around 10.
At the end of every school year, my school had these kind of "awards"where they would recognize every student who had the better grades, who was best at some athletic competition, etc. to some ridiculous shit such as the one who came most in time, or even "social" awards where they would recognize kids the other kids liked.
So at the end of 3rd grade, I remember standing there in anticipation of how many awards I was going to take home with me to make my parents proud. One by one, I saw my classmated collecting these awards, while I stood there, hoping I could collect at least one of the bullshit ones. Then one guy, one skinny, nerdy dude who we used to bully got an award for being one of the most liked people in school, and everyone cheered on him.
I remember coming home, feeling like nothing I did mattered at all and that no one even acknowledged my dedication and effort throughout the year. Of course I cried, and sicne I realized that you are either born with it or you don't, and you're doomed to be a passing ghost everywhere you go and in everything you do.
I proved this right as I grew up, and I witnessed and suffered how it never matters how much effort you put into something, if you're like me, it will never happen. Not with getting a job you want, being the best at something, being one's best friend, or getting the girl you want.

Constant self criticism that causes you to review all of your past mistakes and feel them as if they just happened over and over again, to the point that it's causing you near physical to think about your past.

Tell me about heartbreak and unrequited love
How does one free oneself from these infernal afflictions

Knowing that the one person you have ever loved and cared for in life doesn't love you.

Sexual powerlessness.

realizing that you're not really that good at anything

When you recognize a small mistake in your past that had a massive effect on
The way your life turned out, yet you are powerless to even offer condolences. Im talking I could have had a loving wife to spoil and cherish right now.

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being forgotten and seeing other fags and niggers having fun

hanging out with your normie friends to do normie stuff, realising you can't have fun while everyone around you does. You then start wondering if something is wrong with you, this leads to a mental breakdown and anxiety forces you to leave after mumbling a quick excuse

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The dread that comes with the anticipation of having to work, for anything.

That one I'm currently experiencing, or probably close to it.
t. derealized and anxious robot

cluster headaches are medically defined as mos painful

Thinking you can change the future by waiting for it to happen.

A fun trick to do with the whole family it is.

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I have a possibly strange view of working for things. Some things I'm okay with working for. But there are other things where I feel like if I had to work to make it happen, that proves I didn't deserve it. It feels like I wasn't inherently good enough and had to artificially induce it, which makes it less authentic and less real. I'd always feel like I was compensating.

Prolonged acute anxiety. Like that feeling you get before you hit the ground when falling but it lasts or like a week.

>Only thing you want

lol you poor delusive creature
get over yourself. you love your parents, no?

stop sleeping after midinght

who were you even betrayed by lmfao fucking clown larper

you won't go insane without suicidal urges, you'll simply be *boring*. that's what you fea

this is p bad my dude.

greentext dont write paragrpahs motherfucker no one rad that shit lol

shut the fuck up see above

lift weights nigger

you dont get good at anything by wallowing online all day you filthy homo nigger

lol this is a classic case of retrospectively justifying laziness and emotional/personal shortcomings as a whole. easier to pin the failure of a cause on one turnover decisive battle etc instead of realising the game was rigged from the beginning. fuckign kys npc nigger

youve done nothin to make yourself worth being remembered for. fuck you cunt

you type like a neurotypical which is good new.s th bad news is that youre just a little bitch in reality and the defect is youre not getting a consummate share of validation within the interactions between your friends. youre not funny, youre not alpha etc. thats why youre mad. youre not special niggerpc

fuck you

Oh my, what a precocious 17 y/o you are, lad

cant prove me wro tho :^)

why do people like you even come here?

fuck off bot

nah don't worry, I respect your drive to tell the truth to deluded robots. You're a true gentleman.

knowing that no one will ever want you and you will never get love

>i criticise people for spouting vapid bullshit experienced by normies and subnormies alike
>b-but ur thnpc

lol ok

lol

Seeing everyone slowly lose interest in being friends with you after realizing how boring you actually are

having to fulfill your life with surrogate activities

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Having problems that no one respects, making it so you have to deny how much pain they cause you to everyone, even yourself, so you can never work through the issues because you don't even permit yourself to acknowledge your own feelings about them.

> can't have the good without the bad
that's empirically untrue for the most part. like why would you need sadness to feel happiness? it's not like when you feel happy it's defined solely in its contrast to sadness - it has a distinct absolute positive feeling. it's like saying you need to know what red looks like to see the colour green.

JUST
BEE
UR
SELF
You have been muted for 2 seconds, because your comment was not original.

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Giving love, attention, being friendly, being neutral. And in return, being called creepy, autistic, weird, and not receiving any appreciation back.

Thanks for cheering me up fagoot.

Spending time on 4his website on a fucking weekend.

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Being fuck ugly in a pretty family

Realising that you'll never have what you dream of, and knowing you'll probably kill yourself in the next few years because you can never achieve what you want to

Realising that white society as we know it is being dismantled and has been for decades, and there's pretty much nothing I can do about it.