Who else is /foreveralone here because of mental illness and not looks?

Who else is /foreveralone here because of mental illness and not looks?

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I have no mental illness.

I have decent looks.

But for some reason I am alone.

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Kind of. I think being a manlet is a bigger issue than being a weirdo for me, but if I was a normie I'd get tons of pussy anyways.

I take my meds but people still dont like me. I just met up w a big tiddie girl and we got along great I really enjoyed myself and our conversations but I suppose theres still something wrong w me cause like she had lit candles and wasnt wearing a bra so I knew she wanted it but she acted uncomfortable when I put my arm around her and now she told me to stop texting her haha turned into a vent but yeah mental illness is a bitch. I hope I get cured lol

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you're not alone because of "mental illness"

the cia wants you to commit suicide

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>brother used to get mistaken for my identical twin
>claps cheeks every week
>im an agoraphobe

yep
>be single child
>parents move to canada from europe when Im about 4 years old
>worst time possible because this is around the age you start getting socialised and speaking more, making friends
>from the age of four I have trouble communicating with people and never learn how to socialise with new people
>still dont know how to talking to anybody who isnt in my immediate social circle
>known as the mute guy everywhere I go whether its work, school, uni, or sports
>dont even communicate with other family besides my parents apart from my grandmother saying hi on facebook once in a while
>never had a girlfriend or even a female friend
>meanwhile I am 6 foot, above average looking, have a degree
>worst part is one of my best personality traits is my sense of humor but I am too much of a shuttin so I am always known as the quiet guy
im not sure what the specific name for this is but I clearly have some mental issue/havent developed mentally to be more social and the cause (me moving to canada at a young age) only recently clicked

i have decent looks but have pretty severe depression? idk i just feel really sick and absolutely no energy all the time.

Occams razor. Stop devising bizarre reasons why you're alone. Simplest explanation is youre ugly. There

It's both for me. I don't know how good looking I am (never had any women attest to it) but I am a skelly manlet. But yeah, I'd say the mental part holds me back a lot more. I just don't know how relationships work or how to function in one.

>be me 13 y/o
>best friend (girl) confess to me
>I'm too boring for normie girl, she will be disapointed with me, let's not confess back.
>fast forward to me 21 y/o in cs at french uni
>meet girl at party with my friend who is a chad
>girl literally throws herself at me, establishes physical contact and starts kissing me
>end up in her 9 square metters cuddling with her and then sleeping
>meet up with friends and girl the next day
>mind goes blank, when i face here, total storm in there, i can't even say hello to her
>she is so angry my chad "friend" fucks her, never see any of them any more, no more friends, no more parties, no more occasionnal real life insertions

>some months later, talk anonymously with other students via local application aimed at students
>girl feels "lonely"
>meet up at bar, end up in my flat somehow
>she is over me "no problem you're a virgin, i'll take care"
>mind goes blank again, can't move or think anymore
>she stops
>we chat for hours cuddling
>bring her back home where i learn her boyfriend isn't cause partying
>lol idc anymore
>meet once more
>end up in her bed
>cuddles, I don't try anything, sleep, bye bye
>never see her again

What the fuck am I ? I don't even think I have a disorder, though I should definitely see a professionnal.

And that's just the best a lot of autistic moves with interested girls.

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>tfw because of isolation i became mentally ill

I'm alone because of both. Oridgidj

Nope because I have a tulpa. Suck it, nerd.

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Seriously though basically yeah
But also because I'm boring and have given up on life
Haven't taken in anything new in a long time. There's nothing attractive about something so stagnant and empty.
Can't talk to people without having dissociative episodes and getting incoherent. When I am coherent, what I'm saying doesn't mean anything anyway. And that's before the moodiness and my own prejudices.

Me. 6'4" and two hot girls asked me out in highschool but I dont understand what women are and how to talk to them. The first on e got mad and bullied which either caused or worsened my mental illness

That's the funiddsted thing I've heard today

>keep telling myself that I will work on loving myself before pursuing a gf
>deep down I know I will never love myself
anyone else know this feel?

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Mentalcel I think it's called.

You seem to have some kind of luck with girl so keep trying . Or you could give up on 3DPD and enjoy the beauty and perfection that are 2D girl .

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>be schizo
>pick up girls just fine
>but am NEET who can't take care of myself and definitely can't take care of anyone else
lately i've been getting chubby because i don't care anymore. i want to be fat so i become repulsive and kill myself out of disgust.

Or i could give up on real life, give myself to video games, books and CS, and if I happened to have any new occasion try not to fuck it up by being retarded. Though I know retardation will hit one way or another when I put my guard down.

Yes, I don't want a girl till I deserve one but I'll never get myself to the point of deserving one without the happiness from having a girl.

I'm on track for this feel