Life is shit but what keeps you going Jow Forums?

I was on that same boat for an entire year, but then I started watching anime and now both things keep me going. A lot of modern anime is made to be relatable to people like us, so you should give it a try.

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I can't get into most anime. The ones I do like are are for normies and plebs (Studio Ghibli Films, Cowboy Bebop (I don't like Neon Genesis Evangelion)). I don't think being way into anime is for me.

Only video games and my very best friend. Anything else is fucking garbage not worth the pain. But still, few people won't let me die.

once a week i let this old dude suck my girldick for $200 and i use the money to buy weed. that is what keeps me going. the weed

not much, planning on dying soon

nyannyancosplay is medicine for my soul

well not anime because i'm straight, laying in bed clothed wanting to cuddle with a *clothed* girl

that's why mass murder exists i suppose

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(You)'re alright with me user.

I am fueled by masoxhisn and mental illness

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I just hope that if I hold on long enough it will all eventually mean something.

I'm lucky enough that I enjoy my own company. I work a job that I can tolerate because it pays well enough, just so I can pack up every Friday and head to my cabin in the woods with my dogs for the weekend. Where I read, hunt, cook and just enjoy myself. Its great at this time of the year because there aren't even very many walkers about. So I am truly on my own.

Vidaya and waifu

Weed and knowing how much it'd hurt my mom and dad if I killed myself, once they're gone I'm out.

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Holding out for highquality VR and getting rich off crypto, if I get kicked out of my neetcave I think I'll visit Vietnam since my granddad fought there

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Being too much of a pussy to kill myself. And anime. That's about it.

It used to be online roleplaying, then Jow Forums, now it's vidya mostly

>Disco
Hey, another disco-user.

Pretending to be loved

scratch that, probably dying tonight

how much it would hurt everyone close to me but mostly because it would ruin my little sister's life and I know I couldn't do it just thinking about how sad she would be

good luck user, fingers crossed for you

can't really get a gun here
i'm too retarded to pull off hanging myself

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thanks friend, hopefully I can beat survival instinct this time around

I hope you'll succeed. Instinct is a bitch, I had one suicide attempt and still remember what happened to my mind then.
Good luck, really, beating this is the bravest thing we can do.

knock up sister
become babby
you and her together happy

well the method I have is basically irreversible as long as I don't get discovered, and I'm a social pariah so that shouldn't prove too difficult
voluntarily ingesting something you know will kill you or leave you vegetative is the tricky part

My little baby girl

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Cute cate. It looks sharp.

I'm making a VN by myself and I won't kill myself until I finish it

I just can't leave this world without at least attempting to leave a piece of me

would pet until she scratches my hand

first comment best as always

My parents but I want my waifu to just take me away when I fall asleep

My passionate hatred for women keeps me going every single day.

delusional hope and daydreaming

Tbh the basic things like eating and drinking, masturbating and sleeping.. whatever makes me feel good for at least a short time.

I used to compose music but I have abandoned that for good.

You and me both. We are unlike most men because we have felt the permanent sting of female nature.

Because a lot of people rely on me.
Not only for monetary reasons, mostly as an role model, someone to be, grew up in a poor family in a town, as one of the few males on a matriarchy (saying this in a good sense) i mostly had sisters and female cousins, when i was about 13 years old a new era of cousins, mostly males, came to our family. I was one of the few that grew up with them, always being that "example" of a rolemodel, since i used to be obedient, studied a lot, respect women (again, i was raised by a mother, aunts and grandma) and just a nice person overall.

I managed to finish high school with good enough grades that let me get to medschool and graduated there, now being a Physician i am even more respected, this was something i honestly never realised until people kept telling me how they liked their appointments with me, kept asking me for new ones and recommending other people to come and see me. Coworkers did the same thing and the higher ups in the hospitals were always happy with me. This filled me with bliss

Thought i had everything worked out for me but alas fate decided to fuck me over.
One of my cousins committed suicide a year ago, it blew my family apart, i was heartbroken, he was the oldest of 3 and they lost her mother to cancer recently too. The other 2 only ever talked to me when it happened, i always felt responsible since he did it one week after i left for personal reasons, he got in a fight with his stepmother and no one was there to talk to him or calm him down, something i always did when i was there.

Fate also gave me Retinal detachment because of degenerative myopia, had to quit and had 3 surgeries, apparently i permanently lost some eyesight and i can't specialize in surgery-based medicine.

Im afraid to get a job right now because i still need more surgeries, money is running out and if something happened to me, god knows what will happen to my family. Even if im not strong enough, i have to be, for the sake of them.

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The loving my mountain monkeys gave me in Spain.
Oooh lala.

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