When did you give up on pursuing sex?m

never really wanted sex just a relationship... it's actually amazingly easy to get sex but insanely difficult to get a relationship. it's really depressing.

Gave up when I was 13 my good man

You sound like a woman, Satan.

true, but I am not, and this is my problem. if it helps most women are very uninteresting.

a couple of years ago. I was in college and I saw people around me so desperate to get sex and then if they get it, so desperate to make sure enough people know about it. It was all just this big horrible game that nobody enjoyed playing but they all forced each other to play anyway. Jumping into that game wouldn't get me shit.
I don't want social credit and I don't want physical pleasure, I just want somebody to look at me and acknowledge me and accept me like I'm a human being. sex has nothing to do with that.

It doesn't. Leave this board.

After having experienced it some times and realizing I didnt like how it felt that much, what I mean by this is whatever pleasure I can derive from it feels subpar compared to other things I enjoy doing.
Having ED doesnt help either kek

Do this Organic orgasm

you lack self confidence or are ugly beyond repair, try going into a social setting like a house party or a club with fake id, its easier to pick up chicks with fake confidence or beer in your hand

i understand where youre coming from, i usually talk about my sexcapades just to sound interesting around other guys, but i also like to film or get photos from my encounters for the spank bank

sex isn't what you think it is when you're a virgin

Already tried what you suggested, so I guess I'm ugly beyond repair. Already suspected as such though.

>i usually talk about my sexcapades just to sound interesting around other guys
it's hilarious that you're doing that right now, indirectly.
man, you're a programmed machine.

You have failed as a human being

you can't pursue sex if vidya take all of your time

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At 21. I'm 24 years old now.

When I realized I am to nervous to get it up with real women

i havent. i see a timeline where i can get laid i just have to stay the course man

19, studying maths at uni, dedicating myself to it now, had nothing but heartache over women and now I'm realising they're not worth it. Maths is the only thing that won't leave me

When she died

Never had an interest in it to begin with.
The only thing i desire is to be left alone with my vidya.

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I met people who've had it, decided that's not what I wanna turn into.

at 19 when I was diagnosed with derealization

A year or so ago. 2018 was supposed to be the year i stopped thinking about it but it's been a year of crushing realizations anyway.

I'll bet all my money that the majority of replies are from faggots who never actually pursued sex and were just discouraged by a few crushes who didn't like them back.

i think i was 26 or 27, i'm 30 now

I think pretty much as soon as i had a good understanding what sex was. It was pretty obvious that i did not posess any of the physical or psychological features that would enable me to have sex for the forseeable future although i hoped maybe in college things would change but they didnt. Im still an unattractive shell of a human who has never actually pursued sex

since i realized i was impotent