Describe your current feelings with one image

It's this thread again. Feel free to talk about anything you keep inside yourself. Let it get out of your mind

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This is how i feel, about seeing you, always

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feelin cute, might delete later

I don't want to kill myself but I do want to die. Not even die, just fade from existence.

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Honestly really tired but I can't get off

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i love the way you pay attention to me and treat me like one of your own

Me in the middle

original brand

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I dunno what went wrong guys

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chillin w/ a cup of joe

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not the beautiful elf part but just the other parts

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This feel is eternal.

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I'm so fucking depressed and just want to give up but also happy and optimistic at the same time.

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It's cold but the right amount of cold.

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I think there's something wrong with me, like I've been fighting this cold for three weeks and last night a boil of blood formed in my armpit and now there's this little lump underneath my right nipple that's been getting a little bigger everyday. Should I be worried

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Everything is temporary, sadness will hit harder in few days

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Today I might have hit a limit to my intelligence. Individually, we all want to believe we are smart, but I think I can be honest with myself and admit I am below average. At 32 year, it's a painful lesson to learn.

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>gym is closed
>it's all i have

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Pic related I me naturally

Sagiri is all I have

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HAS NO STYLE,
HAS NO GRACE,
HAS A FUNNY FACE

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It's becoming harder and harder to suppress my Jow Forumslack power levels

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I am here. Take of that what you will.

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Kinda tired of the loneliness and knowing it'll never go away

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too much garbage on this board, we need help.

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Life is how it is

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Feeling pretty comfy rn desu

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Feel like I'm ruining my life but hey it's no big deal

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I feel like I'm trying to escape work by doing a stupid YouTube show with my mates but I'm enjoying it and it's working.

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My smugness is a facade only I am aware of.

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>about to be dismissed from university for the third time and I don't give a shit really
>been sober for 3 days and I want to die
>drugs are the only thing that give me true joy. Vidya, anime, youtube, everything is boring unless I'm heavily sedated
>disappointment to everyone around me
>mother refuses to give up on me despite how much I hurt her and let her down
>constantly fantasize about suicide yet at the same time know that I'm a coward who probably wouldn't pull the trigger
>have a visceral hatred of myself
>want someone to care about me that's not obligated to
>at the same time don't want people to care about me because I'm a waste of their time
>at the same time think it's weak to want help and care so I think of myself as a weakling
>wish I could just be locked away in some mental institution and fed antis for the rest of my life
>posting on Jow Forums because some sliver of hope that someone will read all of this pointless shit and relate to it in any way and give me a (You) just so I can feel some sort of acknowledgement from a person who I know owes me nothing and has nothing to gain by caring for me for a fraction of a second
endblog.

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>that pic
>this feel
never post that again user. it hurts

Is the lump deep in the tissue or right at the surface? Is it tender or not? Is it regularly shaped? Does it have smooth edges? Can you move it around?
It's highly unlikely and I really don't think it's anything bad but as you might suspect the worst case is cancer. When in doubt go to a doctor. If you're a burger look for a walk in clinic if you don't have insurance

You actually deleted it
You fucking mad man

Also
Pic related

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>sagiri
>posts white cat

I'm getting mixed signals here

Still need to improve so much, along with having to deal with responsibility shit.. but for now I guess I'll start another anime

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>have feelings for my best friend for several years now.
>don't want to feel this cause it makes my friendship with her difficult and because she lives several states away.
>also she's already taken so am in a constant state of jealousy and self hate for being jealous
>remedy this and several other problems in my life with drugs and drinking
>just want to escape somewhere and live alone, start again and be a shut-in with a night-shift job

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This imagine will always be the one

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I feel like my system is shutting down

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have to spend money to get my car fixed, but i'm feeling good anyways.

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i-i'm not stupid.

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>being entirely fixated and emotionally dependent on one person
You're stronger than that user. I believe in you.

oh no I wouldn't say I am fixated or emotionally dependent on her, though it does irks me that I do have feelings for them but my personal problems are much more larger than my feelings toward her.

also I am self-aware enough to know where I stand and wouldn't want them to feel guilty or pity or be a burden at all and just dump my own personal feelings onto their lap like that.
and well I resigned myself to a life of a bachelor so I shouldn't be complaining anyways, I just want to vent.

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That is a face of ADHD

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Don't want to go to uni next year. I am NOT going to uni next year. Why the fuck should I go if it's only to please my parents. It's not worth going anyways. It's a years course for fucking optical dispensing. Fucking retail. Not doing that shit. Fuck.
Granted it's government subsidised and I would only have like 3 to 8k in debt. But it's not fucking worth having to pay that money back for fucking retail.
I need a fucking job before the start of Feb. 2.5 month left. I hope I get into something. Why am I such a lazy piece of shit. Fuck me. I hate myself. Leaving everything until the last minute.

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I want to have a good ol' nut, but I promised myself to wait until I buy my onahole during black friday.

Nobody cares. Nobody will ever care, no matter what I do. I don't deserve anyone good nor do they deserve to be with me.

Nobody cares. And if anyone tells they do, they just want to feel good about themselves, they don't actually care at all. They just want to be praised as 'good'.

Can't trust anyone. Can't tell anyone how I feel, because I don't trust them and they wouldn't care anyway.

Only things that keep me going are weeb stuff and a few movies/games. It's better than having absolutely nothing to live for, I suppose. But still... I can't see how I keep myself entertained for decades to come.

that isn't an image my guy.

I can't carry on like this, I'm so miserable it's almost a tangible, physical sensation. I gain joy out of nothing anymore. I'm torn between burning rage and terrible sadness. The only thing keeping the suicidal thoughts at bay is a movie I want to see coming out in 197 days, but besides that, I have nothing to live for. Every day I lose more life force and the will to carry on or do anything

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we're in this together but we're on our own

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just tired, bitter and alone

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Add in tired and lacking motivation and I've never had an image speak to me more in my life

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most of the time i just turn my sadness into anger, it's better to deal with it that way. this way, i'm angry in some way almost all the time but at least i dont feel terrible

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i cant fucking relate to people

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It's almost at this point now.

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