I'm so devoid of human connection that I'm considering going to the mall tomorrow, alone and no money on me, just so I can see and hear other humans.
Who /loser/ here
Your post makes me wish I could meet you at the mall tomorrow, just so you'd have someone to spend some time with. That's genuinely sad.
It's not a bad idea.
But fair warning-- if you're in a crappy state of mind, things will seem uglier than they really are, so be prepared to not enjoy seeing and hearing humans for a little bit.
But it gets better.
Find a walk or something do some exploration. Iv done this and found shit I didnt even know about even though iv lived in the same place my whole life
That reminds me of leaving the radio on for a dog. I guess we are just animals.
I'm exactly like you except for the fact that going into the mall is like being tortured in the most painful way possible
^attention whore and pathetic orbiters
>going into the mall is like being tortured in the most painful way possible
Why is that?
You mean you don't already do that?
Not even him but agree the mall is fucked
>kids screeching, running around, yelling
>groups of teenagers blocking paths and being shitheads
>people brush past, touching and crowding, no awareness of their space
>overly-friendly salespeople and crowded stores means shopping in-person is awkward
I hate the fucking mall I only go to eat A&W and go home
Done it before. During the evening, walk in, walk around every area both floors. Look at people, watch them. Think, feel disgusted with the human condition, then leave. Ain't spending money there unless the mall is the only place to get it. if you're a guy and you start feeling like a sad creep, also not dressed in trendy or professional clothing and walk past the same area twice, you will probably feel strange.
No sales people bother me when I've gone. Also those fag fuck boy modeling recruiters, after they talk to someone then I walk by, they look right past me.
This is precisely why I like to go to bars alone. If I was more organized I'd like text friends the day before hand to see if they want to hangout 'tomorrow' but by the time I think of it it's always too late and I'm too lonely.
Same, I've already been doing that, Currently desensitizing myself so I'm not too afraid of human interaction. Thinking of getting a hobby but I'm still scared of people looking at me.
>have to have human interaction to feel happy
lmaoing @ ur life so hard
I like your image alot.
Ive been talking to a couple people, but I just tried to alienate my few friends after a fight. Im talking to girls who probably dont love me back. Im alooone most of the week. FML
not OP, but it's just a weird feeling you sometimes get when you're super depressed, even though you know it's not going to help. Dress cute and do your hair though, otherwise you get looks.
consider it a blessing that people don't look at you and think "gullible" or "easy"
>dress cute and do your hair though
no thanks im not a mentally ill trap
My daughter has her driver's license and I still don't.
I was in a melee group for awhile and this kid made a post about visiting on vacation and wanting someone to hangout with
We got pizza and just talked, he was autistic
We hung out in the park and i told him functional advice for work