Tell me about your emotional/mental state, Jow Forums

I'm 6 feet away from going completly insane cuz the huge amounts of stress

i hate everyone around me, they fit in perfectly with everyone else and people like me suffer in the backround.

they will all soon pay, i don't deserve this, they don't deserve a life if they exist to make me suffer with their shitty little hierarchy.

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2 weeks until the place where i do my apprentice decide, if they want to keep me or not. I'm kinda afraid.

stay strong breh,

I still want snuggle

Can't get a girlfriend even though I'm decently attractive, charismatic and interesting. I go through periods where I swear off dating for awhile but I always come back to it. I keep thinking that by next year I'll have one yet it never comes. I shouldn't be complaining really, I'm smart attractive and I can talk to girls fine but I never notice girls wanting my attention or anything. It's like they have no interest in me, and by all logic I'm a great catch. I don't get it.

Snuggle me, you fucking faggots

me too lol but call it cuddling cuz moar cozy

you forgot to say please

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I think it'd break me to ask

I almost killed myself Thursday and Friday. I just didn't becuase I didn't think the fall would kill me.

Same as everyone else: can't get any matches on any dating site, waste hours trying, and no closer. I'm tall, good face, fit, big dick, and have a lot of hobbies.

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awww, just kidding its ok

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Me too user. I was praying for a brain aneurysm today. My birth was a mistake, anyway.

I don't get it. I don't get why people like us are indefinitely single, while all logic says we're a great catch. Part of me says it's like the hottest girl at the party being the loneliest but if that were the case I'd expect to at least notice some girls giving me the eyes.

>wanting to kill yourself because of tinder

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Think I'm just socially retarded, depressed, and fucked up. Girls can probably smell it.

It's way more than not getting matches, but that definitely adds to the desire.

Thank you for e-hugs. I think I'll be okay.

Generalized anxiety plus drug habit definitely isnt curing anything but helps in the meantime Im still keeping up with school but I cant imagine myself ever actually becoming successful. Hard to imagine what the coming years are gonna be like

I've been masturbating so much that I genuinely haven't gotten anything productive done these past few weeks. I have no one else to blame for this other than myself, therefore I fucking hate myself.

I picked the one thing I was good at(programming) to study in Uni because I had nothing I liked, and of course the fact that I dislike it caught up. Which wouldn't be as bad if it didn't consume all of my time.

Cmon dude, there's so much more to life than pussy. Like if you believe you should die I'm all for it, but that's a shitty reason.

What's stressing you out user?

>finally get first gf
>few days ago we move on to sex
>I am so nervous I can't get it hard
>the air is so heavy you can cut it with a knife from the other side of the room
she told me it's no big deal but I can't help but feel I screwed everything up and she won't look at me the same way any more

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shes thinking vividly about chad cock shes had before you. she thinks you are subpar and unsatisfactory and wishes you had a bigger cock and also that you would violently rape her

I feel alone, but fear making bonds with others

ikr, it's time to dump her

Shoulda ate her pussy

I've got a coffee date tomorrow with a girl from my anxiety therapy. She's a bit older than me and isn't exactly the prettiest girl in the world, but I'm happy when I get to see her and she seems happy when she's with me.

Feel like I have little purpose in life. My daily life consists of studying and escapism. I want some actual excitement for once, but I just don't really enjoy anything. If I could do anything, I wouldn't even know what to do.

based
How about a headrub?

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The guy I love abandoned me when I needed him most. He basically told me he doesn't care if I die anymore and I haven't seen him in 2 months. I have nightmares of him telling me to kill myself and I really want to do it to escape the misery. :(

Hope this shit is fake cause it hurts bad

Hope things get better for you bud

>be me a femanon
>raised in a sheltered childhood
>started watching anime religiously at 9 years old to pass time
>now 22 wears old and still watching anime and playing vidya like there is no tomorrow
>go to college not knowing what normal people do at my age
>I don't know anything else beside my cartoons
>never made a single friend ever
>always push guys away because I am clueless and don't know how to deal with men

Shrug

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Also griffith is objectively hot. If there was a guy like him irl I would try to beat my anxiety

In the last month I have
>been promoted
>lost 'work friend' over being promoted
>having new responsibilities/holidays all at once seems overwhelming
>close family member died

I'm stressed