I don't deserve to live like this

I don't deserve to live like this.

I don't know if there is a God or not, but I absolutely do believe in the supernatural, namely synchronicity. And if there is indeed a God, he obviously really hates me.

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I am a psychiatrist. I have been for 27 years. I'm completely worn out. Year after year, listening to patients who aren't satisfied with their lives, who want to have fun, who want me to help them with that - it wears you out, I can tell you. My life isn't exactly a lot of fun either. People demand so much. That's the conclusion I've drawn after all these years. They demand to be happy, at the same time as they are egocentric, selfish, and ungenerous. Well, I would like to be honest. I would like to say that they are quite simply mean, most of them. Spending hour after hour in therapy, trying to make a mean person happy... There's no point. You can't do it. I've stopped doing it. These days, I just prescribe pills. The stronger, the better.

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Wouldn't it be weird if you and I got locked in a room together and the only way we could get out is if we frotted until we ejaculated? Haha XD

I've realized I've lost interest in just about everything and everyone. The only thing I think about anymore is how much I hate or feel sorry for myself.

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god is keeping you here for a reason i guess

Thats because you're a shitty psychiatrist and you dont know what your doing. You project your failure onto a world your arbitrary education and limited NPC world view has no adherence to.

>no, it's not our therapies that are trash, it's the people that are trash
Suuuuuuure

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>my constant negative thoughts and selfishness are not the reason I suffer

See I thought my issues with negative thoughts were depression, but now that you've told me that I am responsible for them I'm able to shut off those negative thoughts and live a normal life. Thank you so much.

>but now that you've told me that I am responsible for them I'm able to shut off those negative thoughts

You should. Just practice and it will make things better

What do you mean by normal life? whats a normal life to you?

M8 I do practice, every day when I go to uni and work hard. I've gotten to where I am in spite of all of the garbage treatments i've suffered through. Fuck you and fuck your profession.

>"hur dur its your fault that im a shit psychiatrist"

The dynamics of the human mind is a lot nore meticulous then a retard psychiatrist could understand.

You're all pedling snake oil from Sigmund Frauds manual


RIP Pharmacutical Industry

>>my constant negative thoughts and selfishness are not the reason I suffer

HAHA.... WHAT IS WITH THIS SAVIOR TALK? ARE YOU SOME KIND OF GURU? YOU THINK TELLING PEOPLE THAT THEY ARE NEGATIVE CAN CHANGE THEM? IMPLYING YOU AREN'T EQUALLY FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD. IF YOU COME ONTO THIS BOARD YOU HAVE ISSUES BUDDY, DON'T EVEN KID YOURSELF. GET YOUR HEAD OUT YOUR ASS AND STOP BEING A FUCKING HYPOCRITE.

We don't deserve anything, good or bad.

wew

using caps that means you must suffer

EVERYONE MUST SUFFER LOL LIFE IS SUFFERING. EFFEMINATE LITTLE CUNT

Lol user he didn't imply anything, your problem is not that youre negative, its that youre a faggot. Tons of people know theyre hypocrite pieces of shit and go about their lives not thinking about it. Just because im fucked in the head doesnt mean I should whine like a bitch like you.

Im a neet
I just been having depression and mental illness for almost 20 years
And I just learned a lot

-stop feeding your anger

When you feel anger kicking in
Take breaths and try finding more peaceful thoughts
Theres lot of things in this society to be angry about
I realized when looking at people outside how so many of them seem depressed or angry.
And i realized, I don't wanna be like these people
Anger or being negative, thinking and feeling is not only pointless it makes you suffer more
I get treated me like I'm some drug addict or criminal by many, but when I act nice and calm towards them they realize they miss judge me
Just trying to be a nice and polite and smile more, and when you succeed having a positive impact on a stranger it feels better than you might think.

And thats just a small part of what I learned
Theres lot in

- Diet

- meditation such as breathing and relaxing your muscles ( acupuncture mat, headmassage tools) being tense in your shoulders/back and head have big impact on your mood. Same with being tired and having bad sleep

-experimenting with hobbies (search for fun small hobbies you can do at home, so you can take breaks from computer)

>And if there is indeed a God, he obviously really hates me.
its not the God but the world and the Bible even confirms it
keep going

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you're dead, user
this is hell

Find peace in me.

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