So anons tell me what you think caused you to become a /robot/ and when it happened

Yes, I never had friends like I did before. I mean one of those kids at the table I would go to his house like 3 times a week, our moms were friends, and he never even reached out to me after that. My mom asked me why we stopped hanging out and I just shrugged. My grades dropped, I stopped hanging out with any kids all together and my parents made me see a therapist which did not help. He tried to get me on SSRI depression medication but I never took any of them for more than a few days because they didn't work, (later learned that they take like 2 weeks+ of taking daily to take effect), but I am glad because I now know SSRIs permanently fuck your brain up and can make your dick stop working. I just retreated into playing xbox live all my free time.

Later on in highschool I found a new group of kids who were friendly, one of them was quiet and thought I was funny, the others seemed nice, and they all played the same games on xbox I did. I played xbox with them almost every night and ate lunch with them at school, but I never did anything with them outside of school. This relationship evolved into me being their social punching bag in return for me not having to sit alone at lunch.

What is it like having an aspie mom? I have aspergers and I want to be a good mom someday

Was her face like this?

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>be me
>School is very hard because of health issues
>homeschooled now
>old friends stop talking to me
>Skype them
>ignored
>wait 2 months
>skype them
>they pick up
>have 30 min conversation
>they say they have to go
>say I understand
>hang up
>decide to play some league
>see them playing league
>feel like shit
and it went all downhill from there.

I'm sorry you had to deal with that cunt, user. I hope she can only birth harlequin babies.

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For me I think it was honestly mostly acne. Started to get it really bad around 14. I was weird before then but made it work for me, had a couple of girlfriends and a pretty sizable friend group. After my acne started I just retreated. Even dropped out of high school. My parents didn't care and just let me waste away playing video games for years. Hardly ate, hardly slept. I blame that for my manletism too, since I was developing normally before then.
I really wish now that someone would have forced me out into the world. Maybe I would have gone to a dermatologist and gotten it fixed instead of just withering in depression and being afraid to show my face for a decade.
I don't even have any visible scars now, oddly enough. Still get breakouts from time to time but nothing like it was before. But the psychological scars are definitely still there, as is how much it set me back.
Probably a stupid reason but there it is.

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>letting one bitch ruin everything with your bros
you didn't deserve them

Sorry to hear that bri

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>your bros
they weren't his bros you social retard

That's rough buddy, had something simmilar happen but that's just wow

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I came out of the womb with the umbilical cord wrapped around my throat, two club feet and autism.

And then things just went downhill from there. I never had a fucking chance.

they were friends for 8 years. I never had friends that long but that seems pretty substantial.

women exist and their sheer existence torments me endlessly, agonizingly, torturously. i passionately despise women, it consumes me from the inside out, i cant forget about it

I probably have some form of mild autism that made it difficult for me to socialise properly.
This meant i always had trouble making friends or going out.
This meant by the time i got to high school, i was already too deeply rooted in my shell and could not overcome my anxiety talking around strangers.
This meant I was fucked trying to find a job, and even the thought of having to deal with work situations makes me terrified of getting a job.
Unfortunately im not the idiot savant type so i cant get by with smarts. Im also lazy so im pretty much stuck being a loser.

This. Except somehow i had friends until i was 12. It was only downhill from then.

It was horrible but I could tell from a early age something was off.even with me she has always been very distant cold and never said I love u or anything. Completely brutally honest about anything and everything to the point it hurt me alot. But it did make me not a bitch. She is the most blunt and honest person I know . I asked her what she thought about me and my brother and she said she wishes she never had kids and wouldn't if she could go back. It was like being raised by a robot i don't think she once asked me how I was doing or what I think or feel bout anything. She always acted like she was smarter and better too and that I should not question what she says. She Never had friends or Hobby's in the 18 years i lived with her. Drug user and alcoholic . Didn't like going anywhere or doing anything . Never talked about anything . Very racist and tried to raise me as fully white which further fucked everything up being half Hispanic and all hearing her talk about how subhuman and worthless spics are. I ended up going as far as joining the kkk once I moved out . That's how fucked up my state of mind is but I mean she isn't wrong it's just hard to figure it all out when your like 8 and very confused . Delusional and crazy as fuck. I'm a male clone of her pretty much . Dad fucked off and was raised by her . I still love her

Why did she have children with a spic?

>took care of my insane dying dad for years
>developed extreme depression
>stopped caring about everything
>tried to kill myself
>drop out of school
>dad eventually dies
>was always addicted to internet, this was back in the 90s
>computer is my only escape
>play MMOs, troll adults, learn to program
>go through brief period of scamming people without remorse
>i was fucking 13 and making websites to steal from stupid adults
>get GED at some point
>go to college but with quickly stop going because anxiety, poor sleep, feel like a ghost and not human at all
>etc etc
>things have only started looking up in the past few years
i'm 30 now. doing a lot better these days but still spend most of my time online. i've grown into it. i can fake normie behavior but i don't care about society at all.

Between 13 and 15 I lost every friend I had . My entire highschool was empty, 0 real friends only contact with people was for school work. After that I feel like I'm too retarded to make friends. I don't know how to talk to people anymore

Being born American is really a disability

I'm told that I also have my umbilical cord wrapped around my neck , are there any side effects because of that ?

Less oxygen = more retarded

>be born to a depressive mother and schizophrenic paedophile father
The end

I never really had a chance. I was born to a neurotic, overprotective, inconsistently loving, 40 year old single mother who never let me socialize, do anything that risks injury, or really do anything by myself in general.

>parents got divorced at 13
>dad moved to a different country because he had too much debt
>develop avoidance behaviours
>bullied worse and worse at school
>just stop going because if I don't go then nothing can affect me
>completely drop out at 15, don't take my GCSE's
>spend almost the rest of my life until now (31) secluded in my room avoiding the world
>not worked since 2007
>can't drive
>didn't develop critical life skills that you need to develop at that age

Life is a lost cause, but I'm too scared of death and it's honestly not so bad being a complete loser. I have the internet and a fair few online friends so it's pretty comfy.

>6th grade
>my uncle killed himself
>most of the family blamed me
>your stereotypical amount of bullying
>used to get really mad and talk back
>first guy I ever liked called me an obnoxious feminist
>mute in public until 9th grade
>made some cool friends
>stacey thot ruined it all
>robot ever since

Always been pretty antisocial, but I only started using this site actively a couple months ago after a serious breakup. I guess it feels kinda nice to be surrounded by those just as pathetic as me, if not worse.

I think it was when I started middle school: I went from elementary school where you were the cool kid if you had the latest pokemon cards to first year of middle in which there were "gangsta" boys and girls were already slutting themselves up, like from a day to another. I simply wasn't ready to the drastic change, I was bullied for nearly three years and I learned the hard way how the world works.
I still miss the pokemon cards, though, and the simplicity of those better days

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>Fag I liked was too good for me and called a feminist
I'm going to be honest here user.
If you really do barebany resemblance to a feminist,you deserve all that torment and more. - sounds like a case of you just being a generic piece of shit. But I could be wrong.

>>my uncle killed himself
>>most of the family blamed me
wut

Probably due to the years of deliberate isolation from my peers when I was a kid. Never had a real friend until I was 15. Even so, they had friends who are better than me. These days, I just coast along by keeping myself busy at work.

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>feminist
She probably told people he raped her because he called her a cunt or something.