ITT: post feels stories. Got a pretty horrific one to start boys so I guess I'll go first. Be warned, it's a long one.
>be me >major autist >somehow manage to land a gf in high school >together for 10 years, get married, try for kid >she gets pregnant, looking forward to being a dad >one day lying in bed >idly running my hands over her skin >feel something weird on the back of her leg >have a look >big, weird-looking mole on her leg >majorly concerned, tell her to go see the doc asap >she goes to the doc >they do a biopsy of the mole >results come back >melanoma >devastated, but at least melanoma has a high survival rate >remove the mole, start doing other tests to check she's in the clear >still high indicators of cancer in her blood >find the cancer spread to her brain and lungs >doc says it's incurable, says she's got 3-6 months >baby due in 6 months >would have to abort for her to have chemo, but it probably wouldn't save her anyway, so she says no >says if she's going to die anyway, she'd rather our baby gets to live
Fast forward to last month >wife 6 months pregnant >she's struggling, but keeps trying >one day she collapses >immediately admitted to hospital >her lungs are too full of cancer for her to get enough oxygen >she's in a hospital bed on oxygen constantly >quit my job to spend all day in the hospital with her >go home and cry most nights >slowly watching my high school sweetheart die every day >one day I'm there, she's talking but can barely keep her eyes open >presume she's just tired >she stops responding >realise something's wrong, call for a doc >it's too late >she's dead >lose her, lose baby >fucking breaks me >have no job, too much of a mess to apply for a new one >move back in with my parents, can't face going back home
I don't know what to do anymore anons. I think I'm at the end.
This is why relationships are not a good idea, objectively, as an individual. I'm sorry fot your loss OP, I hope tyat wherever life leads you, there is peace
Hunter Torres
Feels thread really? Mods take care of this! We need to make space for an 11th trannie thread to get more trap converts for the discord, and maybe some new "wwyd to my girl" thread. Some more Interracial cuckolding won't hurt either. After all, isn't that what r9k was meant for?
Chase Rogers
I'm sorry user that sounds fucking awful, i know it doesn't help much but stay strong, you'll pull through
Anthony Kelly
Nobody can top OP so this thread probably won't get many posts.
Nathaniel Gonzalez
Am i suppose to feel sorry for a normie now? Fuck off, faggot.
>does spacing like this kill yourself you LARPing queer, go back to r/Jow Forums
Zachary Peterson
>Be me >8th grade, also major autist >Get bullied every day by shithead class (Including some teachers) >School does nothing >Don't want parents to worry so never tell them >Shithead teacher gives me a 6 for the year in latin >All other subjects are 3 or better, teacher did it only because he hated me >Means I'll have to repeat year 8 >Last year that I would've had latin as a subject too >Literally depressed and worried all summer break because I don't know any of the people that I will join classes with next year >Old class bullied me but I worry new class might be worse >FIrst day of school, join new class >No one looks at me wierd for being fat >wtf >Sit next to kid I kinda new already, he and all his friends are nice to me >Holy fuck what is this >No obnoxious screaming kids >No people hitting me >No stupid comments about me >I love this fast forward half a year >Good friends with the kids that were nice to me at the start >Really like one girl >Regularly meet, me and girl get closer but never bf/gf >This goes on for 2 whole years of straight heaven >Fucking love all my friends, feelsgoodman fast forward to grade 10 >Have almost no classes at all with friends >2 of my friend group also have to repeat year nine, so I literally only meet them during the 15 minute breaks >Kind of drift away from the others since we only see each other rarely and they also made other friends in new classes >girl gets new friend group, only talk rarely >Eventually my bday comes up, I invite her >She doesn't come >When her bday comes up she doesn't invite me >Realize I had a major crush on her >Realize she had a crush on me too (The signs were there, I was just too much of an autist) >Get really depressed
cont
Juan Hughes
>All other friends drift away too >Try to meet up with girl, she never has time >Try to meet up with friends, none of them respond >At this time, a lot of the kids that bullied me before had to repeat a year too and are now in a lot of my classes >Bullying starts again >Friends don't give a shit >Some of them join with the bullies to impress them >One day, getting bullied pretty bad >Kids hit me and shit >Laying on ground, they kick me >Girl is standing somewhere with her friends >Look at her while they kick me >She looks at me >She turns around and whispers to her friends >They all start laughing >I fucking hate all of you I'm done with HS now, have zero friends and think about killing myself all the time. I don't have the balls to do it. I don't even have the balls to go to a therapist. I should never have been born.
I was bullied and ignored pretty bad in school too user, I used to try and stick up for the weird kids and sat w/ weebs and other rejects but they still hated me.
Bentley Sanders
that just reminds me how much of a joke life really is. it truly is, you may forget it sometimes when you're living in a western society where everything is 'good'. but, these things happen to people and it's just completely sad and reminds us all that there is nothing holy to life. it's just consequences of biological processes and everything can be explained with evolutionary psychology. nothing really keeps no-one safe from shit like that, some just are unlucky.
so, sad. try to hang in there.
Andrew Hall
>had a qt wife and kid Fuck OFF normie, you aren't welcome here.
