Can't believe 2018 is almost over it was equally shity and good to me, what about you user? how was your 2018?

my confidence grew so much im reaching chad levels, did i just hacked the matrix?

Probably my best year ever until september, was pretty happy with my life and friends, even lost the v-card.
Now it's shit and the only time I don't want to die is when I'm on hard drugs.
Swings and roundabouts I suppose.

Pretty good, graduated HS and got a job to stop being a NEET after years

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A lot happened. Left neetdom. Moved to big city. Started in motel. Found a landlord to accept me without job (hardest part). Signed up to a class. Got first job. Got fired. Got another job. Went out with people first time in 10 years. Started drinking. Got a gf. Broke up with gf. Attended first party. Smoked weed first time. Became alcoholic. Became hated by housemates. Got accepted into uni.

Wish I never left my neet life. I'm poor, stressed, miserable, and my health is worse.

Incredibly shitty and I did everything nyself to make it as bad as can be.
Early in the year I decided I didn't deserve any kind of friends or social contact. Now I'm trying to psych myself up for suicide.

One of the best years of my life,
- Smoked weed for the first time
- Got drunk for the first time
- Had sex for the first time
I have a steady relationship and have sex regularly best year/

more oregano originally

Lol, I was shit faced on new years eve, my dog died, grandma died, broke up w gf, yeah this has bin a good year

very bad. the worst year so far. 2017 seemed so promising, but everything was awful this year...

worst year of my life, along with 2017, and maybe 2016 too
but 2018-2017 top it off

This shitty life is all we have user.I've promised to myself that if i ever get too fed up with everything i'll take whatever meager savings I have and set out to do what i've always wanted to(but been too pussy to),which for me involves travelling around the world.Surely there's got to be something you've wanted to try out but have never bothered/dared to.
That or NEET myself to death.

I was fucking garbage just like every other year fuck happy people fuck people fuck God and fuck His lovers and anyone who is not contrary to His high will i will have my revenge have my revenge someday and you'll all suffer a constant absolute state of agony. No one will escape.

Same here. I want to give up but fuck it ain't easy

The thing is, I'm now convinced that you have a pretty narrow window of opportunity to set up the rest of your life. If you fuck up, and get fucked up, from the moment you enter school since well into early adulthood, that's it, you're fucked up until you die.
You know how those memes go, like "You'll never experience teenage love" for example... There's so many shit I missed and can never have back and they don't even have anything to do with girls.

Is it just me, or has this whole decade gone by really fast? The times around 2011 and 2012 still feel relatively recent to me, even though 2012 was almost 7 years ago.

Just cos we're getting older. In some ways, it's good. I have many years of schooling ahead of me. But, as a mature age student, it'll go by in a snap.

I mean people place too much importance on those stuff i mean.

My school and uni life was boring as shit(model student bs especially in HS) and i never got to experience drinking,partying,doing drugs or having sex at an early age.Sorry for only bringing up the normie topics but that's what usually comes to mind.And you know on one hand i think that maybe it will have been a worthwhile experience and miss it in a sense but on the other hand i did enjoy what i did do(playing vidya,reading good books/watching interesting movies,hanging out with friends,studying).So yeah regrets and rumination are no good for you try and make what you can of the future instead of focusing on the past.

Btw this is coming from a guy who has lots of chips on his shoulder but i try and be happy with what I've achieved and continue to.So yeah look inside and find out how to improve your lot in life not much more else to be said.

Chances are you would've hated parties. Only one I went to I hated. Only good thing that came about was that me and 2 people I met there went outside and smoked weed and just chatted and got to know each other. Was chill and non-judgemental. I know I'm agreeing with you, but just wanted to say this.

>So yeah look inside and find out how to improve your lot in life not much more else to be said.
What hurts so much is that this should be so simple in theory, but it's also the absolute limit of what you can do.

It's been bittersweet. Moved out of my parents house on my own. Did the last of the pile-driving and built the last bridge at my work. Project is winding down fast and probably gonna get laid off soon. Kept most of my childhood friends around for almost 2 decades but everyone is starting to go their own way. Sucks getting old

Awful, lost my job, lost nearly 10k in bad investments (not crypto, just reckless gambling with stocks), im back at square one in terms of career progression, and have had no luck with any women in my life.

But introspection really isn't simple.It's not weird that whole philosophies,religions,cults and what have you are literally built upon peoples' need to find and meet their innermost and true demands.And the guy telling you these things is not a Chad who has everything according to his will,or even someone (completely) happy with his lot in life.It's just someone struggling just like you who is trying to make sense of his very selfish and stupid desires.Because that's the problem really we are constantly bombarded by social media,advertisements,idols,role models even our own parents and friends(society as a whole) about what we ought to be,what we ought to be doing with our lives and when that doesn't align with our own beliefs we usually,cowardly succumb to that pressure.And so we lose touch with what WE want to do and end up lost and unsure of what to do(or depressed).So,for your own sake,shut off that useless noise even if it's coming from beloved ones and rediscover for yourself what is it that you want to do.

Pretty shit. My parents called the fucking mental health workers on me in June. They sent the fucking police & ambulance to my parents house to get me.

I also stabbed myself in the wrist three times with sharp scissors. Should have been my throat.

I was committed to a psych ward for a month. I've had better years

>how was your 2018?
Worst feels ever. Told oneitis to stay the fuck away. Never had consider murder/suicide as more than a mindgame before that shit.

Oh yeah, self-improved a lot too. Hoo-fucking-ray.

I got married and picked up rank twice. Feels good man.

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My best friend, the only person who bothered to contact me independantly, died in a car accident. This happened shortly after I began uni, and now I'm failing. I would probably be failing if he was still around though. I thought uni would fix my miserable wagie existence, but I was wrong. I'm just miserable in a different place. I got curved by another girl too. I liked her, and she made indications that she didn't dislike me. I don't know why I'm so repellant.

I ordered some inert gas to asphyxiate myself with, but pussied out and tried to cancel it before it was delivered. The sales guy didn't respond to my cancel request and it arrived the other day. It's like the universe is giving me a sign.

2018 was pretty bad.

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Same as 2017, 2016, 2015 etc... I'll be 27 next year, haven't done anything with my life, don't work, no friends, no goals.

I sit inside everyday and shitpost, get high and drunk as much as possible and wait for the sweet embrace of death

Tired of being close to family to so I moved to a new state to do a new Job. Got fired by from that new job after 5 months and then started to move to a new state to do another new job, but I got in an accident with a jack knifed semi-truck that crashed on the highway. Now I'm in limbo and life blows. My knee hurts like fuck and wrist is fucked. I hate this.

Sorry for your loss user. At least it wasn't a family member.
Gotta keep on keepin on and adapt to circumstances.

2018 was complete and utter shit
i lost all my friends
literally
i had one friend
lost him
made more
then i lost those
and now i'm back to being lonely and even more depressed

You should focus on school, trust me when I say if you have no focus on doing something else with your life (technical school, some other job) then you will feel just beyond horrible as shit if you don't finish that shit up

>can't believe 2018 is almost over it was equally shity and good to me, what about you user? how was your 2018?
Almost had a mental breakdown twice, about to fail uni, got 10kg fatter, and the >tfw no gf gets stronger by the day. It was kind of shit.

went in with higher hopes but I guess that wasn't a good idea. Just hoping winter goes by quickly so I can try to break my chains

>how was your 2018?
Probably the worst my depression has ever been.

Pretty shitty but the final verdict will depend on her answer next week.

2017 was probably the worst year of my life but 2018 was pretty close. The only reedeming thing about this year is that if things work out 2019 will be decent. Also I made two friends that is pretty cool.

2018 was pretty good. Made 5 new friends this summer, went on an American vacation (going away for a weekend and coming back Sunday night). This year was pretty cool.

Except for 17 days of traveling, every single other day this year was utter trash.

My 2018 was good until about the last quarter or so. When I lost my job, and my anger.

I fucked about 20 girls, learnd that they are all the same, all are evil all care only for themselves. Learned that the dating game has done a complete 180 and shit is terrible as fuck now. Learned that plastic surgery > personality. Learned not to love or believe anything a roastie says no matter what.
Learned that I have a lot more work to do and that I am not happy in this life, Dreams over success any day of the week. Learned that it's every man for himself and that nice guys truly finish last. There are no friends, just mutually beneficial relationships. And most of all, I've learned to hate women for the inferior lying over privileged pieces of shit that they truly are.

>moved from product sales to financial sales
>up for promotion next year
>finally saving decent money
>next natural step would be vp of a hedge fund
>meanwhile certain people who said "nobody's entitled to anything" are losing teeth and subsisting on ketchup water

Good year, would do again.

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My confidence has slowly increased since entering college. How did this happen?

2018 was horrible and is foreshadowing 2019 to be even worse. Depending on how the first quarter of 2019 goes I might finally ascend and an hero.

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Sucked as always. Making good progression on muh career, dated some tinder sluts, still feel empty and dead inside. Feel really disconnected from everyone else. Might as well just off myself, I don't know why I still get up every day at 5 am.

2018 was the craziest fucking year of my life
>got my first haircut in 9 months
>started talking to oneitis again thinking it was finally time to try and make a relationship
>friendzoned
>moved on from weed to other drugs including... mdma dmt lsd ketamine ritalin valium nos balloons
>had many fun memories and mindfucking experiences ill never fucking remember
>lost my virginity to some 4/10 druggy bitch while high as fuck on mdma
>got dumped after 4 or 5 days
>became depressed
>went clean off of mdma
>became less depressed
and here we are now

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oh yeah and i had my first summer wagie experience before i fully progressed into my little druggie splurge
it was alright at first
then it became soul crushing

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>didn't make any kind of effort towards getting my life on track, feel completely apathetic about the future
>woke up one morning with a full bladder but unable to piss, had to go to hospital and have them shove a catheter in my dickhole
>later found out bladder problems is a common side effect of the anti-depressant medicine I was on, so stopped using it
>paranoia's gotten worse
>sleeping problems gotten worse, started going out on nightwalks
>tried to quit Jow Forums forever, managed to stay gone for a few months
>started spending more time with my dad, bonding over shared taste in music and movies
>have almost completely quit vidya, don't enjoy it anymore

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2018 was probably the worst year of my life too, and its still not fucking over. Anything can happen.

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>became a wizard
>got a nice job (was a long-time NEET before that)
>bought a "new" car
>saw a 3D movie for the first time in my life
>an article I'm a co-author of got published
>finally a warm and sunny summer (last one was in 2014)
>couldn't really enjoy said summer because work
>no time or energy for hobbies because work
>visited Chad brother again
>car turned out to be shit
>accidentally broke my camera (wasn't fortunately expensive)
>phone is dying
>got my health checked for the first time since 2007, was good but not perfect
I'd rate it 4/10. While it's been better than 2017 in some ways, it's also been worse in others. At least it hasn't been another 2016.

It's ending with a terminal illness that was diagnosed too late in October and my family deciding that christmas would serve as an opportunity to say their goodbyes since I'd apparently succumb in January/February

I just can't word how I feel right now

First trimester was alright, rest is fucking awful

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bought a house, 50% raise, paid off 2/3 of my student debt, and feel further away from having a gf than ever

I was nearly diagnosed with a semi-terminal illness in May and it made my mental health spiral downward, also check post with the doge meme

3 relationships, all sucked, 3 deaths of family members, 1 is so far into dementia he is basically a kid, pet died, moved back home, still cant get money for schooling even when I get accepted.

But good, it was an interesting year with new adventures and new discoveries. I appreciated it. Time to keep trying and maybe 2019 will be the pay off

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messed up one exam
did okay on the rest of them
got to other degree than i wanted
still pretty okay
made pretty mad social gains in retrospect
made and probably lost only person that ever let me be vulnerable and not judge me for that
been on something that is called "spending over an hour on one on one hanging out with opposite gender" first time in my life
that person seems to not hate me which is pretty nice
started working out
my body havent changed but i can honestly say that its fun and that i will surely continue
tired alcohol for the first time
life is stressful and i have breakdowns often but for the first time in forever feel like i may have some future left
i really hope i will be ok

Good job user, I know we are strangers but I am proud of you.

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thanks user :)
thats a nice butt you have there
im not really proud of myself
this person was my friend i was crushing on bit
and now they are gone and its my fault
it feels like it outwights all nice things that happened

Got promoted at work, finally made friends with my colleagues, went to Las Vegas with said friends and moved out of my parents house. On the downside I still have no friends or social life outside of work, I dont particularly like my new job and I still havent found the guts to end my current shitty relationship. So good and bad desu

>semi-terminal illness

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Multiple Sclerosis is kinda like that I suppose, good that I probably don't have it but the mental stress fucked me up big time