Describe your current mood in one image.
Wake Me Up Edition.
Describe your current mood in one image.
Wake Me Up Edition.
Barely smiling and totally dead inside.
horny and relaxed
The static of the world passes around me.
I'm a lone, confused little girl (adult male)
me on the right
fruition
I'M GOING TO WAGESLAVE IN 1 HOUR AND HALF
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
FUCK
feeling nothing but sadness and being empty with no motivation or desire to do anything.
Primed some 40k models, only to realize I forgot to remove the mold lines on some of the vehicles right after.
I am miserable. Am afraid to kill myself
It feels like either everything is on the verge of collapse, or we're standing on the verge of getting it on.
I stayed up all night looking for replies and now its 4am and I have to work at 7am
Im so fucking ready to die. Without her there i can't fucking bare it. I cant control the urges with cutting for much longer
Nothingness, oreganoooo
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahaaaahahahaha
I'm just realizing the full repercussions of my actions of laziness
Me too brother. Every day i inch closer.
Im really excited for Christmas because i think im going to commit around then. I really don't see me living past the 30th
jusust fucking end me
i can't keep living liek this
What in the fuck are you doing boy
>meet transgender girl(boy)
>have no interest in him whatsoever but hes fun to talk to and play games with and hang out
>6 months go by and start to fall for her(him) because he understands me
>about to pop the question and before i can even ask she(he) responds with
>"look im not looking for a sexual relationship, im just not interested its not you though"
I honestly want to fucking die
Dead inside and tired
i survived sanfransisco traffic day b4 thanksgiving. it was gay.
God is looking at me the same way I look at him
I've failed so many times I don't want to try again, even though logically I know I can't succeed unless I try. So I keep waiting for something to happen; I feel like something's missing; but nothing ever happens.
Everyday I drift further away, but it's better this way
hair is in a high pony tail. craving donuts, but don't want to commit to eating one.
Emotionless posts are not allowed.
I'm so sleepy but SO HAPPY TODAY BECAUSE I'LL GET TO DO SO MANY FUN THINGS
feelin good lads, gonna go to uni and pretend to care
Comfy and awaiting inevitable suicide or homelessnes
no hope, no future, ugly and fat, depressed by the world surrounding me
Holy fuck on Thanksgiving? Lmao what a fucking faggots like Holy shit youre so fucking gay for actually working on Thanksgiving
Even the military gets it better than this like God can Holy shit just leave the job or it's like Holy shit
maybe he is leaving in europe, normal day for us.
I don't even know what the fuck is going on anymore
I'm feeling ok, didn't go to sleep last night and it's time for waking.
I stayed up all night developing my factorio factory.
Then I got hyped about half life vr speculation
Thought I was supposed to be here earlier than I was
This sums it up pretty well. Just tired, hurt, all the hope drained from her eyes. Her facial expression is just perfectly how I feel right now
it hurt why it hurt so much aaaaaaa
>Describe your current mood in one image.
>le tired face.jpg
I was holding preety well for the last few months, but I'm afraid I'm loosing it. Not brave enough to kms despite I fucked up my life at my own will. No one and nothing to blame.
If I were american I would have blown off my head long ago.
I think I will start the therapy soon.
woke and full blown tard rage
>feels nothin man
slight pain
wasted potential rotting
god can suck my rod
gave up caring a while ago, feelin decent
My nose is clogged but am otherwise fine.
I'm hungry as fucc and wnat some turkey
very big hurt very much for very long
I liked to think she is as nihilistic as me
Nothing in my life is salvageable anymore. My birthday is in 2 weeks and the only thing I really wish for is to stop existing.
I'll be honest with you, I'd like to blogpost about it. Is anyone listening? I pushed away everyone in my life who would.
Lonely
Bored
Stressed
Can't go back to how things were before
go ahead i'll read.
same but it's always been like this.
I'm in AIT for the Army and sitting in my barracks lonely and bored on Thanksgiving. I joined to help out my family with money even though I really can't stand them and I'm wondering if it was all really worth it.
Guess I'll go chain smoke
Still an hour until company shows up. Mom put on a CD that's instrumental saxophone covers of popular music and it's on repeat. Going to get in eat, get out. I just dread family get-togethers more and more as I age.
Feeling ok right now, still feel like shit but thats a given
I got a new bubbler and an xbox one crazy cheap so I'm happy.
>me irl
>exhausted
>2 weeks
give me the exact date December bro.
waiting for my old time friends to come back from uni
might kill myself sometime this weekend.
I refuse to live another 22 years of disappointment , loneliness, and self inflicted grievances
I finished university recently and ive been looking for a job. I have a phone interview later today for a junior management position but as the time ticks closer my nerves are getting worse. If I dont find a job soon, my family will be really fucked for money. All the eggs were in the basket for me to succeed by going to university, the standard of living for my family is now based upon my employment.
The 6th
>tfw meme Ophiucus zodiacal sign
Well for the first thing on my mind lately my workplace is absolutely dogshit, I have one absentee employer, and another that tries to push everything on me without ever giving me proper training, instructions, contacts etc.
It's also a problem that this guy constantly changes his mind about stuff, especially stuff that he makes up on the spot, and every time there's a new task, even routine, we have to reinvent the wheel, and if he doesn't feel like paying attention it will be put on the backburner, then I will be blamed for attending to it late
Thing is, I'm a weak and anxious person, and I take blame for everything, can't ever stand up for myself, so he ends up being always right. Also the job market is beyond fucked in Italy and I'm 34 with almost no job experience. If I lose this my life is forfeit, I might as well kill myself. So I keep eating shit.
Apart from that, I hve no reason to live. Tfwnogf but no drive to get one either, or to reproduce, and frankly my libido is shot. I always saw my "friends" as accessories to my hobbies, and cut them all off when I became a recluse this January, just stopped talking to everyone. I've had a years-long existential crisis, I'm questioning if there's any point to anything at all, and I don't have the drive and energy to make my life meaningful by myself, and meaningful for its own sake.
What hurts the most is that in retrospect all I ever needed was to be more assertive and pick my friendships better. I was the D&D nerd in a group that was only bound together by that hobby, but the rest of my social group were Chads and picked on me mercilessly. I had other people try to get me out of my shell, but I kept on staying with the same group because that hobby was all I knew. It only stopped when I cut them off completely, but I was well into adulthood by then, and already a limp-wristed loser.
In conclusion, my life is worthless, I don't even see the point in coasting to retirement and I have to whore myself out to a place I hate for money.
The only reason I am still alive is because my mother doesn't deserve to lose a son to suicide. Hence my wishing for not ever having existed. I mean, she was 18 and unmarried, it's inexcusable she didn't get an abortion.
What about you anons, then? My turn to read
Feeling smug and insecure at the same time.
Constant empathetic pain over over those suffering beneath me.
memes that make you think
lately I've been talking on the drive home telling myself I'm a fucking loser
all day everyday. Fucking normies after me man.
Someone get me off this ride.
You have been muted for 2 seconds, because your comment was not original.
I'm trying my best to push the real world out of my life completely, it's working.
What type of work do you do? I've never had a real job but a big part of worker moral is having a boss worth working under.
If you have some free time one day I hope you look for some other jobs you may like, they may pay less but it might be worth the less stress.
I can relate on the anxious and weak in the sense of sticking up for myself.
Honestly I don't have anything to really live for either, and we share a lot of problems.
I know it's cathartic to type it out / share with others though.
Hopes don't usually mean much but I hope your futures brighter than it is now, I hope you can take some risk and realize how alive they made you feel and how they may change your life favorably.
I was in mostly solitude since I was a kid, I went to school and made a few friends, slowly realized most people were just social police trying to gain a rank over you. I stopped doing homework in favor of retreating into fantasy, long story short I dropped out when 13 after skipping school to much / getting in trouble with the law. I've been a hikki since, I had a few freiends but they were all undercover chads who used me for drugs. Now I've been alone for 3 years taking care of my dying grandmother who raised me.I fear wage slavery just like school, I really do empathize with you about that. I have an easy way out but I don't desire to encourage others to find one as well, since most people have better prospects and personalities than me.
/rant
godspeed user, what method?
feeling a solid this right now
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P tired senpai
Fucks sake it's been fucking years and everything still goes fucking wrong. Why can't I have a fucking day where everything actually goes well huh? Fuck whatever cunt did this I will sprinkle broken glass on your asshole opening.
>Describe your current mood in one image.
Wake Me Up Edition.
here it is
I am tired of everything
Brit, so no thanksgiving.
I am planning to recreate Taxi Driver, though.
In bed crying.
My tears are warm.
Oc
If that's actual OC, you're pretty good.
You could monetize that if you were a greedy Jew.
I don't think that's what he meant by Oc
Im feeling a bit regretful after realizing that I unironically drew porn in flipnote studio and uploaded it somewhere. The regret doesn't feel too strong now though. I got sick yesterday and my nose is plugged.
What's it all for anons? what's the point?
>Y-yeah, happy thanksgiving!
>No I'm just taking this food back to my room to eat it there
I really want to do this so I don't have to answer people's questions, but I'm barely scraping by as a NEET and I don't want to give my dad another reason to be angry with me.
I'm getting real tired of niggers
what specifically did niggers do to you recently you faggot
so goddamn tired
This pic is how I feel
Dodged a bullet there. You might be lonely as fuck, but don't let that turn you into a faggot.
why does this pic make me feel so understood, but its just a pic of a dead dog?
Me today, rn, and usually
I just don't know sometimes
I'm sick of the jews
We got the joy and so do you.
Feeling a bit Lain today.
Dealing with someone who takes me highly for granted while I do everything possible for them, and forcing myself to continue doing it. It's hitting hard
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