I fucking hate my parents, I would unironically kill them in the most slow and painful way if I could get away with it

The term ''man'' lost its meaning.

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>dad molested me from the age of 6-12
>told my mom and she did nothing
>I have a complete and utter fear of intimacy because of it
>I'm still have physical issues to this day
>his molestation was so frequent it left me with a permanent gape that bothers me and serves as a constant reminder
>both my parents act like nothing happened

I can't wait until they die

fuckin breedgroids

>permanent gape

Yikes

I've grown to resent my father over the last year. There have been many nights where I wanted to smother him with a pillow or just beat his skull into mash. Firstly he never really tought me anything. Never even changed a tire with me or typical dad stuff like that. Always did those things by himself for some reason.
Secondly, after my mother died almost 2 years ago he developed a nasty drinking habit. This I had sympathy for, for a long time since it was a pretty rough time. But eventually he got more and more aggressive and things almost escalated into violence on numerous occasions.
Then eventually he started dating again, which I tried to be supportive of as well. But now that he's in a seemingly serious relationship he completely stopped caring about me and my two brothers. My younger brother is just an accessory to play the good dad and me and my older brother are just ignored for the most part. Not to mention how he turned into a total beta who, in every conversation about women, always has to jump in and defend them. Same goes for refugees and foreigners in general. And the glazed cherry on this sundae of shit is that he tried to throw out most of my mothers old stuff as well as family pictures and her fucking ashes in the dead of night. That time I did beat his ass and had to be stopped by my older brother

how old are you, your father and your fathers?

I assume you meant brothers? I'm in my early 20s, my father is in his mid 40s, my older brother is two years older than me and my younger brother is under 8. My mother just about made it to 46. Yeah, I know. Terrible idea to have a child when you're approaching middle age.

Are you my long lost unnoticed twin? My mom was 17 when I was born, obviously my dad married and divorced her faster than it would've taken him to buy a pack of condoms. I didn't get breastfed at all, had to undergo multiple operations before my first birthday. Luckily the government paid for it. My dad's parents somehow managed to get my dad partial custod, fuck them the most. I spent my childhood going to school in one city and spending weekends in another, I never got to hang out with my friends on the weekends, I never got a summer job, never got to play sports competitively. Now both my parents blame me for every inconvenience they come across.

Unironically you should go to your dad and beat the ever living fuck out of him. Use a baseball bat if you have to and catch him off guard and his sleep. Fuck him up.

does police exist in your country?

>1 desision
> I HATE HIM
U should grow up, u cant change the past.

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*decision

Why don't you kill yourself, then?
lmao if you're so big on smegma just get a boyfriend and worship his uncut dick you manchild fag.

>tfw dad was unironically killed by terrorists
It's an odd feeling knowing that one of your parents were brutally murdered by Islamic terrorists.

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That requires a greentext. And I'm very sorry for you. Sounds fucking rough. An illness or accidental death is one thing but knowing that they were killed by someone is on a whole other level

I'm in the same boat. Parents are fucking retards who barely passed middle school. As a result, I'm was an honor roll overachiever, but I had to work so hard because of their actions. Fuck my parents, I tried again and again to self improve, and my efforts are barely even worth the minor changes from these shitty fat genes. My face is just fucked with acne

holy shit, I really hope your dad gets what he deserves. I remember my dad with some loser fag and seeing me get molested by his son and doing nothing. Some people really deserve a painful death

anons you ought to start analyzing your psyches

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jesus thats fucking brutal. so in short, dad get bluepilled and is a total cuck to women now? what happened after you beat him, did you think you would have killed him if you didnt get held back?

I love my mother, so to my father, but do I respect him? No, I don't. He's just there, that's it. He'd rather spend time with a flask than his own son. If he died or suffers from a bad illness, I honestly wouldn't care that much. I've got my own problems to deal with. If you want to kill yourself slowly and make other people's lives shitty, you deserve to die, nothing but a waste of oxygen and resources for the rest of us.

Just learn to take it easy OP, take it easy. You're here, this is it, this is the here and now. It is your first and last, after all.

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As you can imagine the whole atmosphere at home got a lot more tense after I beat him. But it did intimidate him so the aggressive attitude has stopped for the most part. And he is moving in with that whore soon so I probably won't see him for quite some time or ever again. I don't know how far I would've gone honestly. Could've definitely ended badly. Bad thing is that he's taking my younger brother with him since he obviously has costudy. Hope he won't get ruined too badly