I am 31 years old and still here. It's over

Whatever dreams I had for myself have now evaporated. I'm losing more and more hair, getting fatter and fatter. I'm never going to be like Ryu. I'm never going to be Goku. I'm their total opposite. A weak, cowardly, neurotic, pessimistic, miserable excuse for a human.

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I know the feel op I know the feel

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>A weak, cowardly, neurotic, pessimistic, miserable excuse for a human.

Your life could be 360 degrees different in 6 short months.

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j u s t
l e a v e
xoxo

you've become what you despise as a result of your own actions, your own power. conversely, if you have the power to turn yourself into what you perceive to be a grotesque being then you can reverse the process. 31 is by no means old, grow a pair hit the gym and become a teacher or something. It is never too late to give your life meaning.
regards, inebriated user

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I hit the gym religiously for 4 years. Barely missed a session. I looked slightly above average at best, had a bit more energy but no more direction in life. No better friendships. If anything it made me even more autistic.

Take a strong psychedelic like mushrooms or LSD and try to focus on the positive.

what's stopping you from establishing direction in your life? Surely your country's military would take you, if not that then why not become a teacher or teach yourself a meaningful skill (coding for example). you have been blessed with the opportunities of the modern world, take advantage of them friend.

>Surely your country's military would take you
You can't join infantry after 25, in my country.

Do you have an education? If so, a military officer is a position held in high regard by society and may be worth considering, given possible upward mobility you may be able to enact a positive change in your country. Regardless of that, what were your dreams before you gave up on them?

I'm not OP.
Not 25 yet either, though I'm getting close.

nice dubs fren
military is not for me. i have a degree in philsophy. so in other words, no useful skills.

You've ruled out teaching then? Maybe dedicate your time to producing a philosophical work or start a small youtube channel (learning premiere isn't that hard). Start small by giving yourself day to day goals and progress to trying to realize those which you've currently given up on. You'd rather continue trying than be content with your current state, right?

Me in a few months. Couldn't care less. UwU

I'm in the same boat. I'm leaning towards killing myself. It's just the thought of being a bitch and giving up that gets to me. But it's better then this life I guess. We all have to die anyway. It's better if it's on my own terms.

Alexander the Great also studied philosophy.

I was referring to the subject field only.

Suicide leads to death which is salvation.

Remember it

360?

You mean the same?
Nice one

>being this fucking new
Christ, help us.

Nice meme. You can't prove yourself here, therefore we don't really believe you.

37 yo here. You'll endure until the end of times son. Just pay no attention to it.