Im heartbroken. Never thought I could feel this way ever. The girl ive been in love with picked someone else over me.
>be me
>move away from home for college
>share my dorm with some dude
>hes chill af we play ego shooters together
>notice he takes antidepressants
>notice he cuts
>dont say anything want to keep his privacy
>we get into a friend group
>meet a 10/10 girl
>shes caring and compassionate also very intelligent
>perfect
>invite her over a few times
>my roommate keeps to himself usually
>one night we re on the sofa
>roommate comes in his arm is covered in blood
>numb expression on his face
>shes shocked and jumps up
>i run around the apartment looking for my car keys
>when I come back she stands in front of him and has her hand cupped on his face
>calmly talks to him
>on our way to ER she sits next to him and holds his hand
>he just stares blankly into nothingness
>we arrive
>while he gets stitched up I try and talk to her
>shes very upset
>her hand is covered in his blood
>he falls asleep on the way home
>after that she spends a lot of time with him
>tries to get him more engaged in her social circle
>I get jealous
>call her out
>she gets mad at me
>tells me shes just trying to help him
>asks me how I can be so selfish to think about myself in that situation
>barely talks to me for a few days
>talk to my roommate
>he tells me she cant possibly have a thing for him
>hes too broken and depressed
>this idiot actually believes that
>this continues for a few weeks
>decide that I should finally make a move on her to seal the deal
>ask her out on an actual date
>she rejects me
>tells me its better for us to remain friends
>heartbroken.jpg
>yesterday I came home early
>I heard voices from my roommates bedroom
>she is with him
>try to listen but I dont understand all of their conversation
>its mostly him monologing about how worthless he thinks he is
>suddenly I hear them kissing
>he asks her why she rejected me
pt2
Cucked
>she tells him she fell in love with him
>more kissing
>he breaks down
>dont know if they had sex but i lost her
I feel numb
I didnt leave my room today
Maybe if im pathetic enough she ll pity fuck me too.
that's what you get for spending d time, energy and no doubt money on a roastie.
You got cucked by a pathetic waste of a man.
Damn you really suck OP lmao.
you snooze you lose. This should be a warning to every one of you that think friending a girl is an effective tactic instead of wooing a girl straight up.
If this isnt a larp, you shouldnt have made a move on her. When women go for people like these its for the emotional thrill and it only lasts for a month or two. His mental illness will become a chore to her after that. If you didnt ask her out, weren't jealous and helped out your friend with her, you could have waited for your chance and gotten her.
>>share my dorm with some dude
why in holy hell do you guys take a girl you are interested in around other guys until you seal the deal? I don't get it. There are already dozens of guys trying to get in her pants daily and you serve her up to someone else in your own home. Stupid
Im not sure about that
Like I understand the point you made about the emotional thrill but he is honestly a cool guy
I dont wanna sound gay but he has a good aura
He holds his convictions and everything but he is always very calm too
Almost too quiet
But when he says something its usually very well thought out and clever
This fucking asshole is funny too
Im not sure how much his mental illness furthers her attraction towards him
>honestly a cool guy
then you gave him an early christmas present so stop bitching
Idk I didnt wanna come off as too strong.
I thought he wouldnt pose a threat to me. I have my fair share of problems too but I dont selfharm, I have a job and I study Computer Engineering so I am garantueed to earn good money after college too
He studies catholic theology at the moment also I dont need to mention how hes suicidal. I doubt he d be able to take care of her or their offspring. It seemed ridiculous to me.
If you admit that he is a good person, try and stop seeing him as an enemy or a competitor. If you didnt act like a sociopath when your friend needed your help, you could have gained more respect from both of them and have a common target with the girl (to help your friend that is). Establish an understanding and actually caring relationship with your close social circle and then go after potential romantical partners.
lol, women dig sociopaths your advice is faulty and you should kys for it
both excuses and why he's balls deep in her and you aren't. my comments still stand
you think this is bad? just wait until they start fucking each other while you're home and forced to listen.
Yes they do, but not in the case of op. She is intelligent and likes to help people in need. If he tried to be an ally with all of them things would have come out better.
>he studies c*Tholic theology
>suicidal
Do you think I should talk to him about it? About my feelings for her? Maybe he will back off?
You seem like a reasonable guy user.
>he studies Catholic theology
>premarital sex
Catholics are the absolute worst and there's no convincing me otherwise.
Dude what fuck
You admitted yourself that he is a great guy with a good personality who happens to suffer from depression.
You are a pathetic sociopathic excuse for a man who happens to study computer engineering and earn some coins.
You two base your identities on different fundamentals
Also dont you fucking dare try to guilt trip him into giving her up so you can get her like the predator you are. Let them be happy he deserves it and you dont.
Op said that he broke down crying while they made out. I doubt she wanted to fuck him after
There is a chance he is still a Virgin dude
Fuck off user
He doesnt deserve her any more than I do. Just because his church indoctrinated him far enough as to him constantly feeling guilty about everything wrong with him and the word and calling it humility
Doesnt mean he is a better person than I am. I just have the balls to be honest with myself
I think that YOU need to learn when to back off user. Sometimes when you have messed up with your relationships, you have to stop being selfish and give up your ego.
that roomate is a fucking attentionwhore holy fucking shit.... cutting and showing it to people especially when he knows youre with a chick. He knew what he was doing. Better to move on now and cut ties with the girl. I know its gonna be hard since you hang out with the same people but its for the best trust me. She had a savior complex and once she will eventually get tired of him.
That wsa honestly hott
Everyone wants to br a savior and unhealthy people want to punish themselves
girls love a broken man to "fix"
also this
What about this mess is hot
Dude it's a classic love story, you (assuming you're OP) just can't see it because you're the odd man out. Girl meets broken man and tires to help him as they fall in love and she teaches him to love himself. Shit's romantic.
Yeah I guess. Congrats to the couple.
I stayed in my room all day and just heard them coming home from wherever
If he fucks her in the other room now I ll neck myself tonight
>he has actually talked to a girl
> has a friend
Why cant you creatures just die
if you start acting depressed too shes going to think you're an ass hole even more, just move on bro. Maybe move out even?