Hey r9k, I dealt with a lot of abuse and stuff when I was growing up but I've never told anyone and can't go to therapy...

Jow ForumsDepression doesn't offer much help they're all just being sad for each other. I was thinking of posting to Jow Forumsasexuality since it gets to that and maybe Jow Forumsnarcisstic parents.

Abuse you kids are weak and whiny little fucks what did mom take your cell phone away? What kind of faggot writes this up to tell his gf?

If you do this you might as well be the GF lol surprised you even managed to get one

Then, go right ahead mate.
We are listening to your words.

Fuck off to reddit you sack of shit

Here it is guys, if there any other places I could post this too it'd be nice. I'ts still a work in progress and its only up to like the third grade. Its really hard for me to say this and probably stupid compared to you guys.

Theres no drugs or alcohol involved in this story just slapping and getting yelled at.

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>No she's different !!!
lmao i've watched so many people like you, do you know how many people like you i've seen on this board go by everyday all day all the time>? seriously do you know how many over the years? it aaall ends the same exact way, with you getting cucked and breaking up, none of you will ever understand relationships are only temporary and you really are nothing to the woman, you're so disposable it's not even funny
not OP but you're actually a subhuman retarded boomer if you're not baiting, do you know what rape / non-punishing beating / psychological abuse is?

also you may see it as a gay punishment but technically giving people things then taking them away if they don't submit to your bidding is a much lower form of psychological abuse, i'd love to see what happens when i employ another faggot like you and give you a pension then threaten it, a lawsuit you can't defend yourself from which would financially cripple you for the rest of your life and a promise of informing every employer you'd every go to how terrible of an employee you are and see how tough you are then, the same applies to children with their personal belongings you give them for petty reasons, it seems like nothing to you but in reality there is an adult equivalent that will hurt you just as much if not more

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u saw. i legit tried to help him. im a good person.

Hey thanks man, A lot of this stuff was really hard and I don't even know how to put it into words like you just did. I could never come up with anything to relate to it, I never saw books or media with this kind of abuse.

*high fives*
nice one! dab on these nerds man

>It will lower her opinion of you
Why is this almost always the case with normies

Go cry on reddit you sound like a 14 yo girl

I think he was really nice to me, my girlfriend isn't a normie but the rest rang true.

Good job getting this all out! Hope it goes well with your girlfriend and you get the help you need.

yea shut up bitch

user-Kun. I have read your story. To summarize it, you moved to a much different place, and your parents were strict on you. From what you have given us, that is all I see. While it is saddening that you weren't allowed too far, it was most likely out of fear you'd become like the trashy natives who live there. Going out to where ever you want, when ever, and with no regards to your parents. They beat you, and I have no idea how severe it was. This could be described better, but from the sounds of it, you just got a good old whipping.

That's about it. Unless the beatings were way worse than I think, or some things happened that you left out, I see nothing too wrong with this. In fact, you should be a little grateful. If your parents hadn't been so strict on you, it's very likely that you would have been like the natives of where you live. Trashy, always back talking, and eventually falling into deep things like drugs, and getting into severe debts.

And about the studying. I also think that you should be a bit thankful for this too. Again, I have no idea how bad the "beatings" were, but your parents were being strict on you to ensure a good future where you can grow up into a nice and comfy adulthood with a good job.

np, but seriously stop being a beta faggot and do not tell your "girlfriend" absolutely anything it will only be used against you and harbored as a form of pity and self-elevation on her side even if she doesn't intentionally do so, i've seen it all the time, it's just human nature to look at people as a weak lower form of life upon witnessing severe weakness, vulnerability and pain, most specially when it comes from people who you're supposed to trust, think of it like a sub-conscious form of socio-psychological evolutionary eugenics if you will

also she is most likely fucking other men behind your back or already has and if she isn't she inevitably will and will breakup with you, sorry to inform you but you're actually in the minority and the only people who ever end up staying together are a very small 1% who only stay together because they've already invested too much time in eachother and see it as too late to turn away but they fuck other people anyway, i have never witnessed anyone stay in a happy relationship together permanently, absolutely ever, and the modern statistics, mathematics and so many other people's anecdotal experiences will back me up on that statement, i recommend you to start viewing the "relationship" as a fuckbuddy roommate cost-saving void-semi-filling partial loneliness inhibiting mutual agreement, whereby you get as much sex cuddling and physical contact as you can, in turn reducing any feelings of loneliness you might have and partially filling the void by getting high off potent psychoactive neurochemicals like dopamine and oxytocin, but for christs sake DO NOT expect that she isn't already fucking a million men right now, do not expect that she will stay with you forever, and do not expect that she will not fuck a million men in the future, and try not to say beta cuck reddit tumblr bullshit like:
>NO! SHE'S NOT LIKE THE OTHER GIRLS!
realize that she's just like every other woman and you're like every other disposable man

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dont listen to other retards
they call you beta male but no alpha ever spent their weekend on this hungarian basket weaving forum

if you feel like this girl is different; she probably is.
you should tell her everything.
maybe she'll help you out!

if she actually stops talking to you because of this, like others say, it wasn't worth it.
you don't have to put a false image just for the sex. it isnt worth it

Hey r9k, I dealt with a lot of abuse and stuff when I was growing up but I've never told anyone and can't go to therapy.

I'm writing everything but so far its really long and personal but I think this should be shared since I don't know how else to get help. Is there anywhere I can post something like this and get help? I dont know what kind of abuse I dealt with or what its called or how to find help.

Here's my story pastebin.com/aukVhXzE

I don't know what else to do, I feel trapped here.

I posted this before but now its finished.

Thanks fellow robots.

I feel you fren, I had also a very abusive and horrible childhood.

Im in the same situation as you. I finally got a gf a year ago and Im not sure if I should talk about it with her. I would suggest that you dont tell her everything at once. Start small and see how she reacts/handles it.

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storytime please fren?

My mom was an alcoholic and was beating me for literally no reason when she got drunk. Telling me what a loser I am and that she is going to kill me one night when Im asleep.
Things only got better when I got older and was able to hit her back.

I dont want to talk about everything here, but it really fucked me mentally back then. I got also bullied at school and had not a single friend until I was 16.

>he got friends eventually
normalfag off my board right fucking NOW

Yeah I wonder why you are alone fag

Just tell her. Keep it vague, no gory details. Just say what kind of abuse if she presses for details and keep it at that.
When my brother found out I was abused it took almost a year for him to stop apologizing for so much as touching my shoulder and diving for the remote any time there was a rape joke on tv. He doesn't even know a fraction of how bad it was and overreacted like that. I think we're closer now for it, but it's a different and less breakable bond than you have with your gf.