/r9gay/ - #532

im little bit tired and think i might be getting sick but other than that ok
how has your day been?

My day was fine. Hopefully you don't get too sick, even though it's that time of year. Remember to take your flu shot.

Red 3 repoting in!
I'm very unhappy and wish to not live this way.

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You'll make it. One step at a time

haha thank you, im usually pretty good at not getting sick but i probably should still go get my flu shot
havent gotten one for a while, for now tho im just gonna try to take preventative measures so i dont get any worse

>tfw remembering past mistakes have consequences that echo into the future

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Post ship names without context.

Pain.

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Ship as in the floaty boat things, or as in relationship?

Relationships
Or boats if you want to be a weirdo I guess

I totally love this guy named Bread but since he isnt a fag like me he'll never see this message

I like bears , but young ones never have proper hygiene, only the older ones.

padoru padoru I guess.
Did you buy your special someone their Christmas gift yet? I bought them a King Sized Bed and Set it up as an early present because I am not carrying that shit up 3 stories by myself

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how come i feel like i just want to die
even if i were to have a boyfriend when i'm like this i'd only drive him away
everyone please abandon me

That's an awfully large bed for one person

I was tired of the twin, cant you tell

I want the fishe

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Does anyone here have more Libido than stamina

>Pain
Haha, how fitting for a sunken ship.

I have a boyfriend and I'm driving him away, I hate myself

That's most men on earf

libido means horniness right?

I guess so, I was thinking more in terms of excessive libido but I worded it poorly.
Ye

>tfw no virginia bf to eat ritz chips and play dst with on the ps4 offline
>tfw no virginia bf to stop me from freezing and dying from rattles
Its not funny my chest is vibrating so damn hard uwu
BlazeXM#7487

have you told him what's causing you to act in a way that you're driving him away?
he loves you, i'm sure he'll make the effort to understand, you've acknowledged that you know there's an issue, try to explain things to him if you can
obviously you care about him and he cares about you, for both of your sakes try to minimize driving him away
i don't want to seem pushy i just don't want you to lose your boy user

I've told him and he doesn't even love me anymore, I fucked everything up and there's no coming back unless something drastic happens.

how do I get a bf reeeeee
I Just want a bf to play video games with and say cute things to me

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Alright, mfw I'm finally ready to go prison gay. Give me your cutest non-slut femboy you have to offer.

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What vidya gaymens are you into?

>Alright, mfw I'm finally ready to go prison gay.
Great, here you go, friend. Enjoy, and remember to never come back!

Probably still most men. What exactly do you mean by excessive?

the ring around my butthole is all sore

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Yeah me too.
Not for sexual reasons however. I really wish I was completely clean even on the inside

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that tends to happen when you wear a buttplug all day

how do you know he doesn't love you? unless he outright said it, try not to assume the worst from him, he's still your boyfriend, right?
if he seems to be driving you away too he could always be going through something himself, but i'm sorry if he genuinely seems to be acting like he doesn't care at all
if there's any way i can help user, let me know, i'm sorry this is happening with you

its not sexual, it just happens to hurt today. Im a virgin and I didnt play with it recently. Completely clean? Like bathroom stuff?

I didn't do that

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>tfw in university

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>tfw not in university
Yours is a better problem to have

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>tfw no festive chaotic bf

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He heavily implied it, although he didn't outright say it. My life sucks rn and I just need to vent about it because I can't talk to anyone while not being anonymous.

its so shit. How could you be worse off

You ever just wanna go to the bathroom, but you cant until the very last moment, and then youre in complete pain for days on afterward, and then the cycle begins anew no matter what you do to fix it

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Because dropping out was the second worse decision I've made in my life

I don't mean to be too explicit but could you get some water up there to help ease it out?

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stardew valley, borderlands, factorio, elderscrolls games, the forest, tomb raider, slime rancher, dead island, a hat in time, ori and the blind forest, hallowknight, half-life, left4dead, grand theft auto, realms of the haunting, metro 2033, minecraft

When I move out probably yeah

i'm really sorry about that user, it's sad to hear that this is happening, but it can't entirely be your fault, please don't blame yourself for everything
if you've got to vent more i'll be here to listen, i'm not going anywhere

You don't necessarily need a proper tool, You could get either a shower head that moves or a water bottle angled right

being in uni means you have access to boys.

what an odd taste in gaymes user.
>metro 2033
>tfw no bf to explore the Moscow wasteland with

Thank you user, that's genuinely the kindest thing anyone has said to me in a very long time. And I know it's not all my fault, but a lot of it still is and I should have never started dating someone before becoming a functional human.

Ill look into it. Thanks for the info

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odd tastes for an odd person I guess

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>walking between classes
>see a cute boy
>dream about him for the next week
>never see him again

Good luck, it's fairly simple to do as long as you can ease your hole open a little!

aww, user, even with a boyfriend that's the nicest things have gotten in a while? that makes me sad to hear, what i said wasn't even that nice
i wish i could give you a hug
i have that same anxiety, as much as i want to be with someone i know i need to improve myself much more before i feel like i won't ruin it
i feel like i'll just give in and start actively looking eventually but the doubt will always be there
if you just do what you can to explain and fix things you'll have done everything you could and it's certainly not just your fault then
i think it's responsible that you're accepting blame for things not working but at the same time don't beat yourself up for going in before you're "functional," you're doing everything you can to make things work and that's admirable

People don't tend to be that nice to me, the best it has recently gotten with the bf is being cold instead of fighting, he won't even tell me that he loves me anymore because every time we fight I drift further away from him and we only dont fight when we dont talk, which drives him away.

His taste isn't that odd desu, I have somewhat similar taste

I have a similar taste as well, but it certainly isn't normal. Comfy indie games, classic pc games, triple A slop. Hell, I'd argue my own tastes in games borders on autistic.

do you love him still?
if the answer is doubtful, or even "no," is it worth all the fighting? if you're not happy, and if he's not either, could you know why?
i've never had a boyfriend before so this is all probably really obvious and i'm sorry if it's not helping, i just hate to hear about people suffering in relationships that are supposed to be good and life-affirming

The only reason I'm with him is that I love him, if I was smarter I would have broken up with him months ago and none of this would be happening, it's just that I'm miserable and the only thing keeping me is the hope that it can get better.

>tfw no blonde Jedi bf

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Trust me when I say this, Love can get you in some unreasonable situations, and if it gets bad enough, you have to put your foot down and take your own well being into account before anyone else.

I'll take one qt femboy twink bf to go pls.

FUCK
I JUST
AHGH I HATE THIS
IM NOT GONNA ELABORATE JUST LET ME YELL TO VENT
FUCK FUCK MOTHER SHIT FUCKER

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another user got to you before i did, and i think he has a point, obviously if you think there's a way to maneuver this so that things can be fixed i'll respect that and i would want two people to really care about each other
but at the same time if it's just miserable, especially for the both of you, and you don't feel like things are going to get any better then don't make yourself stay in a bad situation
it'd be hard, of course, to break things off when you love him, but please do think of yourself too, you deserve to be with someone who makes you happy

Jedi can't dait retard

Why do I lurk this gen I'm not even gay

But being single is even worse, and he's the only person I have IRL. I hate that I don't really have any good options other than waiting for things to hopefully improve in the future.

you're waiting for someone to post their dick.
or you're one of those "oh, i stumbled upon this general and stayed bc it was ''''''''comfy''''''' posters

Idk
Why do you
elaborate on it, not gay man

You will be.
Today or Tomorrow, or eventually. Either way, the opportunity has been presented to you at one point and now youre here. Feel free to correct me if Im wrong.

Luke has children idiot

>Luke has children
Name them

from experience i do know that being single is pretty miserable, but if being with him ever tips that balance into just as bad, or worse, don't feel . like you have to stay in this situation
i know how hard it is to put yourself out there irl too, so i'm not going to try to pressure you into finding someone else, but hopefully improving is better than stagnant and miserable if this relationship ever gets to that point
i'm sorry about being so pushy, i don't even really know what i'm talking about

tfw no chosen one who get's pulled to the darkside bf

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I hate being single yet I hate being in a relationship. Why cant I just be happy, man

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not canon :^)
just forget about all that EU nonsense
t. disney

I am gay for one man whom I love and all other men disgust me.

>not canon
disney was a mistake

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Anakin in the clone wars is so cool and likeable ( in the show. The movies are kinda meh), but Vader is just bad guy. The comics make him look like an edgelord. Fuck Vader, ruined a good character

Thats how it starts, you fall for one guy that breaks your barriers, and preconceptions of love and attraction, and eventually over time your barriers break down, whether through attraction or just plain loneliness and desperation, and what do you know you were topped by your high school bully.
I dont blame you, they dont give you a guidebook on this stuff

>One man
and then there was 2
and 3
and 4
But why do you love this one man? I bet it isnt for any unique reasons.
Is he here right now?

Well wasnt that a very one sided conversation

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Well wasnt that a very vague post

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Well wasnt that a very I need to get fucked at least once and then Ill kms

Are you speaking from experience.

He is here, reading this. It was for a reason unique enough for me to fall in love with him despite his gender.

>He is here, reading this.
Cute!

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How can you be so sure? Everyone here speaks and acts more or less the same. Unless, youre here looking for him, all the time.

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No reason is ever unique enough to hide from /r9gay/
Dont think us to be Judgemental

>He sends me a picture out of nowhere
>make a little joke about it
>he just replies "yeah"

I don't fucking get it. Is he interested in talking to me or not?

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