Start new job and NEETing for long time

>start new job and NEETing for long time
>8 hour shift
>2 hours in doing ok
>4 hours in planning out suicide in detail
>6 hours in legitimately choking back tears and feel physically
>shift ends
>bawl my eyes out in car and swear i'll kill myself first thing tomorrow morning
who /nohope/ here?

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>*and feel physically sick

shut up bitch, I worked 16 hours a day, 7 days a week for 4 months in a row and I lived

how do people not kill themselves?
how do you go without sleep? i dont understand

you've reached pussy levels not even imaginable.

you're worse than roasties at this point, tee bee aych

>Just because I walked a mile means this paraplegic can walk a mile

because I'm a poor 3rd world fuck, and every summer I get to go to the US, work 24/7, make 15k and go back to my shithole like a king

i wish i was born in a shithole. maybe i wouldnt be such a pussy now.
fortunately this job only lasts 3 weeks. i'll have enough money for charcoal and bbq grill to kms by the end

no, you don't bitch
I'm a CS grad and I can't find internships because my fucking country has no IT companies
Being born in a good country is having 90% of your life problems sorted out by birth

im a high school drop out though.
all i do is cry and sleep.

8 hour work shift and you wanna kill yourself? Grow some balls and leave Jow Forums. You weak fuck.

Enjoy spending the rest of your life in hell unless you sort yourself out

actually i've done the same thing after a 4 hour shift. i didnt bother going back in the next day for that one. it was a pizza place.

Proud wagecucks unite! Just fuck our work-life balance up famalam!

Man if that is true then you might be depressed. Seek help, and leave Jow Forums. Jow Forums will only make it worse.

i've been on and off anti-depressants for many years. therapy never helped. i just dont know what to do anymore.
i have to stay at this job since i owe my sister money.

Which third world are you from?
Is it the Philippines? It seems like everyone with money either works overseas or has real estate investments here.

After few days it will be OK user

jesus i fucking hope so man

This is true. It's like how your whole life becomes pain for about a week when you first start going to the gym, but you're fine after that.

In two weeks you won't even notice how awful it all seems anymore, plus you'll have a bit of money to toss around.

Have you tried any lifestyle/routine changes? Depression is hard but it can be fought one way or another. And seriously Jow Forums does not help,as people will usually try to affirm any dark thought you might have.

Montenegro, originalio

Recently been trying to cut back on fapping and exercise more.
I can't stop coming here though. I need social stimuli and my anxiety is too strong in real life social situations. Plus I don't have anything to talk about with normalfags.

>t call center user
Just keep going user, the pain eventually goes away, some jobs are just awful, my current job started off like that too, my supervisor would treat me like complete fucking shit and I wanted to kill myself, I'm assuming he stopped being such a cunt after hearing my calls and the "I'm going to fucking kill myself" after every single miserable mistake I would make, a year later and I took his place, I live pretty good now, work is kind of fun now, I feel fairly comfortable with my abilities and the money is nice.

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Well it is good that you exercise more. Maybe also change your diet? What I meant was that Jow Forums is filled with angry pessimists. Why not just stay at Jow Forums or something? Plus you can meet people who are not normies in real life, in interest groups and events. Social anxiety is harsh but it can be eventually overcome. You begin by very surface "small talk" safe interactions and slowly move towards deeper ones that may end up being friendships.