I had a very strange dream last night where I was living in an orphanage with chaotic that had rooms the size of a small bathroom with lowered ceilings and the beds were very small and shallow like where they put bodies at a morgue and all the tv's were mini crt's and I went to his room a lot to talk about running away and to watch movies with him during break and I fell in love with him and kept trying to make sexual advances but other people kept barging into his room to talk to him and stopping me. I just woke up and I'm very disappointed and depressed that this will never be real.
I'm deeply sorry op Maybe you're overstimulated by too much info? Take a nap
Aaron Gray
Lol cute schizo op
Robert Robinson
It was a dream Op I'm serious, take a break from the internet. You're likely absorbing so much info of Chaotic that your brain has it deeply ingrained.
Angel Bell
you and chaotic are connected in another dimension
You're probably right I've been reading and seeing a lot about him lately and I tend to get clingy and attached over things that were never real to me.
It happens to everyone, but people go to therapy for it so it's "hidden"
Hopefully it isn't affecting you too badly
Sebastian Rodriguez
I have really fucking weird dreams too, but I forget them 10 minutes after waking up, and rarely they make me depressed.
Adrian Robinson
What was he like in the dream?
Fuck, I wish I could lucid dream every night, life would be so much easier.
Oliver Lee
He didn't give me attention or notice me much because he was the most popular person in the orphanage despite me being in his room almost all the time. But it was just very weird like I was there for a purpose but eventually he started saying things to take initiative out of the blue like "let's do this - let's do that etc" and he started talking in a way that seemed like he actually liked me and I believed it all in the dream.
But I don't want to say everything because it's very embarrassing even though it was just a dream but it's just very sad it isn't real.
Like I said it was really weird. So weird that I can't even give all the details anonymously without having a panic attack.
Samuel Gonzalez
Damn user now I really want to know
Grayson Rivera
You're such a pathetic LARPing faggot.
Samuel Ramirez
This is just the start, soon you'll be cutting for Chaotic and crying on r9k posting pictures of it begging for him to talk to you.
Nathan White
I can't sorry Actually I don't know if I'm even gay yet I think I'm going to leave Jow Forums for a while I'm starting to feel sick
Camden Thomas
Got to sleep again
Wyatt Baker
This. Finish the dream, OP. If you can't be with Chaotic irl, this is the next best thing.
Adam Ramirez
I've only talked to him 2-3 times I've just lurked a lot I don't even think I have much of a crush on him or anything. It would be really sad to only have contact with him in dreams. when I woke up I almost cried because I never got to talk to him when he was younger and save him for lack of better definition.
Jace Wilson
>What the fuck is wrong with me Dumb orbitposter.
Hunter Jackson
You're probably very lonely and share empathy with people who feel and act the same and that's why you got attached over a dream.
Aiden Moore
I've only talked to chaotic a couple times in threads I'm not an orbiter.
Ayden Johnson
lucky.. I wish I had dreams about chaotic
Justin Allen
You've probably been getting sensory overload over the past few days like this user said
