>Be me
>Seventeen about a year ago
>Used to have severe depression because friends and family pushed me away out of their lives
>Play guitar and study magic to cope with the never ending thought of dying alone
>Throughout my little life I have been rejected by several women
>Last heartbreak left me absolutly scarred
>Been a year ever since I pursued affection
>See a 8/10 qt 3.14 red head walk down the hallway
>She must be new to the school
>Occasionally walk by her in either hallway or library
>She never really hung out with anybody. Mostly a loaner
>She would always look in my direction
>Delusional as fuck
>This continued for a couple months
>Made me think she was sorta into me
>Playing guitar on a bench
>She passes by
>Meet eye contact
>Smile
>She semi smiled back
>Feels good man
>Days later
>See her alone sitting on a bench outside the library
>Maybe this is the day. Maybe this is the day I will actually have someone willingly like me
>Walk over
>"Hey. Do you like magic?"
>I'm an fucking autistic beta faggot
>She's creeped out
>Finish my gay trick
>She thanks me and rushes away from my direction
>Nothing really changed
>I'm not even fased
>I walk off in a corner and sit
>Time passes by faster than Jackie Robinson runs a diamond
>Another person added to the list of people who don't like me
>Feels nothing man
Be me
do yourself a favor and get off this board young nigga
I mean, I really got nothing else to do besides playing solitaire or scrolling through pages whatever book I'm reading.
just play more solitaire and read more books. there is nothing redeemable here. I seriously wish I never visited when I was your age, I got hooked and can never leave
Jesus dude. Is it that bad here?
Use your moms credit card to buy some cheap weed & Smirnoff (maybe some ice) and game at your hearts content.
Wise advice
I ain't too keen on smelling like skunk. I mean, this place hasn't completely consumed my life...yet..
When the meal arrived, they stopped talking. That means that Karen stopped talking. Ken had listened almost speechlessly to Karen's explanations in a mixture of fear, horniness, admiration and he was head over heals in love. Despite the fact he knew she didn't love him, he couldn't help but to have a crush on her. Also he knew that she wasn't his girlfriend and she was playing with him. He enjoyed every second of her presence. In a strange way, he trusted her and he felt secure. He knew that he wasn't the only guy in her life, but that didn't matter when she was with him.
During the meal, she continued to tease Ken with nearly imperceptible actions and movements. She ate her food like it was a sexual act in a slow and pleasureful way. It made Ken think of his cock in her mouth. She stroked her fork with her hands, and played with her hair. Sometimes she leaned back to push her chest forward to emphasize her great and awesome bosom. It was not obvious for most of the guests. Also, it was a great turn on for Ken. Ken felt a little bit jealous when Karen looked in the direction of the man behind him, knowing that she teased him, too.
Bitches love skunk
Way magic trick was it, coins, scarves, or cards?
Just a simple card trick that involves the double lift. Get's everybody. Most of the time.
my b that comment was for you lil nigga
>8/10
I think I found your problem, young Jedi.
>double lift.
Step your game up.
Also dont use magic as a cold opener bro.
I was a beginner magician at the time. Now I juggle pistols and yeah an occasional card trick
>not doing the folded paper heart lift behind her ear and using the
>"see you stole my heart" line
>Delusional as fuck
>This continued for a couple months
>Made me think she was sorta into me
I fucking hate this feel, I can never tell if someone is giving me an opening or I am completely delusional
It faded off. I honestly don't really crave affection anymore really.
19 yr old here to give ya some advice brother. In college it gets wayyyyy easier. The girls get so much more friendly as long as u don't spill your spaghet.
I'm still a virgin but I've gotten head a few times thanks to this fact.
Nobody gives you an opening without them telling you that they're giving you an opening dude. Dudes that think girls are robots that send hidden messages are insane.
not true at all retard.
It fucked me over bad. During my time in 6th grade in middle school, I had fooled myself into thinking that this girl was into me. I asked her out and she rejected me harshly with a resounding ew that I'll never forget.
yup girls are sprinkling clues around like little fucking leprechauns instead of just obviously showing you that they're into you.