REEEEEEEEEEEEE FUCK FUCK FUCK FUUUUUUUUCK I GOT KEKED REEEEEEEE I AM SO ANGRY I AM LITERALLY SHAKING AS I WRITE THIS
>2 years ago >move to a new city for college >move into an apartment with two other guys >one of them is a normie and I dont see him all that often >the other one is really cool >he has this weird facial tic where he winks briefly with both eyes sometimes? Idk how to describe it >and he sells weed on the side cause he smokes too bc of his panic attacks and thats kinda how he finances it >he studies theology but has blasphemous compulsive thoughts >like hes the most interesting person I ve ever met >very charismatic too this fucker >get into his friend group >one night we all are in a club together >suddenly a girl walks up to my room mate and greets him >they know each other >her friends join our circle >thats how I met HER >shes stunning maybe a bit too alternative >wears removable flower tattoos on her face and has crazy creative eye makeup >after a while we go outside to smoke and talk >I approach her >she is very kind and sweet >studies social work >already notice her eying my roommate but dont think anything of it >even when he joins our conversation she isnt flaunting herself >after that the group sometimes meets up on campus to hang out together >after a few months my roommate starts to get very reserved and spends a lot of time alone >she asks me about him a lot because of it and it irks me a little but I dont say anything >try to talk to my roommate I dont want him to shut everybody out >tell him its not healthy and that he needs to talk to us >he freaks out >yells at me how he cant deal with the stress and the panic attacks >that he cant deal with his guilty conscience because of his compulsive thoughts >I yell back >goes on like this back and forth >I tell him to kill himself >he punches me in the face >I punch back >third roommate runs in the room and tears us apart >we all yell at each other >pt2
>suddenly he gets very quiet puts his hand to his chest >he cant breathe >panicattack.exe >third roommate tries to calm him down >I angrily leave the kitchen and go into my room >next few days we dont talk to each other >but he occasionally starts hanging out with us again >I feel bad for having left him that night but too proud to say anything >she tries to talk to him and cheer him up >I know she was worried about his well being but it annoys me that she starts spending time with him >doesnt matter hes blocking her attempts to get close to him >it is so untypical for him to be this quiet >a few more days pass >I ask her whether she wants to hang out at my place and watch a movie >she says yes >we watch alien (it was around October then) >she wants to use the bathroom >its locked >wants to try a few minutes later >still locked >she asks me to check it >bang on the the door >no one answers >she panics and wants me to kick in the door >we argue a bit but she threatens to call 911 if i dont do it >comply >get the door open >roommate is sitting on the floor leaned against the wall >arms vertically cut >blood everywhere >she rushes to him >shakes him >cries >yells at me to call 911 >I am perplex >she yells at me again >cant move >she takes her phone out >calls 911 >Its so surreal >drop to my knees >shes crying again >dont know what to tell her nothing would comfort her >we drive to the hospital >dont know how but they save his life >she is sitting next to me >covered in his blood and still silently crying >just sit next to her and watch her >feel numb >feel like I betrayed my friend >we stay the entire night
Oliver Williams
Sounds like an interesting tale OP let's hear it
Nicholas Foster
What happened next my dude
Julian Lewis
So basically your mad because you're getting cucked by a suicidal paranoid sperg.
Calling it now. This thread is going to end with the most annoying ending and its all going to be fake.
Jack Wood
>the doctors tell us to go home >she refuses >dont say anything >after what feels like forever we can see him >hes still unconscious (maybe he was sleeping idk) and very pale >she sits down next to him and reluctantly holds his hand like shes afraid to break it >stay like this for a few minutes >the nurse comes back and tells us that he needs to rest >ask her to come home >she refuses >tell her she cant stay like this, she needs to get cleaned up and sleep >she doesnt want to >sends me home >go home, shower, eat and get some of my shirts and sweatpants to bring her >my roommate stays in the hospital for another two weeks, then gets sent to a psych ward >we regularly visit him >she apparently went there a lot more often than the rest of us >they get very close >after four months they release him again and he returns to uni >he lost a lot of his friends cause they thought he went crazy >know its wrong but agree with them out of fear that they would leave me too >one day she confronts me about it and tells me how much of an idiot im being and that he needs his friends right now >apologize to him >we warm up to each other again >now its usually the three of us to hang out >I try to make a move on her again >we go out a few times but in retrospective i dont think she considered these meetups dates >just content with being near her for now >dont wanna push things
Dylan Myers
>one night we drove out to the beach >start a fire >not gonna lie it was very cozy >after some time she puts her head on his shoulders >he doesnt react >they just stay like this for a while >I suggest to turn on some music because our conversation quieted down >none of move >get up to grab the speakers from the car >when I walk back I see them talking to each other >stand still trying to listen to what theyre saying
>him: Im way too fucked in the head I constantly think about me burning in hell and I still have suicidal thoughts sometimes >her: Im sorry >him: no im sorry. You deserve someone whole. Like user. Dont tell me you didnt know hes crazy about you >her: what about you though >him: what do you mean? >her: do you have feelings for me? >he doesnt say anything and looks to the ground >she slowly puts her forehead to his >I wanna say something but I feel paralyzed again >can do nothing but watch >she strokes his cheek and kisses him >I feel dead inside >he reluctantly kisses her back >then he breaks the kiss >I feel my legs again >walk up to them >we all act like nothing happened >I want to punch the shit out of him again >he looks miserable >dont feel like putting music on and they dont ask me to either so we just sit in silence for a bit until she says that shes cold so we drive back >the next week its almost like everything went back to normal >except it didnt >dont want to see them together >dont want to talk to them >we meet up at the cafeteria >they sit next to each other >he has his ellbows rested against the table >can see the cuts from his suicide attempt >notice shes starring at them too >wonder what shes thinking >that night we go out again drinking in a larger group >she gets considerably drunk >leaves the club all the time to talk to people outside >at one point we all are outside >my roommate is smoking with me and a few feet away from us she is cheerfully talking to a few strangers
Dominic Phillips
GOD DAMNIT CONTINUE IT
Aaron Rivera
yuh contin
Asher Harris
Continue user ffs
Gabriel Martin
Pre type would have been nice
Elijah Johnson
>try to strike up a conversation with him but he doesnt really respond >I turn to talk to somebody else >suddenly he walks up to her and gently pulls her aside >dont realize why he did that at first but apparently the guy she was chatting with was getting a bit too comfy with her >she turns to him and smiles at him like hes the fucking sun >knifethroughmyheart.mpg >he offers her his water to sober up a little bit >she lazily intertwines her fingers with his and makes a small step back wanting him to follow her >he does >they only walk a few steps but its far enough for me to not be able to listen to them anymore >they talk and it pains me to watch him looking at her >hes so painfully obvious in love with her >nothing happens though. He doesnt kiss her >we go home >a few days after im coming home from school >my roommate is sitting on the floor with her >their legs are tangled up and theyre laughing together >I havent heard him laugh a lot recently >they havent noticed me yet but Im standing in the doorframe >she looks up and greets me >he leans back and smiles at me >I also havent seen him smile in a pretty long time >he asks me whats good >she asks me whether id like to bake cookies with them >lie and tell her I have an appointment later >it makes me happy that she looks a little disappointed >go to my room
Eli Richardson
That's it ?? Tell me that's not the end
Tyler Clark
Im sorry that im taking too long but im starting to cry all the time. I love her so fucking much
>try to distract myself with music and papers I need to write >doesnt work >constantly think of them in the other room >wonder what theyre doing >after half an hour or so I leave my room >theyre standing the the kitchen making the cookie dough >she mixes the ingredients and hes standing behind her resting his arms against the counter watching her >she tells him about her day >fuckIwishthatwasme.jpg >he brushes his fingers through her hair >she turns around and puts some chocolate dough on his cheek >he wipes it off with his thumb and smears it on her lips >she pouts >he leans in to kiss her and lick off the chocolate >heart shatters into a million pieces >feel dizzy like im about to faint >this kiss is different from the beach >i dont know if that was their second kiss or if they have done it before >but hes no longer as reluctant >almost happy? >go back to my room >dont want them to see me >dont leave the room for the rest of the day >not proud of it but start jerking off to the thought of kissing her cookie dough lips >feel disgusted with myself >a few days after that a few guys come over to our apartment for watching an ice hockey game idk (it were the normie friends of normie roommate) >me and the other roommate hang out with them cause they brought free beer >he asks me about my appointment
>me: there was no appointment >him: yeah I suspected as much >silence >him: why >me: I saw you in the kitchen >silence >me: you kissed her >him: yeah.. >silence >him: are you angry at me? >me: I dont know >silence >him: I never thought that this would happen >me: for how long have you been in love with her? >him: I dont know. But she was with me when I woke up in the hospital. She was holding my hand. I think I knew then. I think I was in love with her before already but I didnt realize it. >me: I wanted her ever since we met
Jacob Gray
Oh no you are hartbroken, i know a way to fixs that. Just overdose on selfpitty.
James Morales
>him: in the club? >silence >me: so is she your girl now? >silence >him: Im sorry. I didnt want to be a bad friend. I thought if I ignored it and if I pushed her away the feelings would go away too. >me: you really thought that would work? >silence >him: youd be better for her. >me: I know. >silence >me: but she doesnt want me. >he laughs >him: no she wants a dysfunctional sperg like me. Shes hopeless >me: do you still have suicidal thoughts? >silence >him: sometimes. >me: does she know? >him: yeah. >silence >we stop talking until the game is over and I leave to go to my room again >when I come back out hes gone >assume he went to see her >feel miserable again
Idk bots Dont feel like finishing the story Just wanna sleep
Cameron Howard
dont feel you have to these are some serious feels i wish the best for you, just when you say you you know you'd be better for her that sounds like your a bit of a dick but i hope the best for you and your friend and please keep in mind that the girl loving your friend is probably better for him than it would be her loving you once again, all the best
Dominic Evans
My chest hurt reading this. I'm so sorry you're in this situation. Get that sleep, please rest well.
Dominic Smith
I'm honestly getting the real feels, probably considering suicide as well.
Perhaps find something to break, to let the sorrow and anger out. Could probably go as a hobby.
You don't have to finish if you don't want to. It's heartbreaking to read.
Please dont. If you wanna talk I can give you my contact. Suicide fucking sucks and there is always a better solution.
Jaxon Rodriguez
No use, already tried once. Apperantly, even death doesn't accept me.
Wyatt Howard
actually the dude seems like a real bro and you just like a desperate robot. Seriously he tried to give her to you and is even telling you that you would be better for her. Jesus fucking christ women come and go, but you should be fucking grateful to have such an fantastic friend you fucking retard
Nathan Sullivan
Nignog you you cannot leave us hanging like that
John Taylor
That probably only makes it worse. He has to accept the pain of not having her because he seems like such a good guy and is genuinely happier now. So now he just has to bite his lip and accept the heartbreak.
Henry Thompson
You'll feel better getting it all out on its entirety. Finish this story and be one step closer to putting this ugly chapter of your life behind you.
Matthew Jackson
FINISH THE FUCKING STORY REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
This thread made me realise how low my attention span is. I'll never be able to enjoy books. Damn.
Gabriel Morgan
this really sucks user... I get hard residual feels from this story. Just try your best to hang in there and it can probably only get better from here
Brody Cox
Get a new girl, she clearly has feelings for him. Don't be an egoistical fuck, holy shit.
Andrew Lewis
and THAT'S why i never tell people to kill themself even if im furious, not even in games not even in the internet. you just never know.... my deepest shympaties OP get you and your friend well
Heartbreaking story, OP. I have a similar situation (ex-gf who I was still in love with who is going out with a close friend of mine) but this mixed with suicide just breaks it. Hang in there OP.
Aaron Cox
I lived this situation before user I know how hard it can be to see someone you love liking someone else and here's my views and advices if you want to hear them. I personally always valued friend love way more than like ..love love ..because that's such a genuine feeling, a friend cannot give you much material goods and the only thing you can give as a friend is sharing your personality with a person that enjoys so if that friend likes you enough to drive the girl he loves towards you (even tho it didn't work) then lemme tell you you got yourself a bro for life. He looks like and amazing friend you can have and he needs your benediction on this relationship. And you need to carry on on life because keep in mind that there's no such thing as soulmates or love at first sight or other normie shit. Love takes time and there's enough people in this world for you to find another person you'll enjoy and love as much if not more than this girl, it doesn't have to be the same personality or look or voice or anything else similar to her but you'll still like them because you learned to know them and they did too and it happened to work out between you two. So just don't look for the person and wait for it to just happen naturally it'll happen on its own and instead try to make peace with yourself and this girl. I 100% support you user don't cry I'm here to talk if you ever need a listening ear.
Austin Allen
F e e l s .
Yeah. No choice. You gotta let yourself be cucked if you value you friends and the girls happiness over being together with her. Trying to get her will fuck up your friendship probably.
Get a life you sad little faggot and stop being a third wheel.
Nathaniel Price
This. The weak defeating the weaker. This is amazing. I shouldn't feel this way, but I think I finally understand what Bethesda meant when they created Boethiah.
Jaxon Rodriguez
Excellent reference, user. Say, have you bought the new Fallout game yet? I hear it's terrific!
No. I can't tell if I'm being played right now, or if legit. Just waiting on this peon to finish confessing his limits.
Colton Bennett
You didn't lose her, you never had her. This is the most common mistake of lonely robots, trying to force things that aren't meant to happen, and then either this happens or you get yourself into a dysfunctional relationship, which is even worse imo. Just move on as you should've done as soon as you saw her showing interest in him.
Ryan Hughes
im not gona read that shit nigga but you probably an emotional cuck bitch Stick to loli waifus
Jaxson Young
user you need to move on. It was clear from the beginning she didn't have feelings for you. It ain't healthy dwelling on what's going on between them. Honestly you should ask him to be respectful of your shared spaces and if she's going to be over, they should be in his room or he should go to her place. It's okay to tell them you need a little time to adjust and move on.
Obviously I don't know your situation but you should also think about moving into a different place or start hitting clubs and bars up with with your normie roommate ASAP and hook up with some other girl and forget about this chick.
Parker Bailey
I implore you to reconsider. Hurry up, leave this thread and buy my game. Now.
>the weekend after we go out again >I barely drink anything but she gets very tipsy >shes outside talking to people again >decide to join her >she smiles at me when she sees me >she introduces me to whoever she met there >I tell her that I wanna talk to her >she agrees and we go a few steps
>me: do you love (roommate)? >her: yeah I do. >ouch. >me: hes so in love with you. Its annoying honestly >she laughs >me: I dont wanna sound like an asshole but I dont understand what you see in him. >silence >her: you know when we found him in the bathroom? >she looks up to a street lantern and I follow her gaze but theres nothing there >she doesnt finish the sentence either >me: yeah? >her: I love him. >shes drunk. >me: but why? >her: because I do. I knew when he was dying on your bathroom floor. >she stopped for a second >when I finished high school there was an accident a few months after graduation. A boy from our class was driving home from his girlfriend in the morning but he fell asleep. He drove into a truck and died. We all went to the funeral. Our teachers were there too. Friends of the family. His girlfriend. It was horrible. She became severely suicidal and cut off all contact to us. After the funeral I talked to a friend. She told me that things like this make her wish to never ever experience love because she couldt live with the inevitable loss. And I thought about that a lot but when I saw him bleeding out I knew that my friend was wrong. Do you understand that? >me: no.
I still dont understand robots Fuck.
>she smiles and hugs me >her: i love you too user >me: yeah but not enough >she looks at me >her: not enough for what? >lean forward and kiss her >she pushes me away >me: im sorry. I just had to do it. At least once.
im so drained. Fuck.
Grayson Barnes
>she looks sad >me: I love you. >she looks down >me: tell me that you love me again. >her: I love you user. >me: no. Tell me like you mean it. >her: I cant. >I want to cry. Fuck. FUCK. >I laugh >me: how serious are you with him? Is it worth waiting for you? >she shakes her head. >her: I love him. >me: I know. >her: no I dont think you understand. Ive never told anybody ever before that I loved them like that. I love him user. Wholeheartedly. >fuck
Thanks for all your support brobots. Thank you. Really.
Bentley King
It's raping time!!! Originally!!!
Ethan Perry
God fucking damnit this made me mad for various reasons. OP lools like a damn Indian or something, I bet he ia indian or other type of non white and they're both whites. God fucking damnit, the little shit head is obsessed with someone he barely knew, someone who also never gave a shit to him, and even say he loves her. You dont know what love is, you dipshit, you hardly know this person. Also, calling others normies but going to parties, drinking, smoking, drugs, talking to girls and having friends and room mates? FUCK YOU
Goddamn I hope this is all fake fanfic, because holly shit this is retarded and you should fucking die. There's more but I'm so mad at your stupidity.
Also this: These guys are right, and you're a fucking retard OP.
Goddamnit I hate people like you, OP, I avoid retarded faggots like you and wish you would all die.
Austin Perez
TLDR? i didnt came here to read a fucking book user
Your friend is fucked, she only is with him for unrelated reasons and feelings that will die down.
Carson Reed
OP is obsessed about a girl he barely know because of her looks and she don't give a fuck about him, instead she likes OP room mate who seem like a good person, OP gets jealous and try to ruin their happyness instead of moving on. They're all drug using normies that think they're not too. God damn
Justin Bailey
You honestly come off as very entitled, user. He clearly deserves her more than you do.
Christopher Lewis
Fuck man. I can relate to this shit.
Dylan Foster
He doesn't DESERVE her more, but he does need her more, if he's suicidal and all, he definitely needs love to save him more than user does.
Easton Carter
continue bro. Please. All the best, however keep in mind that your boy loves her and she loves him. You'll find a soulmate too m8
Pretty much this. Also, "she is the one" symptom. She is obviously as fucked in the head as your roomate, with a weird "saviour" fetish. She gets high on the fact that she "saved" your roommate. 2 options : -he doesn't get better, she is happy, one day he kills himself, she simulates grief for a year or so and then try to find another "lost soul" -he does get better, she grows tired of him, gives a "my job is done here" kind of excuse and she leaves him to, once again, seek another "lost soul"
give up for now user. time to tactically retreat from this battle. If you feel anything for your roomate, let them be something for awhile. i'm guessing she's one of the main things keeping him from ending it. she doesnt love you and forcing it will only end up bad. godspeed.
Charles Ross
you sound like an autistic retard beta orbiter, she's with him, stop being a cunt, be happy and find some one else. Also she likes him more because he's more interesting and edgy and you're just a fucking typical overly aggressive autistic guy. She wants to dive head first into the drama he brings until she realizes it's actually toxic for her to be around or she finds something more interesting. She will never find YOU interesting.
Tyler Reyes
>I look back to the club >shes still standing in front of me >I Cup her face with my hands >she smiles at me >I kiss her again >she puts her hands on my chest trying to push me away but I refuse to let go of her >she gently but impatiently slaps my shoulder >I put one of my hands to her side and push her small body against the tree behind her >my fingers work their way into her pants >she screams into my mouth now >I dont let go >I enter her with my middle finger by force >I love her >she scratches my neck and struggles to get away from me >I barely feel the pain >I forcefully push her to the ground undoing my belt >our kiss is wet from her crying >while I pin her to the ground with my right hand I use my left hand to touch her breasts >she is shaking >I add another finger to stretch her >she shrieks and tries to shake me off but im stronger >another finger >me: do you think I can fit my whole hand in there? >I kiss her neck >leave a trail of kisses down to her chest and rip her shirt >she got very stiff >stares into the night sky with dead eyes >I remove my pants and use her motionless hand to stoke my dick while I keep foce fucking her with my fingers >its not enough >violently enter her with my hard cock >thrust into her as hard as I can to get her body to respond to me >she whimpers >put the three fingers I used to fuck her in her mouth making her gag >dont pull out >me: suck on them whore. >another tear falls from her pretty face >flip her over >spit on her asshole >cautiously press her face into the mud suffocating her screams >position myself at her entrance >trust >I hear her muffled screams >its so fucking tight >so fucking good >she doesnt stop screaming >exit her only to thrust into her again with even more force >me: I want to hear you cry out in pain for me bitch. CRY. >I thrust. >CRY. >Thrust. >CRY. >Thrust. >CRY.
op is a fag
Oliver Jackson
extremely gay 20 year old zoomer story. I'll tl;dr for you guys:
>boring failed normie OP has a crush on some A E S T H E T I C tumblr girl >she starts dating his wholesome mentally disturbed chad roommate who's boss enough to (almost) kill himself >boring failed normie OP gets triggered that they're dating and tries to kiss her without her consent >the end
and they all probably listened to some hipster shit like deftones or lebanon hanover along the way. instead of kickass bands like motley crue, ACDC, Iron Maiden.
The sooner you stop obsessing over her, the sooner you can find someone better. This is a low quality female anyway. You're not missing out on anything.
Gavin Ward
I am honestly baffled as to how RETARDED and entitled you are.
>you literally meet her thru your friend >she CLEARLY shows signs that she is interested in him >she CLEARLY shows signs that she is NOT interested in you >she finally got to fuck him >you chimp out?
I call this story bullshit desu, specially that he felt "bad" for fucking her because you maybe had a feelings about her.
