Losing virginty and regret

Hey man, we've all been there. I totally lost my virginity to my sister as well. Happens all the time, there's actually a very special niche of psychologists who deal with this sort of thing. It's a hidden epidemic. It's why I became a doctor, OP. I can help you but not if you don't open up and start spilling deets. Pictures would help.

No wanking allowed in my thread
I was 14 she was 16
We have messed around forever it started when we took baths together
We used to lick and kiss each other because it felt good
She had gotten a new bf and we were looking at porn together
I suggested we try some to practice and she said okay
She laid on the bed with her ass on the side and I started licking then put my little dick in her

you reap what you sow, degenerate.

Not much to it other than we were horny together and she let me use her body to masturbate
And no pictures fags

Im aware Im a degenerate for fucking my sister
HOW DO I GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD

Yeah, that's one way to look at it. Listen: the sexual urge is very powerful, and so is the repression that we experience in society against it. On one hand, we have this powerful urge carrying us towards our desires, and an equally opposite social power telling us to bury it inside of ourselves. Oftentimes, when sexual education is lacking, we seek to express ourselves with someone we feel comfortable with. Like our sisters. But it's important to put these actions in context before I can really help you overcome and lingering guilt you may feel. As a doctor, I'm not typically inclined to give out psychological advice on the internet, but I would be remiss if I were to let you go on suffering like this. I could lose my license for this, but I'm laying it all on the line for a fellow robot, as long as that robot doesn;t mind laying it on the line back. Open up to me, OP. TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED. I already jerked off like three times today so it's not even about that.

welter in it, hedon. Now you probably feel anguish and despair on a level most of us robots live in. You think what happened to you is bad? I've had 7 incidents that have torn apart my life only one of which was my doing and i'm only 18. I'm destroyed, i'm a fucking poor loser.

What is there to open up about you tard
Do you want me to tell you how her pussy tastes? It was fucking good
Everything about it felt so fucking good but I know it shouldnt and its killing me inside

Nobody cares faggot
Quit wallowing in your inadequacy and do something about it

Man, you are starting to piss me off. I'm not a tard, I'm a dcotor. And you came to me for help so maybe be a little less snappy, sisterfucker. Yes, to answer your question, that's exactly the type of thing that I need to know if I am going to help you get through this.

and here we have the obligatory clueless normie.

i won't waste my time on you. Leave this place nigger.

I lost mine to my late 40s landlady hoping for a kid, talk about regret losing it.

Aight doc
I told you about it so now what

Why would you fuck a 40 year old and expect a kid
Do you want a downy baby

seppukku time looks like

so now build a philosophy that not only takes into account the weakness of humans, but also acknowledges the inherent subjectivity of morality.

Nah
Only weak men kill themselves

and cowards die many times before they do. You fucked up, time to restart.

That doesnt help at all mang
Ive tried religion
I confessed
I dont believe in that kind of shit
Philosophy doesnt help me
We are just animals with no purpose

Okay, I guess I can work with this. Why precisely do you suddenly choose this moment to feel bad? Why did you choose to relate this feeling to Jow Forums, as opposed to one of the many, many incest support forums online? It's not as if one moment you were perfectly innocent of incest and the next you were fucking your sister. You built up to this over a long time. I suspect that you don't really feel that bad about it, but you just came here to reassure yourself that you're a normal person. Well guess what? I'm not a doctor and I've been jerking it this entire time.

She wanted the kid and was kind of desperate. I just had a chance to lose my v card and took it. Amazingly whatever lotter-winning odds, the kid isn't a downie but I still regret it out of desperation.

Death is not a magical reset button
And besides
If hell is real I do not want to go there early

well when i was like 10- or 11 i masturbated for the first time and i felt something very similar to what you feel, i felt guilt for months, it was so bad i called my mom and confessed so you know it was pretty fucking bad and i must admit that was not the best move but many years later i'm over it and i jack off all the time. it's not that i'm proud of it but i have come to terms with it as a flaw in my character. In short i just became completely numb to it.

I feel bad all the time
I cant look her in the eyes
I feel like lower than dogshit for fucking my blood sister
No shit you arent a doctor nobody on this godforsaken website is

Could you direct me to one of those forums I can not find any

What do you feel at the idea that many others fuck their sisters and they feel smug and satisfied with themselves about it?

Well atleast you got what you wanted and arent a virgin anymore
Whats there to feel bad about man
You fulfilled your biological function

I dont understand how anyone could fuck their sister or any relative and feel boastful about it

how old's ur sus

more importantly, how tight is her puss

She was 16 at the time and is now 23
I was 14
Even for my shrimp dick she was tight and I came in under 5 minutes

But deep down I loved it and want more
Which is why I feel like shit about it

Take the blackpill and over time you'll calm down. As in not feel it as much. Remember when i said i had 7 tragitys and i'm only 18? Well They have died down in severity but it is only when i chose to dwell on them when they rear their ugly heads that i spiral into a mess of hopelessness.

It's a pretty low grade for a first time, and kind of regretful to have brought a kid into the world just out of desperation.

Also sort of kind of maybe betrayed my race by Jow Forumsster standards since the mother is Jewish.

what were the events leading up to this?

What were the tragedies if you dont mind me asking
Might help me feel better

We used to look at porn together and fool around
It was mlp porn of all things
I asked her if she new how to have sex because she had just gotten a new boyfriend
She said no and I asked if I could help her practice she said yes
The next day when our single parent mom was at work I went to her room with some strawberry scented lube and we started
I licked her pussy first and asked if she would suck my dick
She agreed but only after
I fucked her for a few minutes and came
I wasnt producing sperm at the time so that was lucky
After she gave me oral for a little bit and asked if I would do something for her
She had stolen our mothers vibrator and asked if I would put it in her butt
I did

well what have i been telling you? You can't really love other people lust is NOT love, every really strong emotion you are feeling in regards to other people is childish, the ones that get you worked up are childish beyond reason. and once you realize that true love comes from the mythos and manifests in virtues you will begin to dehumanize people with contempt when you see their degenerate antics, she fucked YOU two right? So why take the burden all on yourself and not just make come to terms amends with your mistake? You are not god, you are not some ethereal being. You are human and as a consequence fallible, so don't be suprised when you fail. You can't undo it. So take responsibility for it.

Happy now?
Pretty weird you get off to the story of a man fucking his sister

There it is
This makes sense finally
Thanks tard

>oh my sides are one their way to the moon

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>1st.
This is when crippling panic attacks hit me, this was before anxiety was a complete meme. In my lowest moments of this all other tragitys pale in comparison.
>2. molested? (this is really two in one so it's more like 6 tragitys)
first fapped when i was like 10 which i already mentioned and felt guilt similar to yours, also may have been molested by my brother (foggy memory don't ask any further questions)
>3
Walked into mom's room one morning to see she shot herself, very jarring, i remember i had poor eyesight so all i saw was really, really red bedsheets and when i got closer i turned away and ran
>4
i remember my brother was trying to "play" with me basically bullying me and eventually i kicked him in the balls and just froze, there was this big moment where i could've killed him but i knew better than that so i just stood there. He turned me into a punching bag and shoved me around. This was just your typical trama after sudden violence but god if i dwell on it, if i REALLY think about it i feel awful beyond words. helplessness, shame, dread. All i can do is thrash around in the welter of it all
>5
sister walked in the house with some black guy one day and i did nothing. I don't love her in fact i hate her but this just adds to the emasculation of my horrid mentally retarded state
>6
drugged by my brother, he put wax in my sandwich and even though i could kind of taste it i gave myself the benefit of the doubt, he was sitting right next to me and if i let him know i knew i'd have to do something about it. It was better to just pretend i didn't know and keep the moment safe. I later threw up and he knew i knew and you guessed it, i didn't do shit. Overall feeling of this was violation of my sanctity.

the last two happened within the last two years So they are still relatively fresh on my mind. Happy torment to you.

>mfw he actually left
Based autistic neetposter quells normie encroachment yet again

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what the fuck is wrong with your brother

>what the fuck is wrong with your brother
what the fuck is wrong with your brother

Probably shouldve thought about that before you fucked your sister

Just make sure your son doesn't go near any hairnets, especially on his wedding day.

>mlp porn
you should be ashamed of yourself. legit even more degenerate than fucking your sister

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I've lost with some bitch. I payed. How pathetic. I wantd to be experienced to the woman I love. Didn't work. I never got that woman.