Please for the love of God someone talk to me I can't handle the silence for even one second

Please for the love of God someone talk to me I can't handle the silence for even one second

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I'm losing my shit. Just message me I'm not doing too well.

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Hey mate
What up
Origi

Tell me everything about yourself.

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Hey, what's up user?

I had a friend I want back. I hope he sees this.

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How will your friend know it's you?

The images I'm posting make it obvious. Do you like reading and writing?

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Reading, from time to time. Not that good at writing. You?

I am trying to get back into creative writing but I can not dislodge thoughts out of a manic state.

For me its another episode of going to bed and mind starts racing in the silence and reminds me of how badly i fucked up my only chance to get a female friend/girlfriend a year ago because im a mentally ill neglected fucking retard with massive trust issues and i fall in love and cling instantly so i will scare anyone away.
I fucking hate the silence so what im gonna do is put on some random long videos on utube and try to fall asleep somehow like every night
Wish u well frens

>Tell me everything about yourself
I'm 21, male. I'm in college. I have only one friend. My interests are primarily music, r9k, reading and philosophy. I'm all the time on this godforsaken board. I've made more than 2000 posts here.

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Give me your discord you jew

I understand the manic state part. Although it is probably my fault, considering it's 3 am.

taffy#8050
My problem is that I feel massive amounts of infatuation at first and then suddenly I don't care for them anymore. Although I also leave whenever things get too real for me. For the right person I can be obsessively yandere and dependent.
I've been here over ten years I can't get off this ride
I prefer to be manic.

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>taffy#8050

are you a m'lady?

Up to your old tricks I see.

>I've made more than 2000 posts here.
How do you know that? Lots of people have grabbed your name because you're a faggot.

Congrats, OP, you have a lifetime more of it to go!

I wish i could not care..
Im about to check out in a couple of weeks time but STILL my brain thinks its good idea to think about her and the events and emotions every single day. I dont care about anything anymore yet i cant get this fucking shit out of my head.

Highly effeminate male. Not even a fag. Everyone assumes I'm either a female or a trap.

You kind of lead them on too. Don't you?

Wow this guy is still going strong after years!
Didn't plenty of anons talk to you already?

Just because I am generous enough to share the good porn I've found doesn't mean I want to jack off with you.
Not who you think I am.

I am pretty understanding, and can talk if you guys aren't feeling well. feel free to message me anons
DrDope#5473

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