How often do you cry?

I wish I could cry, crying feels good when you are depressed

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I really like crying when I feel depressed too. Usually happens after watching a really sad anime or just having an existential crisis moment.
Why can't you cry, user?

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i dont. sometimes it's just raining

Not feeling comfortable sharing is one thing. If you don't feel like sharing, that's okay. But if you want to share with someone who is genuinely your friend and cares about you, they won't see your problems as "burdens", at least, I don't think so.
If my best friend told me about all the issues he has going on in his head, I wouldn't feel burden, but instead I'd happily be willing to help him through it. Wouldn't you feel good if someone you care about shared their deep and personal issues to you?

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im not sure, i feel numb and i just self harm instead

Yes it would feel good, but I dont have anyone like that in my life.

Oh. I'm sorry, user, but I don't really know much about self harming so unfortunately I don't think I can relate too much. I tried it once but the pain was too searing for me.
Do you have depression or anxiety or something? If so, do you take meds for them? If not, what's up?
Goddamn, that really sucks. I'm still friends with my high school buds because of sheer luck, really, but I feel like it's coming apart recently so I might lose people to share my inner thoughts with, too.
What sort of things make you cry? What makes you really sad?

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Once in awhile. I teared up today from watching an anime.

I wish I could cry. My life is ab unending nightmare and I'm not numb to it. I feel like absolute shit. Yet I still can't cry over it

Just how my life turned out and that Im not normal. I have no motivation, aspirations and no friends like other people do, it hurts me inside. Im basically and empty shell of a person. What about you, what makes you sad?

I really don't understand life. Normal people can just pick up something that's fun and do it for hours. Their motivation to do something is just to do it. My hunch is that people need to have the bottom three tiers of Maslow's hierarchy to actually have any aspiration and motivation. It sucks though because to get friends in the first place, it helps a lot to be good at something to begin with, which needs motivation, but you can't have motivation unless you have friends already. This explanation is getting too complicated, but basically the system that exists right now makes it real hard for lonely people to have intimate relationships. I hate it.

I get sad when I see people (fictional and nonfictional) genuinely enjoying life and being able to live for the sake of living. I can't help but be basically nihilistic about life and I don't like it at all because it gets in the way of me doing anything fun. Watching anime, especially romantic ones, really gets my tears flowing. Sometimes I wish life was like anime, but that's kinda foolish.

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Usually every night if everything goes well. I can make it through most of the day being sober but once the sun sets that's about when my tolerance for being sober is at it's end. But once I start drinking and putting on some music I just break down. I'm not depressed I just have this profound sadness about my life and what it could have been and isn't. With that being said though, I like it because it reminds me that I can still feel something. Even if it's not what I might want, I can still feel.

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what anime did you watch, user?

that sounds horrible. having a nightmare of a life is one thing, but not being able to cope with it by crying sounds even worse.
wanna talk about it?

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I showed her my world and she ghosted me, I don't know what's real anymore. Existence is pain.

My father used to beat me and yell at me as a kid if i did.
now i can't cry at all even if i am badly hurts
been 16 years since i last cried.
the sadness just build up in my chest.

I never really watch anime or anything really I wouldnt even know what watch. Thats how low my motivation is to do things is, but I also feel the same way when I am confronted by stuff like that as well.

motivation so low that you can't even spend time with leisure? unless im misunderstanding, that's a really tough spot to be in.
what do you do in your spare time?

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im really sorry about that, user. are you feeling hurt because of what happened with her or is it a lot of problems on top of each other? wanna talk about what happened?

how are you doing? being so hurt that you want to cry is already bad, but not being able to cry at all hurts even more. what are some things that make you sad?

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i know that feel. it happens only once in a while, but feeling a wave of sad emotions hurts a lot, but it brings me some relief that i can still feel.
what about your life makes you so sad?

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I just browse Jow Forums all day and play vidya and when I get board of Vidya I browse Jow Forums and vise versa. Sometimes I just do nothing and think about my meaningless life.

>what are some things that make you sad?
living in a really bad country
Muslims are horrible people i need to lie to everyone since not being muslim is dangerous.
the fact that i need to lie in order to escape from a military service even though i am weak.
people that think i am a rapefugee when i mention that i want to leave for a better life.
Every one that imagine a "nigger' when i mention my country name.
my family that is extremely stupid and brainwashed by islam, never read helpful book because it is sin to question islam
family that won't help me to leave.
and now i need to make money asap , either from internet or find a job that pays 50$ a month here and then apply as a refugee or wait until i am old enough and dumb muslim like all them.
there other things that i am too shy to share

i am living with fear and can't even cry but sorry for the long comment

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Dude it's been years since I've managed to go through any real time being sober and not doing anything. I could have accomplished much more, but I didn't think much of myself and settled on what was easy in life. I didn't imagine this would end up being my life.

I'm detached and confused, my head is a haze and I'm uncertain about reality. It feels like I was born to experience being alone and love is impossible. I can't make sense of anything, I just want to stop existing.

Make sure you throw some youtube and anime in between to spice things up

I'm actually pretty scared that I don't cry enough so I try to capitalize on my saddest moments and push a few tears out. But I haven't truly sobbed in at least 5 years.

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Oh, I forgot about YouTube and I have never actually watched anime.

that sounds really similar to how my life was when i was struggling with depression. if your problem is similar to mine, then it hurts like a motherfucker to live everyday. sleeping and lying down thinking about my empty life is what i mostly did, but i forced myself to go outside and walk sometimes.
i think you might like certain anime. it helped me get through a lot.

>Muslims are horrible people i need to lie to everyone since not being muslim is dangerous
my parents would disown me if i admitted to them that im not muslim. at least christian parents are somewhat okay with their kids not being christian, but muslim parents would lose their minds if their kids did that.

>the fact that i need to lie in order to escape from a military service even though i am weak
required military service is one of the worst things a nation can do to its people. i really hope you get yourself out of it.

>people that think i am a rapefugee when i mention that i want to leave for a better life
>Every one that imagine a "nigger' when i mention my country name
i hate how much Jow Forums spread outside its containment board. fascism and racism are becoming really rampant these days and brownies everywhere are suffering because of Jow Forumspaganda.

>my family that is extremely stupid and brainwashed by islam, never read helpful book because it is sin to question islam
this. people dont talk about how devoted muslim people are to their religion. its insane. the whole religion is a cult and a prison. i tried to question islam when i was a kid but my parents shut that shit down instantly and sent me to madrassa for 2 months.

>and now i need to make money asap , either from internet or find a job that pays 50$ a month here and then apply as a refugee or wait until i am old enough and dumb muslim like all them.
fuck, man. i really hope you can pull through with this. i don't really have any way to help you with this one, but my heart goes out for you.
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Maybe I would like anime, but Im a brainlet so Id have to get used to reading subtitles and shit.
Does your life still feel empty?

>there other things that i am too shy to share
that's okay. share what you're comfortable with.

>i am living with fear and can't even cry
this entire post broke my heart to read. i really hope that you can get some slight relief from your massive issues that you have to fight against. best of luck to you.

>sorry for the long comment
don't be. thanks for sharing.

nice thighs. your taste is excellent

i feel bad about making decisions that affect a year of my life at most, but if i did something that sent my life into a drunken spiral, i dont even know if id be able to handle it. the fact that you're even holding up is incredible to me.
is it too late for you to have a better life?
what exactly do you dislike about your life right now?

although i'm not in nearly as much disarray and distress as you are right now, i resonate a lot with what you're talking about. honestly, i dont really know exactly what to say because feelings like this are so hard to handle. some people stick through and eventually get to the light at the end of the tunnel and some keep this point of view until their end. depending on how shaken up you are, you will pick one of the routes. i will be here if you want to keep talking, though.

as long as you don't have some sort of dyslexia, you should be okay with subtitles. you seem like a smart person though, i believe in you unironically.

>Does your life still feel empty?
honestly? no.
i dont have anyone i can deeply relate to. my friends don't know the deeper parts of me and i have no real intimacy. im resorting to genuinely having a waifu for intimacy because i don't think a real human will love me deeply as i want to be loved. i dont know why i want to live.
even through all that, i don't feel empty because of Jow Forums as wack as that sounds
cont.

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I don't remember what crying feels like

I don't remember what anything feels like

About twice a month. Everytime I feel depressed I just listen to this and let it all out

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To be honest I probably have some form of dyslexia, but its mainly with reading out loud. I also seem to take longer reading things than other people. Another thing that stops me from watching is the sheer overwhelming amount anime there is.

there's a culture war happening right now, global warming is gonna dislocate a couple hundred million people in a mere century, the fascists are rising again, and all the meanwhile there's a sizable group of people that are just left behind by society. a bunch of outcasts that most of the world just ignores.
as bad as it is to be dependent on politics to have meaning in life, that's the thing that's keeping me alive right now. as completely insane and stupid as it may sound, im being kept alive by my desire to help make a world where people like us can actually live without being in complete misery.
maybe im secretly egotistical or something, but i like to imagine that i actually care about you guys and that im not listening to people just so i can feel validated and that because i care about you guys, i find purpose in helping yall.

im sorry if this makes zero sense

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>i hate how much Jow Forums spread outside its containment board. fascism and racism are becoming really rampant these days and brownies everywhere are suffering because of Jow Forumspaganda.
I used to be full polfag, its just dumb shit.
I dislike polfags
dude try watch anime etc, watch death note.
get yourself into anime.
I cant enjoy anything anymore but when I did it was a great escape.

>brownies everywhere are suffering because of Jow Forumspaganda.
if brown people weren't fucking intolerable 99% of the time maybe people wouldn't hate you so much

each time i have the urge to cry, i immediately see this stupid image of myself actually crying in my head. it pisses me off so much because i fucking hate unwillingly thinking about my disgusting face for no goddamn reason all day every day and especially seeing myself cry looks so ridiculously stupid so i just natrually hold it back. its probably hard to understand but due to this shitty mindset i pretty much havent shed a tear since i was a baby. hopefully this autistic habit will go away some day.

FUCK link me some please

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I never cry. I just can't, its how I was raised. Men aren't supposed to cry, we gotta do our thing and keep society from collapse. Men crying is another symptom of the West falling.

>my parents would disown me if i admitted to them that im not muslim. at least christian parents are somewhat okay with their kids not being christian, but muslim parents would lose their minds if their kids did that.

mine probably know i am not, now that i am old enough, i still MUST do the ramedan though.

it was very different when i was younger, my father broke a heavy wooden broom on my back because i didn't go to the mosque once.

>required military service is one of the worst things a nation can do to its people. i really hope you get yourself out of it
not sure how to escape it, i'll try to escape before they take me, right know i am trying to get some papers on my bad health, but i don't have enough money to even go to a doctor.

>i hate how much Jow Forums spread outside its containment board. fascism and racism are becoming really rampant these days and brownies everywhere are suffering because of Jow Forumspaganda
they don't really care at this point it's just, africa=nigger, asia= rice nigger, europe =muh ancestors, smart =jew

>my parents shut that shit down instantly and sent me to madrassa for 2 months.
oh god all those who did go there are fucked up now believe me.

>fuck, man. i really hope you can pull through with this. i don't really have any way to help you with this one, but my heart goes out for you.
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thank you, you warm my heart
i think I'll just try to get in some first world country burn everything and say i am a refugee
at this point, i don't like this but "do what gotta do"
it's my only hope,but i still need a lot of money to just get a ticket, and luck to get a visa, the pain in my chest will give me company for a while not even sure while i didn't kill myself i even though of as degenerate as it sound , selling my body since i am cute enough for people to try to seduce me and this kinds sounds like an ok idea because of this situation.

anyway thanks for reading my broken English posts i feel less alone

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ah, that's fair enough. sometimes subtitles go way too fast for me so i just pause and take my time to read it. pausing doesn't detract from my enjoyment of the show. as for the second problem, there's a lot indeed, but you can watch gateway anime like death note, as suggested.

you can also search for stuff by genre and find the best titles of each genre.

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>Men aren't supposed to cry, we gotta do our thing
ive seen biggest thug crim cry a bunch of times in private.
all men cry.

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What country is it? Please you made me very curious and I'm fisically hurt because of it, please tell no one will call you names.

Criminals aren't men, they turned to crime for cowardice in the first place. I don't cry, ever.

I've been consistently crying in my dreams, and waking up from it crying in the mornings.
Don't know why

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>it was very different when i was younger, my father broke a heavy wooden broom on my back because i didn't go to the mosque once
it really irritates me how brutal this is but its completely normal in muslim countries. im really sorry that this happened to you.

>it's my only hope,but i still need a lot of money to just get a ticket, and luck to get a visa, the pain in my chest will give me company for a while not even sure while i didn't kill myself i even though of as degenerate as it sound , selling my body since i am cute enough for people to try to seduce me and this kinds sounds like an ok idea because of this situation.
when things are as bad for you as they are, "degenerate" stuff doesn't even matter anymore. if you're gonna do that stuff, just be careful, though. too many people don't have respect for people who sell their body and might even hurt you. your life is hell, but make sure you think hard about what you're about to do before doing it, okay?

>anyway thanks for reading my broken English posts i feel less alone
your english is just fine. it was my pleasure to listen and im glad you feel a little bit better.

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>i hate how much Jow Forums spread outside its containment board. fascism and racism are becoming really rampant these days and brownies everywhere are suffering because of Jow Forumspaganda.
It's because people are waking up. It's not some brainwashing shit that forces people to do Jow Forums's bidding.
It just makes more sense and is more truthful than all the PC shit people are told in their day-to-day lives. And people are seeing that now.

wtf, you just reminded me that I woke up at 2am crying and I don't even know why. What the fuck?

Yea it makes sense, you see and know how people like us suffer and no one else really seems to notice it or care or just straight up ignore it. you want to change peoples attitudes towards and us so we can feel happier and more satisfied with life and limit the kind of suffering we feel. At least thats what I interpreted, but I'm a brainlet so Im probably wrong.

I guess Ill give it a try if I can manage to actually motivate myself to watch it.

your interpretation was spot-on my dude, no worries. sadly, i kinda want to sleep right now. its 4am over where im at and ive been doing this for like 3 hours. thanks for chatting, user.
if any of you peeps want to chat some more, you can leave your discord with me and ill try to get to ya

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sorry i always end up exposing myself when i do that

>when things are as bad for you as they are, "degenerate" stuff doesn't even matter anymore.
exactly, it made me understand a lot of things
how hell life can be for some people in this world
why a lot of girls sell their body, how you end up broken you know.

>make sure you think hard about what you're about to do before doing it, okay?
sure i'll be safe kind of scary to let someone do what he want with you but it can't be helped, i am kind of angry at myself right know, it happened that i met an Italian middle aged man he wanted to take me with him in his home country said i was really pretty even tried to kiss me , i was 16, if only I've listened to him i couldn't care less of what could have happened.

thanks for the advises you're kind user.

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Sure I guess, but Im antisocial as fuck so wouldnt expect much. fej#1654

>Criminals aren't men, they turned to crime for cowardice in the first place
they have massive balls some of them like my old friend
>wtf, you just reminded me that I woke up at 2am crying and I don't even know why. What the fuck?
ive had these dreams before....

still caring about pol shit shows to me that you havent fallen far enough.
who cares about white woman being blacked etc etc.
melancholymouse#6708

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Being daring or evil doesn't mean you're not a coward, it usually is used to hide the cowardice. But whatever, go cry somewhere