Be honest. Be honest with me here, right now, even if you'll never be honest with anyone else ever again. Tell me something you haven't told anyone else. Tell me something you wouldn't tell me something else. Tell me something that keeps you up at night, something that's eating you up, something you feel guilty over to this day, something you still feel wronged for, something you haven't gotten over.
Tell me anything, just be honest.
i used to be a gay furry
I watch porn. A lot. I watch a lot of porn, and I've done so since I was ~12/13. When I was 17/18, regular porn wasn't satisfying anymore, and I delved into darker, more malevolent porn. Illegal, immoral, degenerate.
It felt good. I don't know if I'll ever tell anyone. If I stopped watching porn, I think I would go back to normal. I don't know for sure though.
I have no secrets. I am an open book. I have no idea why I tell people I've killed a dog, or placed hidden cameras to watch women shower and a host of other things.
I'm just honest. And have no regrets.
what are you now? are you a straight furry, or are you just gay?
I don't want to be an open book. There's a lot I keep to myself. I'm an open book with torn out pages desu.
a straight anti furry national socialist
When my ass itches i shove my finger inside and scratch.
And sometimes it has poop.
That's a really good analogy desu
I fantasize about murdering women daily now even though women have never done anything bad to me. I dont dislike them, and I view taking their lives as a romantic kind of thing. its getting to the point where I'll see a girl on my college campus and think about hanging her up in a bathroom stall and watch the life leave her eyes. I need to get help at some point but I figure as long as I dont have STRONG urges to act on the impulse i'll be fine
When I was fifteen I took my dad's truck out for fun.
I hit a homeless guy.
He didn't die, but he was pretty hurt. I got out to see if he was alright and he was unconcious. I sped off, went through a drive-through car wash because there was blood on the bumper and have only told a couple of people, ever.
>be me
>be college sophomore
>at a club two weeks ago
>this girl starts dancing on me
>get really into it because i dont get this kind of action often
>one thing leads to another and VERY PASSIONATELY make out in the middle of the mosh for a solid minute if not longer
>take her over to the bar, got two drinks
>go with my go-to line "so what sorority are you in?"
>oh sorry if I gave you the wrong idea user, I'm a sophomore in high school - you're cute though"
So yeah I sexually assaulted a minor, albeit unknowingly and with her utmost consent
When you say gay furry, like just masturbating and role-playing, or like taking cock in the ass?
It's more common than you think to go furry/degenerate to an alt right type, you've seen how young minds are impressionably led astray. I wouldn't get too cognitively dissonant about it.
That's fucking metal, nice
yeah that
i was still degenerate though
im teaching myself French so I can sing along to French jazz songs.
I generally hate furries as a community. I couldnt think of a more annoying group of people even by internet standards.
But they got me hooked on their porn so... I guess they win? I havent really tried to ween off of it yet because I despite knowing I need to I'm not really sure if I want to.
Im a pervert and have moral dilemas about some acts of the past, I not always uphold my moral values and that troubles me a lot, Im afraid of being a bad person, i think maybe i am. Didnt do serious stuff imo even, i asked and got nudes from a 16 years old once when I was like 19, Ive invented people for sex late at night and they never responded me again, i think I am too pushy, i go out with tinder dates and they never talk to me again. I have big insecutirities about being a virgin, and I guess Ill fake it till i make it, obsessed with beauty and blackpill ideology, sometimes I when drunk I enter in hour long rants in the middle of a bar about beauty and prejudice against ugly people and how being beautiful is the most important and amazing thing in the world to some of my friends. Once I went out with a girl I actually liked and wanted to maybe have something with her, I got too drunk and started to open up saying how I drink because the not drunk me sucks and suicide and stuff like that, after that she just basically said for me to seek helped and barely talked with me ever again. Went in hour long rants about suicide and sadness and beauty again. I dont kill myself because of my parents. I dont think my problems have any validity and are kinda stupid, even tho I hate life and want to die and its just sadness and rejection and failure
you completely cut the habit, or still indulge time to time?
Shit my pants in 6th grade one time
I still fap, but no more furry business.
>rants about beauty
>can't even spell a sentence correct
are you drunk, or just retarded?
The fuck are you on about? You're a Chad.
That being said, kindly fuck off.
Nice, you're a stronger man than me.
You made out with a 16 year old, in Europe you'd be fine.
i used to very violently slam my cock and balls against my desk when i was 10-11 and it would get me super hard
literally, genuinely, unironically nothing lol
i have no secrets and nothing about me is interesting
when I was like 7, a friend I had touched my dick when he was over for the night, said he learned how to do it from the movies his dad showed him
when I was like 12, for about 6 months, I would fuck one of my closest friends, and he would fuck me back. he said it wasn't gay because we were both under 15
>You're a Chad.
I'm a robot stuck in a chad's body. I'm 6'4 205, in a frat, and in all outward appearance would look like the average college fuckboy.
But i have to come here to let off my autistic steam. I'm really insecure. In high school I was really fat so female attention scares the fuck out of me. It's impossible for me to hide bros. I can't fade away or not attract attention because I'm fucking huge and always in the center of shit. I love programming. I run my own business. I hate drinking for fun unless I'm with close friends.
oh and I have a small dick
>tfw just felt for a chad
that actually kinda sucks user
I sometimes hope a bus hits and kills me on the way to work. Good excuse for me to not be a failure
Heres two.
1. Though being a masculine person, I once took a pic of my ass in a pair of panties and sent it to some guy. Its eating away at me
2. Ive never actually shown people who I am, Im constantly playing a character
I have crippling loneliness and I've never had a gf, plus I am prone to limerence which has caused years of emotional pain. Nobody knows how lonely I am.
I'm very fond of stoic philosophy and have managed to integrate lessons from them and some Buddhism (Dhammapada) into my life, but the loneliness is the only thing that overpowers me
I have always wished I was born a girl, for as long as I can remember. The weird thing is though that I'm straight, masculine and would never even entertain thoughts of transitioning.
I've jacked off to certain porn multiple times. I try to justify it by telling myself I started looking it up when I was young myself and that I had a very sexual childhood and it fucked me up but I still feel like a piece of shit. I don't do it anymore at least.
im a redditor and starting using this website in 2017
unscented baby wipes, finger your butthole with them after you take a shit
The people around me dont really know, but ive kind of givin up on life and became a heroin addict. Ill never do it purposefully but deep down id love to od and die. I feel like that would be easier to take for all the people who love me than just straight up obvious suicide. My life is basically in ruins financially and ivr always been freakishly depressed and suicidal, but the heroin is helping me enjoy life for now so im just going to ride this until it gets me.
I was molested when I was younger by an older boy when I was about 5. He was like 9 at the time I think.
>be me
>17 years old living in a upper middle class home with my own car
>be in an urban area of a decently sized town
>coming home one day from work at burger king around 11-12PM
>see a possum
>swerve like a mf and squash it
>get out and take a video of its dying squirms
>think this is cool as shit
>hit two more possums over the course of a week
>decide this isnt enough
>those shit rats are too populous
>go looking for them after work with pellet gun
>kill one in a tree, think im a pretty good shot because i used the reflection of streetlights in her eyes to shoot her
>her
>the next night i pull into my driveway and see movement in the flower bed
>charlieinthewire, vietnam flashbacks
>immediately grab the closest beating stick i can find
>club the baby possum to death
>keep clubbing it
>smash it to the point of no return
>chuck it into the woods
>intense satisfaction
is this fucked up? i think it is but i dont want to ask normal people if it is indeed fucked
>Tell me something you haven't told anyone else.
there's really nothing I have never told anyone
Gamers will never rise up, and it kills me
Same. Came here in 17 when they made some rule change I got pissed about.
Before anyone rages I lurked first and have read tanasinn and dug through most of the archives
I am currently a gay furry and am contemplating going to a con just to get laid. I have other secrets but I don't want to seem like a stereotype
how old are you and are you cute
also how did you become a furry
Shooting varmints with a pellet gun is pretty normal but the whole "beating-the-shit-out-of-baby-animals-and-enjoying-it" thing is a little off
I don't know and that worries me
19, almost, found a porn blog on accident in middle school
what country/state?
fetlife would be easier than going to a con but either way i guess
originally woops
East coast US, very very east coast
I figure a con lets me do degenerate shit like fuck a dude in fursuit easy enough while also giving me an opportunity to maybe socialize afterwards or catch an interesting panel, so it's two birds with one stone
I have no fucking clue what I'm doing, have a mental disability (legit autism/Aspergers) and I don't know how to motivate myself. At the same time, I want to avoid being a fucking leech off of my parents. I'm so fucking scared.
Yea that's more than a little fucked my guy.
I'm 16 and I've never had sex, been kissed or every had a girlfriend. I'm pretty sure my parents think I'm a closet gay. I'm don't have any anxiety when it comes to making friends, but its impossible for me to ask out girls. The reason I am never able to flirt with girls is because I have ADD and I used to not have the energy to do basic things like shower and homework and even though the medicine I take makes me fairly normal I still have the mindset that I'm a obese smelly loser even though I'm now 6ft tall, only 200 pounds and shower every night
You're 16 faggot, barely anybody can talk to girls at that age. You've got 24 years until you become a wizard, that's basically a lifetime from now. Leave forever and get the fuck out of your head
- I like futa porn and ntr porn a lot. The futa is weird because I self insert as the futa and only futa on girl gets me off. I used to draw dicks on pictures of women in my moms fashion magazines before I even knew what sex was. Ntr I self insert as the bull, and get off on the idea of stealing another guys woman. In all kinds of porn I specifically like huge cocks, I can't get off without them. In reality though I'm pretty small and it's a massive insecurity of mine.
- I used to fap to guro. I have a fascination with magic and I always liked watching female assistents get cut in half or stabbed or w/e. I also used to be really afraid of gore and anything "scary." So when I first got into guro, it was the ultimate high of sexually arousing and thrilling and "wrong." Over time though the thrill went away and know I find it kind of disgusting. I honestly can't believe j used to fap to that shit.
- I accidentally killed my last cat. We had a bad flea problem in the house and I ran out of cat flea wash and used dog instead. Dog flea soap has tea tree in which is toxic to cats. I came down stairs that night and she was coughing herself to death. There wasn't anything I could do but hold her and pet as she went to the other side. I still feel fucking horrible about it. I can't believe I caused something that only ever loved me to die such a fucking brutal death.
- Everyone thinks I'm super honest but actually I'm just really fucking good at fabricating little white lies. The key is to keep your story close to the truth, and to believe it completely when you tell someone else. I convince myself that bullshit is truth before I say it and as far as I know no one has ever caught on. I constantly tell little white lies and embellishments to make myself seem less pathetic and no one has ever caught on somehow.
That's it really. Those are the things I've never told anyone else and probably never will.
I'm a bitch. A pussy ass bitch. Got bullied and beat up by not just older kids, but even 4 years younger ones throughout 12 years of school.
I couldn't say no to faggots and let them harass and molest me.
Had chance at a relationship with a girl but ran away because of competition.
I also have a footfetish.
sucks about the cat user, I hope the feel stops haunting you
I was never gay but when I was in high school I was so starved for attention I almost had sex with an old guy.
This.
I start to feel really weird on the rare occasion I abstain a bit, manic? I'm not sure that's the feeling.
It ends up making me feel uncomfortable and I go back to the porn.