Neet

>neet
>live with parents so don't have to pay rent and all that stupid cuck shit
>autism bux so more money than i know what to do with
>can do literally whatever the fuck i want as i have no obligations and all the time in the world
so why the fuck am i so fucking misserable all of the fucking time
even alcohol doesn't do shit anymore
all i feel is sadness and regret of a youth forever lost and love never had
i fucking hate this worthless existence that is my life, according to normalfags i should be fucking happy but i'm not
i have everything they want, time and money but i have nothing to do with either
i want off this fucking ride

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Fulfilling petty, hedonistic desires doesn't make anyone happy, at least not for long. What makes people happy in the long term is investing themselves in some kind of meaningful goal and working toward it. So... get crackin, Jack.

Why would parents allow an unemployed adult child to live with them off of money that they don't govern?

i do the cooking/house work
one of the few things i can find a small amount of joy in
plus they are old lonely boomers and enjoy my company

If you can find joy in small amounts of housework why not try looking for a job, just to see what it does?

I was a NEET of 6 years and got my first job last year, second a couple months ago and I can say, without a doubt, i've had more fun bullshitting around with my coworkers than i have had doing weeklong vidya marathons.

>all i feel is sadness and regret of a youth forever lost and love never had
You are a normalfag. The things that would fulfill you are the things that would fulfill a normalfag, you just didn't happen to get them for whatever reason. So go work for them. That's what normalfags do when they want something.

yeah alright mate lemme just go out there and buy a gf with all those gf points i've built up over the last 10 years

Are you prepared to take care of your parents as they wither and then on their death bed? Doesn't it become crushingly sad living like that? Actually, after typing that, I think it would be just as bad, if not worse living in a shit apartment working a shit job to hate all alone.

>so why the fuck am i so fucking misserable all of the fucking time

u have fucking clinical depression
go see a therapist dude try some welbutrin or ssri or something, no harm right ?

This is transcendence. All imposed desires stir into brown, as you age, you realize that none of that shit really matters. It really doesn't matter how you go about life, but try to sail steady and smooth as possible without whatever pain can be deduced. Regret for never fucking a few girls you talked to in your youth is nothing to strum over your entire life.

because we are mentally ill, I havent enjoyed an anime in so fucking long because of this or watched one.

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What kind of work are you about?

god damn it bro, i used to wake up and spend the first 2-3 hours of every day in bed watching anime before getting up
now i'm lucky to watch 2-3 episodes a week
i don't get what it is, i can't fucking force myself to sit and watch anymore
when i watch anime i enjoy it but i just can't bring myself to sit and fucking watch it more than an episode or two every few days

you nigs ever consider it's because you had to much cake and lost the taste for it but because you did nothing else with your lives you have no means to try new things and enjoy coming back to that shit?

i tried a new thing
i got with a girl but despite her asking me to marry her she ended up leaving me to fuck some other guy and it has left me destroyed ever since
i can't enjoy anything anymore in life and all i do is get drunk and listen to depressing break up songs and scream at myself
it's been 2 years and it still hurts as much as the day she left me
it never ends, things never get better, there is no coming back from it
i experienced the best life has to offer and now i have nothing to ever look forward to

>i got with a girl but despite her asking me to marry her
well that's a red flag if there ever was one. I get if she likes the idea but her taking the first step in your future together can't bold well.
> it has left me destroyed ever since
As someone that's been there I get how hard it hits and shit, but you need to build yourself out of that self loathing, she was your only shot at happiness if you lie to yourself like that. Honestly if she was your first then you really needed to try and find others because you just lack the maturity/experience to understand that everything we doi is irrational and the goal is to find productive irrational things over the ones that just feel good.

>i experienced the best life has to offer
really? Your bar is some thot as the best life has to offer?

you've obviously never came inside a girl as she leg locked you, looked you deep in the eyes and asked you to marry her
it does shit to you, in that moment you realize why you were put on this god forsaken rock, you realise life has a purpose
and then it was all taken away from me and here i am back with you fine people

>you've obviously never came inside a girl as she leg locked you, looked you deep in the eyes
Yes to all of that
>and asked you to marry her
and that would be a fucking deal breaker if legit, hell that's a bonner killer, a fucking girl so lost that she thinks a good beding is the time to purpose? If your story is legit you are just as brain damaged as her. Hell that's likley why she cheated, she runs on highs and nothing else.
>you realise life has a purpose
oh for fucksakes how god damn young were you when that happen? Your purpose was some random thot that your best memory to share about her was dumping in her? Good god and you wonder why your life is a mess. There is more to your existence that pussy kid, it's great to have and it's fucking amazing to have one that stays loyal to you but if that's the fuel for your tank than you need to take a step back and rework your goals.

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>being so fucking genetically broken you don't want to start a family and have children
you should actually consider suicide if you have no intention of reproduction as you are just wasting resources for those of us who are

>as you are just wasting resources for those of us who are
Good. It's worth living just to spite breeders.