Hopelessly apathetic

I have no doubt that there is a reason for it.
However I can't think of anything specific.
The memory of my childhood is rather 'foggy' but I at least know that my parents were nice people.

>humblebragging thread by failed normie #523 featuring the "i have sex multiple times a day and go on dates but i'm a robot because i don't have any emotions when i'm fucking a girl up the ass"

it's all so tiresome and predictable

I feel like you pulled the multiple times a day part out of your ass.

if your childhood is foggy, you may very well have experienced a traumatic incident. a very common symptom of PTSD or childhood drama is having very foggy memories of childhood, or not being to remember at all altogether.
your parents being "nice people" is still vague enough that they could've had an affect on your well being in some way. they could be nice socially, or nice to other people, but were neglectful, or ignored you being abused, or weren't there enough, etcetera. could be a number of things.
having absolutely no emotions or care for others at all or an inability to have strong emotions/attachment to others, is seldom something that one is 'naturally' born with

That sure is an interesting statement but does it matter if I was abused or was born with it?

The fact that I currently lack empathy or emotions in general remains. I'd just like to feel something even if it's only for a short period of time. Anything for that matter. I don't care if it's anger, sadness, fear whatsoever.

You honestly just sound like a sociopath. I bet the next thing you will do to try and elicit emotion is to beat up or kill people.

Like I stated in an above reply I'd rather not go to jail. What if I kill someone and don't feel anything? I'd go to jail and won't have an opportunity to find what would actually help me.

you obviously feel SOMETHING if you have the motivation to do things. that's coming from somewhere. just boredom? has it always been like this? if that's all you can remember, you may be a sociopath or have some other severe personality disorder.

The fact that you consider going to jail as being the only drawback of killing people, and not the moral implications of it, proves that you're a sociopath. Eventually you'll rationalize that you won't get caught if you cover your tracks and you'll be well on your way to a killing spree.

>installs tinder
first mistake

sorry user, about your dilemma. it does sound annoying not being able to experience any emotion at all, but the fact that you are frustrated over this and wish to feel emotions the same way other people do, means you aren't actually emotionless or made out of steel.
if you have any thoughts or feelings on your condition (other than complete apathy) that means you're capable of experiencing emotions, albeit to a lesser degree or extent than others. i assume it'd take a very special circumstance to illicit an emotional response in you
definitely at least try to avoid jail, i'm pretty sure the food, shared cell, & being monitored 24/7 would annoy the heck outta you.

some anons are claiming you might be a sociopath, so let me ask you this: are you impulsive, or do you have any dangerous/crude/inappropriate impulses? are you spontaneous? (the spontaneity sociopaths have is considered socially unacceptable because they usually want to do very bad or illegal things.)
do you have a desire to harm, injure, maim, or kill others, & do you think you'd get pleasure or satisfaction out of it? this is more along the lines of psychopathy, but have others described you as charming, charismatic, interesting, etc? are you manipulative, or very skilled at manipulation & getting what you want? do you pathologically/habitually lie, just for the hell of it?
these are all questions you should ask yourself.

I mean if I had to but my general 'living feeling' into a word, it would be emptiness. I'm not sure if emptiness counts as an actual feeling.

It's just I see people around me all the time. They laugh, they cry, they complain aso.
It just makes me curious. How does it feel to do that? That's where my 'motivation' comes from.

I don't think I've always been like that but I also can't remember not being like this.
There are child pics of me showing various emotions.

do you ever find anything amusing, or frustrating, or even a little bit upsetting? how about disappointing?
does anything ever make you crack a smile, smirk, or laugh? how about a chuckle?
the fact that you made this thread, sounds like to me that you are disappointed with your current state. you see other people experiencing emotions, and you wish to experience them as well. that in itself is an emotion, albeit a slightly vague one.
can you think of anything at all that could even hypothetically make you feel something? the tiniest flicker of emotion
perhaps the notion of feeling things in and of itself is something that you find desirable?

I am rather impulsive and spontaneous but not in an aggressive or harmful way.
More along the lines of 'let's fly to Paris this weekend'.

I don't really have the desire to hurt anyone, mainly because I simply don't care enough for people to waste my time and energy on them. Also killing someone seems like a pain, having to get rid of the body, hide evidence, get their blood all over you. That doesn't sound really satisfying.

Others indeed describe me as charming and charismatic even though I don't really know why, it's not like I'm trying to.

Manipulating others is something I'm good at. I mainly do it just see the outcome though. Most are very easy to influence especially if they found some liking in me.

I try to avoid lying I much rather twist the truth to be "technically correct".

from what you've said, it definitely sounds like you could have an antisocial personality disorder. i.e something along the lines of psychopathy, although that's a crude and outdated term.
does it bother you that you're like this? i think it must, on some subconscious level, else you wouldn't have been motivated to make this thread.

I mean I said those girls texting me is quite annoying, so I guess I can feel annoyed by things.

Disappointed is not really how I would describe my current situation. Like I said others around me showing emotions makes me curious maybe I even envy them a bit.

That would make two feelings.

I can't remember the last time I actually laughed without faking it. However having my way with people is somewhat amusing to me. Influencing their actions and decisions to achieve various outcomes is quite interesting.

I know that the way I am right now is not the norm. I'd like to become 'normal' because it looks like caring for others and having a wide range of emotions is way more fulfilling than what I have at the moment.