Amouranth does these super sexy ASMR videos on Twitch. I used to despise the camwhores there and the dudes that threw money at them, until one day I watched one of her ASMRs where she was moaning softly with her tits falling out of her top and I fapped uncontrollably for hours on end.
Then, to get her to nitice me, I started tipping up to $100 and she'd remember my user name and do squats for me when I requested them. It was amazing, the rush of it was better than coke.
Now I give her hundreds of $ per month on patreon along with large tips just to get her acknowledgement. I realized today I have lost over $10K. I think I might have literally become addicted to her attention.
What can I do, seriously? I need to stop but it is better than any drug to get her to notice you. Would going to an AA meeting be appropriate? Therapy to help me stop? Having a friend manage my money until I am better?
this, the truth is in Jesus Christ also no matter how much money you send her she will never acknowledge you
Nolan Martinez
I honestly have more respect for heroin junkies than orbiters. I hope this dumb slut leaves you completely destitute and sucking dick for food while she's getting railed by an actual man. Even then you'll still be thinking of her as you guzzle down a grown man's cum for the promise of a cheeseburger. You are less than bacteria.
Jack Hall
DizzyKitten is the patrician's choice
Lucas Parker
This is how I expected someone who watches twitch thots to look like
William Wood
The best thing to do is just force yourself to stop. It's fake and she's just using you for cash. Having a friend manage your money is pretty excessive, and also risky. However, you should talk to a friend about your issue. Make sure it's someone you can trust, though, and not some random person that will betray you. You can do this, user. I believe in you. Quit cold Turkey and never look back.
Wyatt Hernandez
>I'm in love with Amouranth and losing all my money to her, what do? You can start by cleaning the Vaseline off your monitor.
Jackson Kelly
>DizzyKitten She is based, I got drunk one day and started back-seating her during her God of War playthrough but she actually appreciated my help and advice, especially with the puzzles. Never even donated, honestly I should probably have given her something for being so chill since I was drunk and telling her what to do.
DizzyKitten doesn't do lewd snapchat though, does she?
Keep paying her, it funds her and her Chink husband's mortgage.
Daniel Ramirez
>Now I give her hundreds of $ per month on patreon along with large tips just to get her acknowledgement. I realized today I have lost over $10K How do you have this kinda cash to drop on ethots?
Dylan Bailey
She isn't even a model Please put your money towards making Karlie kloss do squats, TY
That's literally impossible, I'm donating a respectable amount on patreon and she's showed her pussy to me
Charles Sanders
its not over. tell her she is still cursed and I will wreck her and her entire life with black magick. and all you little faggots in her chat, yeah I see you...
There's two threads up about twitch thots right now, how pathetic can you faggots get >$10K Honestly dude I'd just jump off a bridge at that point, you're beyond saving
William Wood
I think she's lying about her age. She is more like 28 than 24.
Tyler Johnson
Stop watching porn in general.
You're reacting to the fact that now your sex life (ie porn life) has a personal connection. Its not just some pre-recorded vide of thot and chad pounding it out last july. Its a real person on the other end of the stream that you can talk to. This is your brain telling you it wants more than porn. It wants you to connect with someone but you won't be able to do that as long as your sexual identity is derived from porn.
Quit watching porn. Masturbate less. Find a real woman. Get a gf.
>wow watching porn in 2k18? >all you have to do is get a gf bro lol >just b urself
Liam Kelly
Hahahahaha how the fuck is cyberho addiction real hahaha just walk away from the screen nigga close your eyes haha
Sebastian Bennett
>how the fuck is cyberho addiction real It provides a sence of connection to a beautiful woman, and many of them are online practically all day, and for the right price you get more intimate responses, even if you know they are false on her end.
Josiah Hall
Amouranth is currently using a stethoscope on her mic so we can hear her whispering and her heartbeat. That shit fucks with your emotions on a deep level. Gotta hand it to her, she is the Floyd Mayweather of thottery.
Human sexuality should be tactile and experiencial not pre-packaged and sterile. On of the readons you have difficulty relating to women is your overreliance on porn.
Why do you care what people do with their own money? I once saw some guy give Amouranth 30,000 dollars during an ASMR stream a few months ago. She found a lucrative career, she may be a thot to you, but she is actually a genius business woman. She easily makes 130-200K per month just off of her Twitch and Patreon alone, can you say the same for yourself?
Camden Cooper
Hi Amouranth
Juan Flores
I don't know what the fuck you're talking about. You're just pulling assumptions out of your ass and talking to both me and OP as if you know everything about us based on random shit you think. I can only remember like 2-3 times I fapped to porn in the past few months, and I have 0 difficulty relating to women.
Adam Torres
Sup r9k Please post the most pathetic streamers and cucks that donate to them, it makes me feel better
This, it's the only thing that can be more pathetic than I am
Isaiah Martin
Because what she does takes no fucking skill at all. She has no talent and any bargain bin whore could do what she is doing and make shit tons of money
Adrian Wilson
Please tell me there is more kino like this, I need to laugh at paypigs
>what she does takes no fucking skill at all She puts lots of effort into her costumes and makes TONS of them. She is actually quite good at what she does.
Her Samus cosplay is the best there's ever been for that character.
The fact that you know this means you are a faggot orbiter
Fucking commit sudoku
Carter Johnson
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.... ARE U SERIOUSLY THIS PATHETIC?!? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SO GLAD IM GAY
Adam Martinez
>I'm in love with Amouranth and losing all my money to her, what do? LEL I really wish this is bait
Dominic Flores
have you tried not being a giant faggot? that usually helps with these kinds of conditions. if that doesnt work theres always the tried and true method of a massive lead injection to the temple.
yo OP shoot about $500 my way and i'll write up a sureproof way for you to kick this habit
Noah Price
Hey Kaitlyn, I'm not gonna go on your channel, so you can fuck off with the advertising now.
Gavin Ramirez
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *catches breath* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA YOU PATHETIC ORBITING FAGGOT, 10K TO JERK OFF LMAOO, PORN IS FREE YOU FUCKING IDIOT, AND YOU ACTUALLY GET TO SEE GIRLS NAKED AND GETTING FUCKED, HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
this OP you are the lowest of the lows Honestly become an hero
Asher Taylor
>What can I do, seriously? You can unironically fucking off yourself, you sad sack of gullible shit. Holy fuck, just being reminded that people like you exist in the world has made my day immeasurably worse.
Based
Justin Gray
Yes, his Amouranth-roasting videos are hilarious, I am trying to watch all of them, post them if you know of any more of those vids. I saw the one where Amouranth gets kicked out of a gym youtube.com/watch?v=HxbKm-FuCRQ
I have a feeling Gundam lurks, he uses Jow Forums screenshots a lot
Daniel Butler
yeah it wouldn't surprise me, fuck I love when he really gets ranting. Anyway here's a few
thanks, yeah his comedic style reminds me of Bill Burr, my favorite comedian.
Dominic Perez
Yeah i've seen him reference bill a few times actually, think he's a bit of a fan
Gavin King
really? lmao
Jonathan Perez
Porn stars feel "cheap" and "used" somehow. Watching them get fucked is about as sexy as watching a dog take a dump.
Twitch girls, on the other hand, *appear* as pure as the driven snow.
Just seeing a twitch girl showing off her ass in yoga pants is hotter than any hardcore porn I could imagine.
I know I'm not alone... right? Porn girls just aren't sexy as a consequence of their chosen profession, whereas Twitch thots have a girl-next-door quality.
Bentley Price
>I can end up a homeless failure on drugs, and I will still be better than "findom" cucks who are wholly soulless and hollow.
"Findom" isnt a legit sexuality or fetish. It's the excuse mentally ill individuals and their abusers/enablers use to keep the cycle of abuse and destruction going.
t harms us all in the end, so the best we can hope for is their suicide.
>this is why we can't have nice things. orangutanoreganoriginal
Brayden Sullivan
>RIP Chuchi fuck, did he die? I've only seen llike 10% of his videos so if it happened, I didn't know :(
Jeremiah Powell
you could always kys
Blake Rogers
Yes, sorry for being the bringer of bad news, chuchi died some weeks ago, after DRR2 was out, and before the FO76 fiasco. That gave Gundam alot of fuel for his rants.
Isaiah Garcia
This is why Beautiful Angel Ciara is suepriro.
Bentley Murphy
I can take solace in the fact that Gundam gets way more views, and thus ad money, than fucking Onision.
Onision went from making god-tier money to McDonalds money over the past year or two.
Hudson Cox
i can make you feel like a girl user
Jason Sanchez
Question for girls or gays: is Onision hot?, feel he Iis also a sociopath. His underage fans finally got old enough to realize this fact, now he is begging for money. But was "hotness" a reason for his popularity? Is he considered hot? (He applied a filter to this pic to cover up his skin disorder tho, but it's the best I could find).