I'm in love with Amouranth and losing all my money to her, what do?

Amouranth does these super sexy ASMR videos on Twitch. I used to despise the camwhores there and the dudes that threw money at them, until one day I watched one of her ASMRs where she was moaning softly with her tits falling out of her top and I fapped uncontrollably for hours on end.

Then, to get her to nitice me, I started tipping up to $100 and she'd remember my user name and do squats for me when I requested them. It was amazing, the rush of it was better than coke.

Now I give her hundreds of $ per month on patreon along with large tips just to get her acknowledgement. I realized today I have lost over $10K. I think I might have literally become addicted to her attention.

What can I do, seriously? I need to stop but it is better than any drug to get her to notice you. Would going to an AA meeting be appropriate? Therapy to help me stop? Having a friend manage my money until I am better?

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Pursue Truth not flesh.

>I realized today I have lost over $10K
oh fug

Find someone better looking to waste money on

She has a husband and will never see you as anything more than an online wallet.

The way she treated one of her loyal mods/donators at a comic-con was absolutely horrendous
youtube.com/watch?v=7Z-h4xVwmeQ

Yet I still am having trouble breaking her spell. Now that I know I have a problem with giving her money I can at least work to fix it.

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this, the truth is in Jesus Christ
also no matter how much money you send her she will never acknowledge you

I honestly have more respect for heroin junkies than orbiters. I hope this dumb slut leaves you completely destitute and sucking dick for food while she's getting railed by an actual man. Even then you'll still be thinking of her as you guzzle down a grown man's cum for the promise of a cheeseburger. You are less than bacteria.

DizzyKitten is the patrician's choice

This is how I expected someone who watches twitch thots to look like

The best thing to do is just force yourself to stop. It's fake and she's just using you for cash. Having a friend manage your money is pretty excessive, and also risky. However, you should talk to a friend about your issue. Make sure it's someone you can trust, though, and not some random person that will betray you. You can do this, user. I believe in you. Quit cold Turkey and never look back.

>I'm in love with Amouranth and losing all my money to her, what do?
You can start by cleaning the Vaseline off your monitor.

>DizzyKitten
She is based, I got drunk one day and started back-seating her during her God of War playthrough but she actually appreciated my help and advice, especially with the puzzles. Never even donated, honestly I should probably have given her something for being so chill since I was drunk and telling her what to do.

DizzyKitten doesn't do lewd snapchat though, does she?

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Keep paying her, it funds her and her Chink husband's mortgage.

>Now I give her hundreds of $ per month on patreon along with large tips just to get her acknowledgement. I realized today I have lost over $10K
How do you have this kinda cash to drop on ethots?

She isn't even a model
Please put your money towards making Karlie kloss do squats, TY

>her
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

wew

Post here everyday and you can count on me reminding you that you are being a SO.YBOY KEKOLD

holy shit, why is her voice so fucking deep and masculine? total turn off

Amouranth is a man

This but Rianne van Rompaey instead.

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Real shit.

Oreganol

Also some real shit. These beta faggots make me sick

realize your never gonna get sex from her and stop giving your shekels away to twitch thots.

theres nothing wrong with paying $5/month to a few streamers for subs

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That's literally impossible, I'm donating a respectable amount on patreon and she's showed her pussy to me

its not over. tell her she is still cursed and I will wreck her and her entire life with black magick. and all you little faggots in her chat, yeah I see you...

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There's two threads up about twitch thots right now, how pathetic can you faggots get
>$10K
Honestly dude I'd just jump off a bridge at that point, you're beyond saving

I think she's lying about her age. She is more like 28 than 24.

Stop watching porn in general.

You're reacting to the fact that now your sex life (ie porn life) has a personal connection. Its not just some pre-recorded vide of thot and chad pounding it out last july. Its a real person on the other end of the stream that you can talk to. This is your brain telling you it wants more than porn. It wants you to connect with someone but you won't be able to do that as long as your sexual identity is derived from porn.

Quit watching porn. Masturbate less. Find a real woman. Get a gf.

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>wow watching porn in 2k18?
>all you have to do is get a gf bro lol
>just b urself

Hahahahaha how the fuck is cyberho addiction real hahaha just walk away from the screen nigga close your eyes haha

>how the fuck is cyberho addiction real
It provides a sence of connection to a beautiful woman, and many of them are online practically all day, and for the right price you get more intimate responses, even if you know they are false on her end.

Amouranth is currently using a stethoscope on her mic so we can hear her whispering and her heartbeat. That shit fucks with your emotions on a deep level. Gotta hand it to her, she is the Floyd Mayweather of thottery.

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Porn is very damaging psychologically.

Human sexuality should be tactile and experiencial not pre-packaged and sterile. On of the readons you have difficulty relating to women is your overreliance on porn.

>I realized today I have lost over $10K
KEK LAD

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>What can I do, seriously?

kys

Why not just pay camwhores who actually get naked? Some of those cunts will do anything for a dollar.

not gonna watch this, anyone care to explain what she did?

People who donate to thots like her make me fucking sick kys

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Why do you care what people do with their own money? I once saw some guy give Amouranth 30,000 dollars during an ASMR stream a few months ago. She found a lucrative career, she may be a thot to you, but she is actually a genius business woman. She easily makes 130-200K per month just off of her Twitch and Patreon alone, can you say the same for yourself?

Hi Amouranth

I don't know what the fuck you're talking about. You're just pulling assumptions out of your ass and talking to both me and OP as if you know everything about us based on random shit you think. I can only remember like 2-3 times I fapped to porn in the past few months, and I have 0 difficulty relating to women.

Sup r9k
Please post the most pathetic streamers and cucks that donate to them, it makes me feel better

Comedy gold btw

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>You may be a failure at life
>But you'll never donate to a twitch thot
Feels good.

Just watch it, it's not supporting her nor on her channel.

Her mod tries to high-five her and she just leaves him hanging then walks away.

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This, it's the only thing that can be more pathetic than I am

Because what she does takes no fucking skill at all. She has no talent and any bargain bin whore could do what she is doing and make shit tons of money

Please tell me there is more kino like this, I need to laugh at paypigs

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Please post pathetic paypigs

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>what she does takes no fucking skill at all
She puts lots of effort into her costumes and makes TONS of them. She is actually quite good at what she does.

Her Samus cosplay is the best there's ever been for that character.

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Imagine being so cucked

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As long it's not more than $100 a month i don't see a problem.

She always makes every character as slutty as possible.

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Holy shit, please tell me the guys at least get something out of that. With Amouranth, she at least provides great fap material to her donators.

Imagine being this far down the rabbit hole.

The Fact your still defending a dime a dozen whore who makes money selling her body like a pornstar is crazy

well don't try to highfive random people then

>defending a twitch whore
wew lad

Post more pls originigeerr

Post pics of your favorite Twitch Thots guys.

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I heard she really likes katz ;^)

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Behold Kaitlyn's true form!

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You're mine Kaitlyn...

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The fact that you know this means you are a faggot orbiter

Fucking commit sudoku

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.... ARE U SERIOUSLY THIS PATHETIC?!? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SO GLAD IM GAY

>I'm in love with Amouranth and losing all my money to her, what do?
LEL I really wish this is bait

have you tried not being a giant faggot? that usually helps with these kinds of conditions. if that doesnt work theres always the tried and true method of a massive lead injection to the temple.

theres nothing wrong with subbing.

FUCK CAMWHORES
FUCK SPICS
FUCK NIGGERS
FUCK JANNIES

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sub and donate to greek

yo OP shoot about $500 my way and i'll write up a sureproof way for you to kick this habit

Hey Kaitlyn, I'm not gonna go on your channel, so you can fuck off with the advertising now.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *catches breath* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA YOU PATHETIC ORBITING FAGGOT, 10K TO JERK OFF LMAOO, PORN IS FREE YOU FUCKING IDIOT, AND YOU ACTUALLY GET TO SEE GIRLS NAKED AND GETTING FUCKED, HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

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YOU KNOW SHES MARRIED RIGHT? HAHAHAHAHAHA

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jesus fuck dude this is like the world's most pathetic advertisement.

It's that a Bob Ross cosplay?

Findom subs give money to doms because that's their fetish. They get hard from being insulted by the dom and giving them all their money

While we're on the subject, anyone else watch Gundam? I find myself in tears whenever I watch one of his videos. Underrated as fuck

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this
OP you are the lowest of the lows
Honestly become an hero

>What can I do, seriously?
You can unironically fucking off yourself, you sad sack of gullible shit. Holy fuck, just being reminded that people like you exist in the world has made my day immeasurably worse.

Based

Yes, his Amouranth-roasting videos are hilarious, I am trying to watch all of them, post them if you know of any more of those vids. I saw the one where Amouranth gets kicked out of a gym
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I have a feeling Gundam lurks, he uses Jow Forums screenshots a lot

yeah it wouldn't surprise me, fuck I love when he really gets ranting. Anyway here's a few

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thanks, yeah his comedic style reminds me of Bill Burr, my favorite comedian.

Yeah i've seen him reference bill a few times actually, think he's a bit of a fan

really? lmao

Porn stars feel "cheap" and "used" somehow. Watching them get fucked is about as sexy as watching a dog take a dump.

Twitch girls, on the other hand, *appear* as pure as the driven snow.

Just seeing a twitch girl showing off her ass in yoga pants is hotter than any hardcore porn I could imagine.

I know I'm not alone... right? Porn girls just aren't sexy as a consequence of their chosen profession, whereas Twitch thots have a girl-next-door quality.

>I can end up a homeless failure on drugs, and I will still be better than "findom" cucks who are wholly soulless and hollow.

"Findom" isnt a legit sexuality or fetish. It's the excuse mentally ill individuals and their abusers/enablers use to keep the cycle of abuse and destruction going.

t harms us all in the end, so the best we can hope for is their suicide.

papa G is fun.

RIP Chuchi

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she's dancing as we speak in booty shorts and I'm watching the money roll in for her.

God I wish I was born a girl. I would be doing what she does, only better. So would you, so don't judge.

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>this is why we can't have nice things.
orangutanoreganoriginal

>RIP Chuchi
fuck, did he die? I've only seen llike 10% of his videos so if it happened, I didn't know :(

you could always kys

Yes, sorry for being the bringer of bad news, chuchi died some weeks ago, after DRR2 was out, and before the FO76 fiasco. That gave Gundam alot of fuel for his rants.

This is why Beautiful Angel Ciara is suepriro.

I can take solace in the fact that Gundam gets way more views, and thus ad money, than fucking Onision.

Onision went from making god-tier money to McDonalds money over the past year or two.

i can make you feel like a girl user

Question for girls or gays: is Onision hot?, feel he Iis also a sociopath. His underage fans finally got old enough to realize this fact, now he is begging for money. But was "hotness" a reason for his popularity? Is he considered hot? (He applied a filter to this pic to cover up his skin disorder tho, but it's the best I could find).

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what did people saw on that onion fag?
Such drama queenie.

Found an unfiltered pic of how he really looks. How does he look so different?

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