I almost exclusively masturbate to traps. This is not due to me being a flaming faggot, as I do not think that is true, but rather because I feel completely alienated from normal women. I simply cannot enjoy it or find any interest in them, no matter who the woman in question is. Any time I read a tinder bio of a woman I feel an overwhelming disinterest, almost to the point of physical illness. The last woman I attempted to date was an European. I took her to a random restaurant and started to flirt. As soon as she started talking about herself I was once again overwhelmed by this feeling and had to dump her -- I could not continue.
I've considered the reasons that this might be so and I think there are two possibilities. One is that I feel completely alienated from the opposite sex. Any expression of that gender resonates in my only as emptiness and banality. Or the other, that I unconsciously perceive cocks as hot, and I can't keep myself from tonguing and kissing them . Regardless of the case, I need to fuck something that is alien to women, but not so alien that I cannot get aroused by it, which makes traps quite suitable. I don't watch gay porn or any such vulgar things, so it's not an extension of that. At this point I'm considering making a serious effort at transitioning; why not?
Has anyone else experienced a problem such as this?
No, because I have a solid grip on who I am. You have some serious soul searching to do if youre thinking about transitioning for the sake of lust.
Anthony Rogers
Isn't that a girl (female) or at least a girl (male) (female)?
Nicholas Brooks
Have you tried non vulgar gay media? Like yaoi cartoons that focus on love and intimacy between the uke guy and seme guy. I think it would help you relearn the balance between masc and femme energy bro.
Smoke some weed and read some explicit yaoi. One where the uke is really in touch with the femenine side, while the seme is real alpha big dick energy. I think you will find yourself bruh.
Just smoke some dmt and shit. Spend all day reading yaoi. Detach from all the nudity and just be happy for them on a spiritual level. Then take some mushrooms. Just jive with that delicious loving energy. It will be like you're so stoked that they fucked each other that you are ready to believe in humanity again.
Asher Price
are you literally me ? Any conversation I ever had with a woman made me want to blow my brains out, they're all normies squared. Boring, not self aware, operating on animal level of consciousness. Guys are so much better mentally, but their looks are repulsive, which leads to only one option - traps. But I also want to look cute myself as well. Maybe not transitioning, but somewhat androgynous/femboyish, like picrelated. Maybe try out girl pills but not to the point where my tits grow. Cocks are also hot and assfuck can be pleasurable as well.
Masturbating to traps/shemales is actually the straightest thing there is. You get the feminine aspect (face, hair, body) + the masculine aspect (penis) without the rest of the masculine crap and an annoying dude huffing and puffing.
"Straight porn" is actually cuck-tier compared to trap/shemale solo porn. When watching straight porn, you're essentially put into the position of a cuck. Yuck.
Solo female masturbation or lesbian porn lacks the male element of the penis making the scene feel "incomplete".
tl;dr Trap/Shemale solo porn is patrician-tier and the straightest stuff you can actually watch as a male.
Consider also the fact that a traps lover claiming to be straight is far more reliable a statement than if a traps hater said it. Consider: The traps lover has already admitted to liking traps - something seen as gay, for better or worse - despite the image associated with it. Yet he continues to claim he is straight. If he were in denial, would he not have denied that first step as well? The fact that he continues to claim he is straight despite having proven that he wouldn't mind being seen as a faggot is perfect proof of his straightness. Kids shows make use of this all the time: "If I wanted to kill you, I would have already done so."
Christian Campbell
That's an actual girl with a vagina user.
Sebastian Mitchell
it's the thought that counts, my friend.
Lincoln Evans
you had me until >transitioning at least keep your story strainght next time retard
Landon Gonzalez
That girl is so fucking ugly. Her fat face and smug smile and butt chin just makes me wanna go ape shit on the brick wall outside my apartment with my brass knuckles. So sick of that bitch
Daniel Barnes
You sound insecure and homo buddy. Gender is based on gentiles, if you actively suck cock and fantasize about them, you're attracted to men no matter how decorated they are.
It all comes down to that, user doesn't like women, he likes mentally ill boy's dicks. If genitals had no significance to a person, he'd be down to fuck women and he wouldn't be reducing traps to nothing but a "girl" with a dick. (which is all he's into them for despite the false reasoning he makes to feel better about it)
Parker Watson
Nyan-chan is a girl you moron
Ryder Cox
Love is normie if anything
Xavier Perez
You're jerking off to mentally ill gay men dressed as women. You are a faggot, end of story. You feel completely alienated from women because you're a closet fag in denial.
