Suicidal thoughts have been getting a lot stronger lately, lads. It used to be infrequent...

Suicidal thoughts have been getting a lot stronger lately, lads. It used to be infrequent, but now it's a daily occurrence.

I'm scared. I don't want to die but I want the emotional pain and low energy to end.

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Hang in there fren
Ur not alone

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I am, though. I'm jealous of other people's success, and I'm a failure.

Make it past the holidays. Things get a little better when new years start.

Change your mind. Stop thinking about it. Think about something else.

opposite for me. new years have been some of the worst days of my life.

what a new year could bring? everything will keep being the same bullshit

yes it will. but shit REALLY sucks this time of year. so much focus on family and reflection on the last year.

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Don't be a pussy, if you want die then join the military and take some Jihadists down with you. It's win win win, think of it this way.

option A
>Join the service
>get deployed
>die like you wanted

option B
>Join service
>don't get deployed
>work out a shit ton, learn discipline from drill instructor/sergeant
>come out as a man

option C
>join service
>become big stronk military man
>get deployed
>survive
>be able to brag about your deployment so everyone thinks you're a badass and chicks want to fuck you.

I know my explanations are shitty and douchey, but if your life sucks so bad and you have nothing to live for due to poor discipline and low energy, why not join the thing that turns you from a boy into a man.

option c also 50% chance of including PSTD

even if we survive this shitty year, next one will be as shitty or even worse.
life isn't even worth living

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I'm ineligible for military service due to asthma and hypothyroidism

it's just winter fren
it will pass

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we're talking about people who are already fucked in the head, not a big change there chief.

Have you considered the French Foreign Legion or something of the sort?

go to choo choo school. it's basically reform school for robots

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I'm Irish. My goal at the moment is Computer Science, but my brain keeps telling me I'm worthless and a lonely failure, which to be fair, I am. It tells me things like "Why bother trying to learn programming? You're too stupid to do it", despite my IQ tests evidently showing I have an above-average IQ

How so? What about trains is going to help me not be an autistic pussy?

>What about trains is going to help me not be an autistic pussy?

I'll tell you what exactly. It's the bantering with normie red-blooded males. You spend all day talking about pussy and fucking women. This is good for the soul and teaches a fag such as yourself about life. You need this.

It may be your subconscious telling you that you really don't want to follow that career. Consider changing to something where you use your hands. Let me tell you a little story.

I have a normally sedate job and lifestyle. I don't exercise either, total couch potato. Anyway, a leak developed in my house water supply between the meter and house. It was under a concrete pad and would not be an easy fix. I decided to not only fix it myself but to take the opportunity to replace all the lines in my house with modern PEX pipe. I had to dig a trench three feet deep by hand across my yard for the new water line. It took me quite a while and a lot of physical exertion that I was not accustomed to. Long story short, I felt a sense of contentment and accomplishment and look back on that summer very fondly.

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Already going to voc school for electrician work, same shit. That's how all trade schools are because no women go to them.

>joining a group full of niggers and shitskins
might as well live in a swedish slum

good for you. hope it keeps you from turning fag.

The whole point of the french foreign legion is that the people who enlist aren't french.

Jesus christ that image is so fucking Anxiety inducing. I can already feel it

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