When did you realize you are an empty shell with no personality?

When did you realize you are an empty shell with no personality?

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When I finished university. I was let back into the wild, and couldn't figure out how to speak to people unless we're working on the same problem at hand.

When I realised that I can only have proper conversations with my cat

Last night. I was trying to talk to someone on normiebook because I was drunk and lonely. Then I realised those people aren't even my friends. I've never met them, they're just random strangers. I don't actually have any friends. I don't talk to what little family I have. I don't really talk to anyone. I deleted my normiebook account because it was all so fake. Who am I kidding trying to pretend I'm a normal person?

Every time I get high. I'm empty.

Forever, when did you realize you can't change?

I just need a partner with extra personality to make up for it. I prefer the extratalkitive girls personally.

When I realized no matter how hard I try I cannot laugh with the people around me. Sometimes I try to do a fake laugh out of politeness but I feel so fucking empty.

sometime around high school

I have not come to the conclusion I cannot change. I just assumed that I would eventually find a way to overcome this. I am very talkative when I am interested in someone. The issue is that I never have anything interesting or of substance to say. I am so boring.

I don't think there was a day I wasn't ever empty. We all are. We're just an experience.
No one has a personality; we can say our likes and dislikes make us what we are, but it's not. It's just what makes being conscious tolerable.
We aren't even our thoughts, they're just random occurrences we notice and can further entertain or ignore. The thing we call personality, that makes us different than others, is how we behave externally; that's due to inner brain patterns created from early life experiences and how we navigate our world. When you take that away, we're all the same base model.

Couldnt relate more to this

Everybody is. Start liking things and make an effort. If you suck you'll get carried, no biggie.

never.
i realised fully, as i saw myself, that i'm a blue light within all this, and without all this, with no size but small enough to fit in... my body is an interface and relationship with experimental material

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Way before everyone else in my life, how do you explain to people that you're dead inside, you can't you just keep ignoring them and feeling guilty about it because it's the only option that's not nuclear.

A couple of years back. But just a few weeks ago I realised there's nothing wrong with that.

This guy gets it.

Early on, about 8. I changed my name and developed an alter ego.

Yes, everything living is just one experience of consciousness that differs based on our physical experience of our bodies and our environment shaping it.

Yep your passive thoughts are generally not interesting. I've come to the conclusions that the majority of the time i think about nothing. It's a skill I think, a gift or burden I'm not sure. To be able to generally have not much response while passively sitting and thinking.

Therefore I (and maybe you) do not have anything to express because there is nothing in your mind. On the plus side people are fairly simple in conversation. A good practice I picked up is commenting on my observations verbally outloud to people, sometimes it will spark a discussion.

couple of years ago, honestly I don't even understand how someone could have one

what a weird thing to say or claim. biggest news flash of the human civilization: we are all empty shells with no real personality.

What do you mean by no personality? how is that possible?
I guess I always play some character in social setting but, that IS my personality

You also play another personality when you are alone, with your family, with your gf, etc..

Who is really your true personality? What is really you? Are you just a bunch of masks to adapt for the situation?

well personality is gay anyway i don't know what ur all whining about *just put my feet up wherever*

Sounds like a fractured ego, a dissociative identity.

You should check up on Jim Carrey, he has begun to openly speak about his problems which are relevant to this thread.

I have a personality but it's so bizarre that I have to turn it off whenever I'm not alone.

i thought it would develop over time but it didn't